Music is more than notes and melodies. It is the language of the soul and o… Read Full Bio ↴Music is more than notes and melodies. It is the language of the soul and of love, It is the pigment of our otherwise black and white world.
As humans we still haven't found the ability to understand or express love in a pure, untainted form. Music is the innocence we have been longing for. It is the perfect display of hope and faith.
The Imagery is a personal/passion project for LA Based musician/producer, Ryan Hahn. This project is meant to help you color in the lines of your dreams, your hopes, and the things that make you hurt. Until we can explain these things, they are nothing but obscure outlines that feed our hunger to know who we really are. The imagery is here to shade in those lines.
As humans we still haven't found the ability to understand or express love in a pure, untainted form. Music is the innocence we have been longing for. It is the perfect display of hope and faith.
The Imagery is a personal/passion project for LA Based musician/producer, Ryan Hahn. This project is meant to help you color in the lines of your dreams, your hopes, and the things that make you hurt. Until we can explain these things, they are nothing but obscure outlines that feed our hunger to know who we really are. The imagery is here to shade in those lines.
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Begging Please
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The Rant
I faced a consequence of my sin, one I will never forget, and that's the point......
Visiting my family in Michigan after almost 9 months of of diving into God's word, with the spirit speaking to me, guiding me, leading me, and an indescribable sense of peace in my heart, I met up with a woman I had been thinking about for quite a while. Quite often as we were together 10 years before that, I had the "what if" going on with me.
She came to my mothers and we started talking, and it was like we had never lost touch, although we hadn't spoken to each other in years. I wanted her, and the spirit said NO. At this time I was 40, alone, never married, and where it came from I'm not sure, but I became..... frantic. This great fear fell upon me that I might be "alone" for the rest of my life.
I became angry. I was really mad that he said NO. As he tried to calm me down, I began to break apart, if you will. At one point I even told him that I wanted her, and not him. I felt like he wasn't being fair. I was diagnosed at 27 years of age as bipolar type II. So many things had happened up until that point of finding out something was wrong. Being beat up at school in my younger days, panic attacks, and just terrible things that I did, and that people did to me, and what I TRIED to do in retaliation. I never ever got to have my "revenge", so to speak.
I remained an Atheist until I turned 38, and everything completely fell apart. My life; EVERYTHING. I had that moment where I was at my dining room table, alone and crying like I did when I would go to sleep as a child. At that exact moment, the very words that left my mouth I never thought would, ever..... "God, please help me!" Everything just STOPPED. The anger, the sadness, the hatred of my own life just immediately stopped. And so it went where I just dove into the word. I looked up every preacher I could lay my eyes on online, like John McArther, for example. There's some really bad ones, too so we need to watch out for that.
I went to my family's church, and the pastor just walked up to me and said that my 8 year old cousin was being baptized, and asked me if I wanted to as well. I was baptized that following Sunday by the Pastor, and my uncle who is a Deacon in the church. It was like everything just started to come together like this giant 1,000 piece jigsaw puzzle spread on a table just being pieced together slowly, but surely.
I left for Michigan and there she was, like she was being dropped in my lap, and then the Spirit said NO. I went after her anyways. We fornicated, we smoked marijuana together, and we were watching shows that I had cut myself from due to their nature. Up until that point I was only listening to Christian music (mostly from the 1990's) and Christian programming. It all came undone when I started seeing her. What I did was not her fault. As the Spirit warned me not to be with her, things were still looking good, though, or so I thought. We were looking at wedding dresses and rings, and it seemed maybe I was getting a pass on it...... I WASN'T.
She told me that SHE was feeling like God was telling her not to be with me. You see.... she listened to him where I didn't. She broke it off from me. Then...... hypomania fell on me. Even when my doctors tried to "up" my medication NOTHING worked. It got worse, and worse. Not to mention that the Spirit was no longer speaking to me, but he let something else take over. That..... voice.... unless you've ever heard a demons voice you can't know what it's like. 7 months, everyone. 7 months I had to deal with this.
