Benefield rose to infamy around the New Zealand music scene with his group TOMMY headlining many festivals, getting several singles on high rotate on the indie radio stations and with their first two albums making it onto the indie charts.
TOMMY became festival darlings with their high energy performances, beautiful melodies, evocative lyrics and hilarious banter.
When TOMMY disbanded the remaining members released their new album under the name Tommy and The Fallen Horses which had a new aesthetic and a more 70’s country-rock sound.
Their critically acclaimed debut album Isolation Is The new Party has been compared to Neil Young, Bruce Springsteen, Iron and Wine, The Felice Brothers and Ben Harper to name a few.
Isolation Is The new Party has received rave reviews, had several songs receive major airplay and featured on the indie charts.
Tommy tours relentlessly both with the full band and as a duet with his crazy 20-year-old side kick, the bands lead guitarist, Finn Castree. Tommy and Finn are off to seek their fame and fortune in California early in 2011.
I Don't Mind
Tommy and the Fallen Horses Lyrics
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I don't wanna go
Before I'm 25
But the way that I'm living this life
It's really hard to know
Where I'll go
Have a milli in my bank
Or I'll be broke
Or I'll die alone
It's just how it goes
How it goes
In this bussiness model
Turning 21
Yea I feel old
Years they pass you by before you ever know
I'm tryna balance holding on and letting go
Letting go my ambitions and just flow
But I've seen em graveyard of em fallen dreamer
N my mom put too much in this I can’t fade in darkness
Head low I work in silence
So my work speaks in volumes
I've been staying really quiet
But when I look in to the water
I don't see no competition
Cuz I sound sound way way to different
Not even 25
But the way that I'm living this life
I'm really fucking aiming for the skies
Have a milli in my bank
Or I'll be broke
Have a hunid bad bitches
Or I'll die alone
It's just how it goes
In this business model
早已不再想多 再可以得到幾多
早已不再講多 我只會相信因果
我討厭奔波 翻工要分貨
我討厭短促一生 終要框上珈鎖
很想去追 只恐怕夢告吹
很想去追 都總也沒法追
我在努力勉強 振作撐下去
已習慣了 掛上笑臉心已碎
一切都 彷似不再重要
可笑天 總要開個玩笑
轉眼間 已瘋了失去心跳
無法彌補 那失去分秒
無得再拖 想知結果
不想太多 擔心大多
Sorry baby I can’t promise u
Just wanna do what I like to
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
那管 當天花光心機只想要你知道
我始終相信我會找到
你要抱怨 我也不太在意
碰碰跌跌我也想繼續試
縱使要犧牲 一生只得一次
No no no no no
So I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
Before I'm 25
But the way that I'm living this life
It's really hard to know
Where I'll go
Have a milli in my bank
Or I'll be broke
Have a hunid bitches
Or I'll die alone
It's just how it goes
How it goes
In this bussiness model
The lyrics of "I Don't Mind" by Tommy and the Fallen Horses delve into the uncertainties and pressures faced by the singer as they navigate their journey towards success and fulfillment. The first verse emphasizes the struggle to determine their future path before the age of 25. They ponder whether they will achieve financial success or remain broke, have numerous romantic conquests or end up alone. The mention of the "business model" suggests that the singer is grappling with the realities and expectations of their chosen field, which adds to the complexity of their decisions.
In the second verse, the singer reflects on turning 21 and feeling a sense of weariness from the passage of time. They express their desire to strike a balance between holding onto their dreams and letting go of the pressure to achieve them. The reference to the "graveyard of fallen dreamers" indicates the awareness of the challenges they might face in pursuing their ambitions. The line about their mother investing in their dreams highlights the weight of their loved ones' hopes and expectations and serves as a motivating force for the singer to persevere.
The following lines express the singer's confidence in their own unique talent and sound. Despite being under 25, they are determined to reach for the stars and make a mark in their chosen field. Once again, concerns about financial security and loneliness surface, showcasing the internal struggle they face amidst their pursuit of success.
The third verse shifts into Chinese lyrics, adding an additional layer of emotion and depth. The lines speak of the singer's detachment from material desires and life's transient nature. They express their desire to pursue their dreams, fearing that they may be shattered but longing to have the courage to chase after them.
The chorus repeats, underscoring the singer's reluctance to accept the uncertainties that lie ahead. They express their belief that they will eventually find their way, dismissing any complaints or fears. The lyrics convey the singer's determination to continue despite the ups and downs they encounter, recognizing that sacrifices may need to be made along the way.
