I Coul'da Been A Contender
The Gaslight Anthem Lyrics


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I'm broke and I'm hungry, I'm hard up and I'm lonely
I've been dancing on this killing floor for years
And of the few things I am certain, I'm the captain of my burden
I'm sorry doll, I could never stop the rain

Once you said I was your hero
You would dance with me on a dime
We could spin this world right right right round
And catch back up on the flip side

I was gonna get this real big engine
I was gonna get them Broadway stars
You were gonna be my Judy Garland
We were gonna share your tin man heart

There's a dirty wind blowin', there's a storm front comin' in
There's an SOS on the seas tonight
Steady now, steady now, soldier, hold fast now
It's heads or tails and heart attacks and broken dreams tonight

We used to drive all night
All over town
We'd go waltzing Matilda
When Matilda came around

I sang them blues to you

There's a dirty wind blowin', there's a storm front comin' in
There's an SOS on the seas tonight
Steady now, steady now, soldier, hold fast now
It's heads or tails and heart attacks and broken dreams tonight

There's a dirty wind blowin', there's a storm front comin' in
There's an S-O-S on the seas tonight
Steady now, steady now, soldier, hold fast now
It's heads or tails and heart attacks and broken dreams





And heart attacks and broken dreams
Atlantis is my only dream tonight

Overall Meaning

The Gaslight Anthem's song "I Coul'da Been A Contender" is a powerful ballad that speaks deeply to the struggles of life. The song tells the story of a man who has been dancing on the "killing floor" for years. He's broke, hungry, hard up and lonely, and he's captain of his burden. He's sorry that he couldn't stop the rain, but he's still fighting to survive. The lyrics describe a life of struggle where dreams don't always come true, and the weight of the world can feel crushing.


The song speaks of a love that was once shared, but has now faded away. The singer remembers a time when he was someone's hero and they would dance together on a dime. They had big dreams of Broadway stars, with the singer's lover being his Judy Garland. They would share each other's hearts, but now it seems like nothing but broken dreams and heart attacks.


The chorus describes a storm approaching, with an SOS on the seas. The singer urges himself to hold fast and steady, as the world around him continues to spin. Yet amidst it all, he dreams of Atlantis, the only dream that remains.


Overall, "I Coul'da Been A Contender" is a song that speaks to the struggles of life, and the need to keep fighting through even the toughest of times.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm broke and I'm hungry, I'm hard up and I'm lonely
I am in a state of financial and emotional deprivation


I've been dancing on this killing floor for years
I have been struggling for a long time


And of the few things I am certain, I'm the captain of my burden
I am in control of the burden I bear


I'm sorry doll, I could never stop the rain
I am unable to prevent bad things from happening


Once you said I was your hero
You used to see me as a hero


You would dance with me on a dime
You would dance with me at any moment


We could spin this world right right right round
We had the power to change the world


And catch back up on the flip side
We could always recover from hard times


I was gonna get this real big engine
I had plans to achieve great success


I was gonna get them Broadway stars
I had aspirations to reach Broadway level success


You were gonna be my Judy Garland
You were going to be my partner on this journey


We were gonna share your tin man heart
We would go through life together without fear


There's a dirty wind blowin', there's a storm front comin' in
There are difficult times ahead


There's an SOS on the seas tonight
There is a sense of urgency and danger


Steady now, steady now, soldier, hold fast now
Stay calm and resilient


It's heads or tails and heart attacks and broken dreams tonight
The outcome is uncertain and there are potential consequences


We used to drive all night
We used to live life to the fullest


All over town
We were adventurous and went everywhere


We'd go waltzing Matilda
We had good times and enjoyed life


When Matilda came around
When we were feeling happy and content


I sang them blues to you
I confided in you with my struggles


And heart attacks and broken dreams
There is a risk of failure and disappointment


Atlantis is my only dream tonight
I have a desire for something unattainable




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Written by: BRIAN FALLON

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