Members include Zaac Margin on lead guitar, Elliott Margin on keys/vocals, Sam Margin on guitar/vocals and Scott Baldwin on drums.
State of My Mind
The Rubens Lyrics
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You're talking at me we're fine, it's just the state of my mind
See your face through the shine on your telephone
You can let me out it's okay, I'll walk the rest of the way home
I don't have the courage, I don't have a clue
Weight of the world on my shoulders, you saw it coming
I apologize
All our problems aside
Aaaah
It's just the state of my mind
You saw it coming
I lost my memory all of a sudden
Who takes my place when I'm gone, when I pack up and move on
Am I supposed to be all that you wanted
Right when I open my chest, am I supposed to be better
I don't have the courage, I don't have a clue
Weight of the world on my shoulders, you saw it coming
I apologize
It's just the state of my mind
All our problems aside
Aaaah
It's just the state of my mind
You saw it coming
Is it better if I hang on, better if I let go
Better if I stay out, compared to if I lay low
Is it better if I hang on, or better if I let go
Better if I stay out
If you need me better say so
I apologize
It's just the state of my mind
All our problems aside
Aaaah
It's just the state of my mind
You saw it coming
I apologize
It's just the state of my mind
All our problems aside
Aaaah
It's just the state of my mind
You saw it coming
Muddy Evil Pain
In a while
I'll be wishing I had more time
To plan your escape
To lift that sadness away
If a smile
Would pull you back from the other side
I'd pinch both my cheeks
And tear them off of my face
Bucket of oil makes it slippery makes you hard to chase
Bucket of water washes everything
Muddy evil pain
When the time comes
Can I be the one to inspire
Make sure we're only drinking the spiked punch
And tipping out the lemonade
No that's not love
To play like its all part of the fun and games
Pretend like you were walking in front of me
Then kick the ladder away
Bucket of oil makes it slippery makes you hard to chase
Bucket of water washes everything
Muddy evil pain
Muddy evil
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
When the road splits
And you feel like you don't want any part of this
Paint cracks to show where the colour is
Give me another day
Bucket of oil makes it slippery makes you hard to chase
Bucket of water washes everything
Muddy evil pain
That muddy evil
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
Don't hold back
Don't be only living like a heart attack
Wash that muddy evil till the water runs black
Watch you be defeated
I won't stand for that
Stand for that
Don't hold back
Don't be only living like a heart attack
Wash that muddy evil till the water runs black
Watch you be defeated
I won't stand for that
Stand for that
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
Oooooohhh
Bucket of water
Muddy evil pain
Don't hold back
Don't be only living like a heart attack
Wash that muddy evil till the water runs black
Watch you be defeated
I won't stand for that
Stand for that
Don't hold back
Don't be only living like a heart attack
Wash that muddy evil till the water runs black
Watch you be defeated
I won't stand for that
Stand for that
The lyrics to "State of My Mind" by The Rubens delve into themes of inner turmoil, self-doubt, and emotional struggles. The singer seems to be grappling with feelings of inadequacy and uncertainty, as well as a deep sense of burden and responsibility. The line "rolling the windows down on the drive home" suggests a moment of reflection and release, perhaps a fleeting respite from the chaos within. Despite reassurances from others, the singer acknowledges the weight they carry and the lack of clarity or confidence in their own abilities.
The repeated refrain of "It's just the state of my mind" underscores the idea that these struggles are internal and deeply rooted within the singer's psyche. There is a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's mental state, despite the desire to be better or to find a way out of the emotional maze they are in. The mention of losing memory suddenly and questioning one's place and worth further highlights the inner conflict and confusion the singer is facing.
The second part of the lyrics introduces a metaphor of a "bucket of oil" and a "bucket of water," symbolizing the slippery and elusive nature of the singer's emotions and the cleansing or drowning effect of different choices or actions. There is a plea for clarity and guidance, a longing for a way forward that doesn't involve getting lost in the "muddy evil pain" that seems to surround them. The imagery of painting cracking to reveal true colors and the idea of inspiring and protecting others from darkness hint at a desire for redemption and connection amidst the struggle.
Overall, the song captures a complex emotional landscape where the singer grapples with their inner demons, seeks understanding and redemption, and ultimately strives to break free from the murky depths of their own mind. The juxtaposition of vulnerability and strength, confusion and determination, paints a vivid portrait of the human experience of grappling with inner turmoil and trying to navigate towards a more hopeful and clear-sighted state of being.
Line by Line Meaning
Rolling the windows down on the drive home
Opening up to fresh air and freedom after a long journey
You're talking at me we're fine, it's just the state of my mind
Feeling overwhelmed and distant in conversation due to inner struggles
See your face through the shine on your telephone
Seeing someone's expression clearly despite a digital barrier
You can let me out it's okay, I'll walk the rest of the way home
Offering independence and space for personal reflection and growth
I don't have the courage, I don't have a clue
Feeling lost and unsure, weighed down by responsibilities
Weight of the world on my shoulders, you saw it coming
Struggling with the pressure of the world, feeling like others can see it
I apologize
Expressing regret and acknowledging shortcomings
It's just the state of my mind
Explaining behavior as a result of internal struggles
All our problems aside
Setting aside external issues to focus on personal struggles
Aaaah
Exclaiming in frustration or despair
You saw it coming
Recognizing that others can see the challenges you face
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Elliott Margin, Izaac Margin, Samuel Margin, Sarah Aarons
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