I'm Gone
The Hi-Boys Lyrics

I don't wanna be your adversary
I don't want to be your enemy or opponent

But your mood like the weather, Stormy like Halle Berry
But your mood is unpredictable and volatile, like a storm or Halle Berry's character in a movie

Remember when you tried to pressure me into getting married?
Remember when you tried to force me into marriage?

We ain't even date for that long, girl that's kinda scary
We didn't even date for a significant amount of time, girl, that's concerning

But even though you had your moments, I still loved you, I might still you love you (Damn)
But despite your flaws, I still loved you, and I might still love you (Damn)

But I gotta keep my distance, cause you really buggin' over every single little thing
But I need to maintain my distance because you are overreacting and making a big deal out of every little thing

Got me thinking bout how we never been on the same page
It makes me reflect on how we have never been in agreement or on the same wavelength

Tryna act like you the only victim here, you know that that's wrong
Trying to make it seem like you are the sole victim in this situation, you know that is incorrect

Its both of us together that got us to where we are
It is the efforts and actions of both of us that brought us to this point in our relationship

So mad, I can't keep calm
I am so angry that I cannot remain calm

Can't sleep without you in my bed, my schedule fucked up
I cannot sleep properly without you by my side, and my daily routine is messed up

I'm chugging down tequila so I really get
I am consuming tequila quickly in order to

Fucked up, enough, to forget how much it hurt me when you left
Get intoxicated enough to forget the pain I felt when you left

Sometimes I wish that you and me had never even met
Sometimes I wish that we had never crossed paths or started a relationship

I know we did a lot of things that both of us regret
I am aware that we both engaged in actions that we now regret

We both gave it our best, but it ain't work in the end
We both put in our maximum effort, but it didn't work out in the end

And now I'm tryna pick up all the pieces of my heart
And now I'm trying to mend my broken heart

This toxic type of love is always known to leave a scar
This unhealthy and poisonous kind of love always leaves a lasting emotional mark

I should have known that this would never work out from the start
I should have realized that this relationship would never succeed from the beginning

You went too far girl, so now I'm gone
You crossed a line, girl, so now I have decided to leave

Cutting like a knife, your words slice 'n' dice me nicely
Your words hurt me deeply, like a sharp knife skillfully cutting and dicing

The way you treat me got me wondering if you even like me
The way you treat me makes me question if you even have genuine feelings for me

Cause lately it only seems like you wanna come and fight me
Because recently it appears that you only want to provoke arguments or fights with me

You do shit just to spite me, we arguing almost nightly over
You deliberately do things to intentionally upset me, and we are constantly arguing almost every night over

Bullshit in my past that's irrelevant to the present
Issues or problems from my past that are irrelevant and unrelated to the current situation

Accusing me of shit I didn't do cause you were jealous
Blaming me for things I did not do just because you were feeling jealous

So insecure, you made me cut off all my best friends
You were so insecure that you forced me to end my friendships with my closest companions

While you act like Xavier, how you keep round all your ex-men
Meanwhile, you behave like Professor Xavier, keeping around all your past romantic partners like the X-Men characters

You really thought I wouldn't wise up?
Did you genuinely believe I would not become aware or realize the truth?

To way you went behind my back just like some nunchucks? You got me fucked up
To the way you betrayed me by secretly doing things without my knowledge, similar to how nunchucks are wielded? You have deceived and confused me

You messing with my mental, babygirl it's just too much
You are affecting my mental state, babygirl, it is overwhelming and too burdensome

Still chugging down tequila so I really get
Continuing to consume tequila rapidly in order to

Fucked up, enough, to forget how much it hurt me when you left
Get heavily intoxicated, to the point where I can forget the pain I felt when you left

Sometimes I wish that you and me had never even met
Sometimes I wish that we had never crossed paths or started a relationship

I know we did a lot of things that both of us regret
I am aware that we both engaged in actions that we now regret

We both gave it our best, but it ain't work in the end
We both put in our maximum effort, but it didn't work out in the end

And now I'm tryna pick up all the pieces of my heart
And now I'm trying to mend my broken heart

This toxic type of love is always known to leave a scar
This unhealthy and poisonous kind of love always leaves a lasting emotional mark

I should have known that this would never work out from the start
I should have realized that this relationship would never succeed from the beginning

You went too far girl, so now I'm gone
You crossed a line, girl, so now I have decided to leave

So now I'm gone, gone, gone
So now I have completely left and removed myself from the situation

I'm gone
I have departed or left