Indecisión
The Hollyfelds Lyrics


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My sequins and pearls lie beside one another,
One trashy and flashy, one plastic and fake,
And I, well, I lie, somewhere in the middle
And I'm not sure which direction to take

God only meets me on Sundays (it seems)
The rest of the week I'm on my own
Oh please, someone loose me, from all of these devil
That cling so hard to my soul

Oh I'm smug and lovestruck, shocked and shy,
Jealous, bored and overwhelmed
How much I want to move on from where I am right now,
Trapped within this room with your slow talking, your slow thinking
Trapped within this room with my slow talking, my slow thinking
Trapped within this room with our slow talking, our slow thinking
And our slow beating hearts

And it's better I drink, instead of stop to think now
Of all the things I don't think we can be




It's better to sleep now, and just pretend to dream now
Before this train comes to hit me.

Overall Meaning

The Hollyfelds' song "Indecision" is a poignant exploration of the confusion and uncertainty that comes with being stuck between two opposing forces. The opening lines describe a pair of objects lying side by side - sequins and pearls - that each represent a different kind of ostentatiousness. One is flashy and trashy, while the other is plastic and fake. The singer herself feels caught between these extremes, uncertain which direction to take.


The song then takes a more introspective turn, as the singer reflects on her relationship with God. She feels that she only meets God on Sundays, when she attends church, and that the rest of the week she is left to her own devices. She is grappling with the devil that clings to her soul, and she longs for someone to "loose" her from these demons. The middle section of the song is a series of contrasts and contradictions, as the singer feels smug and lovestruck, shocked and shy, jealous and bored, overwhelmed and unsure.


Line by Line Meaning

My sequins and pearls lie beside one another,
I have contrasting sides to my personality, one flashy and the other fake.


One trashy and flashy, one plastic and fake,
One side of me is flashy and showy, while the other is superficial and insincere.


And I, well, I lie, somewhere in the middle
I am unsure about who I really am and what I want to be.


And I'm not sure which direction to take
I am indecisive and unsure about what path to follow.


God only meets me on Sundays (it seems)
I feel disconnected from religion and spirituality most of the time.


The rest of the week I'm on my own
I feel like I have to face life's challenges on my own.


Oh please, someone loose me, from all of these devil
I feel like there are negative forces holding me back from my true potential.


That cling so hard to my soul
These negative forces are deeply ingrained in my being and hard to shake off.


Oh I'm smug and lovestruck, shocked and shy,
I have conflicting emotions and am often unsure of how to express them.


Jealous, bored and overwhelmed
I often feel envious, disinterested, and stressed out by life's demands.


How much I want to move on from where I am right now,
I feel stuck and stagnant in my current situation and long for change.


Trapped within this room with your slow talking, your slow thinking
I feel trapped in a situation where communication and progress are slow.


Trapped within this room with my slow talking, my slow thinking
I feel like my own lack of communication and motivation are holding me back.


Trapped within this room with our slow talking, our slow thinking
The collective lack of communication and progress is stifling and frustrating.


And our slow beating hearts
Our slow and sluggish pace reflects our lack of passion and drive.


And it's better I drink, instead of stop to think now
Instead of facing my issues and making decisions, I choose to numb myself with alcohol.


Of all the things I don't think we can be
I am skeptical about the possibilities for myself and my relationships.


It's better to sleep now, and just pretend to dream now
I would rather escape reality by pretending to dream instead of being awake and present.


Before this train comes to hit me.
I fear the consequences of my indecisiveness and lack of action on my life.




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