I parked my car in my garage. I taped off a shop vac vacuum hose to my exhaust, and taped it off on the passenger side window. I was ready. I thought God was done with me. I thought I was finished. I had fasted numerous times, and prayed for God to forgive me over that 7 months repeatedly, but it kept going. I was waiting for the night to come, but then when night came...... it stopped. The "voice" stopped. The hypomania was gone. I didn't even know what to do at that point.
Three days earlier I was given a dream....
I was standing outside of my grandfathers barn like I did when I was child. I had walked up the stairs to the second floor, and the staircase disappeared. It was pitch black, with the doors open on the other end, and a light shining through to the floor. The floor was rotting out from underneath itself, and this great fear was over me. I tiptoed across and when I got to the open doors there was a great chasm separating me from the other side. There was a crane on the right side of the chasm, and I grabbed a hold of the wires connected to a hook. I put my foot into the hook, and swung to the other side. Just as I landed on my feet, I was in front of the barn again.
I don't know why, but I went up the stairs again. When I reached the top, it was the same scenario...... the stairs were gone, it was dark, and the doors were open on the other end with the light shinning through. The floor looked even worse than before, but there were plywood squares like you'd use for flooring placed just far enough away to jump from one to the other, which I did to get to the other side. I got to the doors, and the chasm was still there, but the crane was gone. I backed up, and took a running start and jumped. Just as I landed on my feet on the other side, I was in front of the barn again.
Why??? I found myself going up the stairs AGAIN! The stairs disappeared again, and this time I'm fearful of what's coming. I can see it. The floor is giving way, and there's no way out. I'm on my hands and knees, shaking, crying, and I couldn't get out. I started to move forward on my hands and knees in desperation just wanting this to end, and the floor gave out. I fell. It was barley a fall, though. There were totes and blankets all over the place as I landed on my back, and even as I looked up and saw how far I had fallen, I didn't get hurt. My crying had stopped, and the light was shinning from the hole above me. Then a very familiar voice said to me..... "I will always be with you." "I will NEVER leave you." In one hand that was open from the fall, two blue coins fell from the opening of the flooring above.
I was ready to die. I was ready to kill myself during our Father's chastening of me. Will I ever KNOWINGLY disobey him AGAIN when he tells me no? When YOU are being chastened by our father, know this..... he will NEVER leave you. He will NEVER stop loving you, but when we sin against him...... we will be CORRECTED. If he tells you no, there's a reason. It might be the hardest thing you will ever feel like you are facing at that moment, but you must LISTEN TO HIM.
My love to all my brothers and sisters in Christ, and to those who don't know him yet...... He's waiting for you.
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Liz A
I obey. I read. I pray. I go to church. I warn. I give thanks. I wonder what my sin is that I'm not joyful. I don't drink, smoke, gamble nor do any sexual sin. But I worry. Is that my sin? I've seen too many die in their sins despite my warnings. And now my ex husband is dead in his sins. Ive been kind to him since the divorce. And I've warned him. Maybe I shouldn't have divorced him. My brother is dead in his sins. My father. Likely my mother. But my ex husband's death is doing me in. Shall I burn every picture, every artifact. How can I warn others that know him about an eternity without God, without the discussion that, sorry, John's suffering now, excruciating pain forever, but God is loving if you obey. Do you still want to become Christian?
child of God two
You are truly God sent my brother ๐ โค such a sweet soul ,thankyou Mr kirby may God truly bless you and your family ๐ช ๐ โค
Crying Hippy
I Love You Joe
I Thank You Joe
May God Bless You and All Your Family Joe
Jesus Loves Your Mother in Law
charles Gam zeh ya'avor.
Thanks bro
Ashley Tkl
I came by to rewatch this video. I knew the stories of the bible and the repetitive sins through generations, like Abraham saying Sarah is his wife is his sister..but i missed the significance of the garment of Esau. Thank you brother Joe. God bless you.
AoC Network
Amen ! Thanks for what you are doing. May we be trusted with more.
Pauline Hignett
AoC Network, Thank you for your ministry. God richly bless you.
Pauline Hignett
Joe,Thank -You for your ministry. God richly bless you.i am praying for your mom in law to get born again and everyone on here with family members not born again. Please would you pray for my family members to get born again. Thank -You. God bless you.
s0ne
PRAISE GOD AMEN!!!