I Don't Mind
The McCoys Lyrics

I don’t really know why she left
I lack understanding of the exact reason for her departure

I don’t really know what I did
I am uncertain of the specific actions that led to this situation

I don’t really know what I did to deserve this
I am unaware of my actions that could have resulted in deserving this outcome

I'm boutta go off of the grid
I am about to disconnect from society and isolate myself

Ain't nobody hitting my line
Nobody is contacting me

Everybody thinks I'm fine
Everyone believes I am emotionally stable

She just wanna waste my time, yeah
She only desires to use my time without any genuine intentions

Maybe I'm worthless
Perhaps I have no value or importance

Maybe I'm just imperfect or
Possibly I am flawed and not perfect

You don’t really think I'm worth it
You do not truly consider me deserving or valuable

But I know what I'm worth
However, I have a clear understanding of my own value

And I know what you think of me and I know that it's wrong
I am aware of your perception of me, and I acknowledge its incorrectness

I'm sick of writing all this sad shit
I am exhausted from constantly expressing my sadness through writing

I'm sick of writing all these songs, yeah
I am tired of composing songs that reflect my emotional turmoil

But I just wish that I didn’t miss you
Nevertheless, I desire to stop longing for your presence

Cuz you in my head but I never get you
Because you continuously occupy my thoughts, yet I am unable to have you

The pain that I feel is too official
The anguish I am experiencing is deeply ingrained and undeniable

It's complicated it's never simple
This situation is complex and far from being straightforward

But now I just think how you said you cared
Now, I simply contemplate the times you claimed to care for me

When I heard that shit I was really scared
Upon hearing those words, I was genuinely frightened

Waited all day when my birthday came just to see your name but it wasn’t there
On my birthday, I eagerly anticipated seeing your name, but it did not appear

Now I can see that you lied to me
Now I comprehend that you deceived me

Thought that you’d be here beside of me, yeah
I believed you would be by my side

Thought that you might be the bride to be
I even considered the possibility of you becoming my future spouse

But I finally see that its time to leave
However, I have now reached the realization that it is necessary to depart

Cuz the drugs that I take are because of you
The substances I consume are a result of your influence

The pain that I feel is because of you
The agony I experience is directly caused by you

Hate that I think I'm in love with you
I despise the fact that I believe I am in love with you

Cuz if real love is this then I'm done with you
Because if this is what genuine love entails, I no longer want to be involved with you

Cuz I still can’t see why you doing this
I am still unable to comprehend why you are behaving in this manner

Met ya parents when ya movin' in
I had the opportunity to meet your parents when you were in the process of relocating

And then you cut me off because you needed space
Subsequently, you abruptly ended our connection as you claimed to require some distance

So now I just think you're a stupid bitch
Consequently, I currently perceive you as a foolish and contemptible person

I'm way too sad to go and live it up
I am excessively sorrowful to engage in lively and enjoyable activities

Get a little liquor just to lift me up
I occasionally consume alcohol to temporarily elevate my mood

And if I'm being honest I hate you now
And to be truthful, I currently possess a strong dislike towards you

But I'll see how I feel when you hit me up
However, I will assess my emotions when you contact me again

Maybe I'm worthless

Maybe I'm just imperfect or

You don’t really think I'm worth it

But I know what I'm worth

And I know what you think of me and I know that it's wrong

I'm sick of writing all this sad shit

I'm sick of writing all these songs, yeah

But I just wish that I didn’t miss you

Cuz you in my head but I never get you

The pain that I feel is too official

It's complicated it's never simple

But now I just think how you said you cared

When I heard that shit I was really scared

Waited all day when my birthday came just to see your name but it wasn’t there

Now I can see that you lied to me

Thought that you’d be here beside of me, yeah

Thought that you might be the bride to be

But I finally see that its time to leave

Cuz the drugs that I take are because of you

The pain that I feel is because of you

Hate that I think I'm in love with you

Cuz if real love is this then I'm done with you

Cuz I still can’t see why you doing this

Met ya parents when ya movin' in

And then you cut me off because you needed space

So now I just think you're a stupid bitch

I'm way too sad to go and live it up

Get a little liquor just to lift me up

And if I'm being honest I hate you now

But I'll see how I feel when you hit me up

I don’t really know why she left

I don’t really know what I did

I don’t really know what I did to deserve this

I'm boutta go off of the grid, yeah

Ain't nobody hitting my line

Everybody thinks I'm fine

I don’t really know what I did to deserve this

She just wanna waste my time