I Don't Know Why I Left
The U.S. Army Infantry Lyrics
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Have to hide
Why does it
Be this way
Well I know something you
Don't need to hide
Anymore you should see
Oh why
Oh where do we go
Often we roam
Far from our home alone
Oh where did she go
Imma spirit from the unknown
It's just so subliminal
Can't fuck with this no I feel like I'm no civilian bro
I could just feel like I'm in my mode
I got it all a la mode
I feel like I can't even frequent the dream
I feel that's the way I suppose
I try and get some sleep
I've been counting sheep
I don't understand
What you want from me
All you really have
Do you call it peace
I don't feel I am
What you saw as free
So round and round we go
Down and out we know
Oh I know right
Well I know something you
Don't need to hide
Anymore you should see
Oh why
Why does it have to be this way
Oh where do we go
Often we roam
Far from our home alone
Oh where do we go
The U.S. Army Infantry's song "I Don't Know Why I Left" is a poignant reflection on the internal struggles that soldiers may face in their lives. The song's first verse begins with a general sense of unease that the singer is feeling, though they cannot quite pinpoint the exact source of their discomfort. This could be interpreted as a metaphor for the internal turmoil that soldiers may experience, even when everything around them seems fine on the surface.
The second verse speaks to the anxiety and restlessness that the singer is feeling, further emphasizing the idea that they are struggling to control their own emotions and reactions. The singer is unsure if they will ever be able to escape the negative feelings that are overwhelming them, and this uncertainty is a common experience for soldiers dealing with the aftermath of traumatic events.
The final verse is a glimmer of hope, suggesting that the singer has been able to find some relief from their struggles, but acknowledging that they are aware it might not last forever. This is a powerful insight into the ongoing struggles that soldiers may face, even after they have returned from combat.
Overall, the song is an important reminder of the emotional toll that serving in the military can take on individuals, and the importance of providing support and resources to help those dealing with PTSD and other mental health issues.
Line by Line Meaning
Something feels wrong
Something is wrong
Just a feeling, Can't quite figure it out yet
I can feel it. Can't quite work it out just yet
A great discomfort in my core
Feel even more concerned right now
Getting anxious
I cannot control it and it freaks me out
I cannot control it and it freaks me out
My mind won't rest at night for sleep
Feeling tired
I feel myself in this endless spiral now
I feel myself in this endless spiral now
Will it ever end I wonder
Sinking deeper
To the dark place that is now controlling me
To the dark place that is now controlling me
Negativity all I know
Where to go now
Will I escape this place like I did last time
Will I escape this place like I did last time
Or is its hold on me final
Leaving the dark place
I've escaped for now
I've escaped for now
I can smile again
Happy until it changes back
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Christian Apodaca
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@codyniskanen8809
As a Marine, this cadence hits home pretty hard.
@Wiskytango_foxtrot
Pun intended???
@user-mc6fl9ey1s
Yes pun intended???
@joshuamosteller6849
Im surprised.....Most marines don't have a home lmao simper fi brother
@codyniskanen8809
@@joshuamosteller6849 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Semper Fi!!!!
@joshuamosteller6849
@codyniskanen8809 3 generations of fighters on my fathers side all of us either was 1 army(GRANDPA), 1 navy (father) 1 marine(me). Maybe if I have a crotch goblin he may grow up smart and play in the airforce haha
@KL-sc1tb
This young man brought me straight back to the Day 1 of basic training in 2 mins 2 seconds, Bravo!
@amyrennie1073
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@flappypancake85
Marching down the street with nearly 50 brothers and singing this is such an experience
@captainh8935
its even better with 3 companies screaming this