Close to Me
The Cure(더 큐어) Lyrics

I've waited hours for this
I have been eagerly waiting for this moment for hours.

I've made myself so sick
I am feeling so anxious and nervous that I have made myself physically ill.

I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I regret waking up and facing the challenges of today.

I never thought this day would end
I am stuck in a moment that seems to never end.

I never thought tonight could ever be
I never expected that tonight would be like this or that things could be this intense.

This close to me
This moment is so intense and overwhelming that it feels like it's right next to me.

Just try to see in the dark
Try to see through the difficult times when it's hard to find your way.

Just try to make it work
Do your best to make things work out.

To feel the fear before you're here
Experience the fear before the event actually happens.

I make the shapes come much too close
My fear and anxiety makes everything feel too close for comfort.

I pull my eyes out
I am so terrified that I want to close my eyes and not face the situation.

Hold my breath
I am holding my breath in an attempt to calm and center myself.

And wait until I shake
I am waiting for the fear to subside and to regain control of my body and mind.

But if I had your faith
If only I had your unwavering belief and trust in the situation.

Then I could make it safe and clean
Then I would be able to handle the situation confidently and efficiently.

If only I was sure
If only I was confident and certain that everything will work out.

That my head on the door was a dream
That my worries and anxieties are just figments of my imagination.

was a dream, was a dream
I wish that everything that is causing me fear and anxiety was just a dream.