I'll Be Here
The Reindeer Section Lyrics


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Leave my bed warm and I'll breathe in your smell
You shouldn't tell a single soul you know it's red
I wanna shout it out it's killing me to hold
Hold it in my head when there's barely room for me

And I say your name in the darkness like you could be there
And I miss you more when I'm coming down and I fear the door
You leave my brain in knots that I'll never quite unfurl
I can't make head nor tail of this fizzing on my tongue
Both my hands are tied so I can't pick up the phone
Even if I wanted to by god I don't





And I say your name in the darkness like you could be there
And I miss you more when I'm coming down and I fear the door

Overall Meaning

The Reindeer Section's song "I'll Be Here" is a soulful and emotional tune that deals with the complexities of heartbreak and the longing for someone who is no longer there. The song's first verse begins with the lyrics "Leave my bed warm and I'll breathe in your smell" which suggest that the singer is still contending with the aftermath of being with someone else. They go on to state "You shouldn't tell a single soul you know it's red" which implies that the experience they just had was passionate but also perhaps somewhat dangerous or illicit.


The subsequent lyrics convey the singer's inner turmoil and battle to come to terms with their feelings. They state that they want to "shout it out" and express themselves freely, but are unable to do so due to the pain of holding everything in. They also mention that they often say the other person's name in the dark, and are consumed by their thoughts of that person. The chorus repeats two lines that express the singer's yearning for the other person and their fear of being without them.


The second verse of the song continues to explore the aftermath of the relationship, with lyrics such as "You leave my brain in knots that I'll never quite unfurl" emphasizing the lasting confusion and damage that has been caused. The final lines of the verse express the singer's deep desire to reach out to the other person, but their inability to do so due to their emotional state.


Line by Line Meaning

Leave my bed warm and I'll breathe in your smell
If you leave before me, I'll stay in bed and breathe in the scent of you that's still lingering


You shouldn't tell a single soul you know it's red
Don't tell anyone about the secret we share, it's too dangerous


I wanna shout it out it's killing me to hold
I wish I could shout the truth from the rooftops, but I have to keep it inside and it's tearing me up


Hold it in my head when there's barely room for me
I'm trying to keep this secret in my head, but there's barely enough space for my own thoughts


And I say your name in the darkness like you could be there
In the dark, I whisper your name as if you could be there with me


And I miss you more when I'm coming down and I fear the door
I miss you the most when I'm alone and coming down from the high, and the thought of you leaving scares me


You leave my brain in knots that I'll never quite unfurl
You mess with my head in a way that I'll never fully understand or be able to fix


I can't make head nor tail of this fizzing on my tongue
I don't understand the intense feelings I have for you, they're like a fizzy sensation in my mouth


Both my hands are tied so I can't pick up the phone
I'm unable to reach out to you and communicate because of the situation we're in


Even if I wanted to by god I don't
Even if I wanted to reach out to you, I can't and honestly, I don't want to




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