Overall, "I Don't Mind" captures the existential struggles and aspirations of a young person grappling with the pressures of adulthood and creative pursuit. It addresses themes of ambition, uncertainty, and the desire for personal fulfillment amidst the challenges of life's journey.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't wanna go
I have no desire to leave or move on
Before I'm 25
Prior to reaching the age of 25
But the way that I'm living this life
The manner in which I am experiencing and navigating my existence
It's really hard to know
It is incredibly difficult to determine
Where I'll go
Where my path will take me
Have a milli in my bank
Possess one million units of currency in my financial account
Or I'll be broke
Otherwise, I will have no money or means
Have a hunid bitches
Acquire one hundred attractive women
Or I'll die alone
Otherwise, I will expire in solitude
It's just how it goes
This is simply the way events unfold
In this business model
Within the framework or structure of this particular industry or profession
Turning 21
Reaching the age of 21
Yea I feel old
Yes, I feel as though I am aging
Years they pass you by before you ever know
Months and years elapse before you even realize
I'm tryna balance holding on and letting go
I am attempting to find a middle ground between clinging to the past and embracing change
Letting go my ambitions and just flow
Releasing my aspirations and simply following the current
But I've seen em graveyard of em fallen dreamer
Yet, I have observed the resting place of unsuccessful dreamers
N my mom put too much in this I can’t fade in darkness
Moreover, my mother has invested a great deal in me, and I cannot surrender to despair
Head low I work in silence
I keep a humble demeanor and toil silently
So my work speaks in volumes
Allowing my labor to communicate its significance loudly
I've been staying really quiet
I have chosen to remain extremely reserved
But when I look in to the water
However, when I gaze into the water
I don't see no competition
I do not perceive any rivals or competitors
Cuz I sound sound way way to different
Because my sound is noticeably distinct and unique
Not even 25
Still too young to reach the age of 25
But the way that I'm living this life
However, the manner in which I am experiencing and navigating my existence
I'm really fucking aiming for the skies
I am genuinely and passionately striving for great success
早已不再想多 再可以得到幾多
I no longer desire to pursue or attain abundance
早已不再講多 我只會相信因果
I have stopped talking excessively and now only believe in cause and effect
我討厭奔波 翻工要分貨
I detest constant rushing and the distribution of workload
我討厭短促一生 終要框上珈鎖
I detest a brief and fleeting existence that ultimately ends in confinement
很想去追 只恐怕夢告吹
I have a strong desire to pursue, but I am fearful of my dreams falling apart
很想去追 都總也沒法追
Despite my longing to chase after them, I always seem unable to do so
我在努力勉強 振作撐下去
I am trying my best to hold on and persevere with great effort
已習慣了 掛上笑臉心已碎
I have become accustomed to wearing a smile while feeling broken inside
一切都 彷似不再重要
Everything appears to lose its significance
可笑天 總要開個玩笑
Ironically, the universe always seems to play jokes on us
轉眼間 已瘋了失去心跳
In the blink of an eye, I have gone mad and lost my heartbeat
無法彌補 那失去分秒
It is impossible to make up for the lost moments in time
無得再拖 想知結果
I cannot delay any longer as I desire to know the outcome
不想太多 擔心大多
I do not wish to overthink or worry excessively
Sorry baby I can’t promise u
Apologies, but I cannot make any guarantees to you
Just wanna do what I like to
I simply desire to engage in activities that bring me joy
那管 當天花光心機只想要你知道
Regardless, even if I exhaust all my efforts, my only goal is for you to understand
我始終相信我會找到
I still firmly believe that I will find
你要抱怨 我也不太在意
If you wish to complain, I do not pay much attention
碰碰跌跌我也想繼續試
Despite experiencing setbacks and failures, I still want to keep trying
縱使要犧牲 一生只得一次
Even if it requires sacrifice, we only get one life
No no no no no
Absolutely not
So I don't wanna go
Therefore, I have no desire to leave or move on
那管 當天花光心機只想要你知道
Regardless, even if I exhaust all my efforts, my only goal is for you to understand
我始終相信我會找到
I still firmly believe that I will find
你要抱怨 我也不太在意
If you wish to complain, I do not pay much attention
碰碰跌跌我也想繼續試
Despite experiencing setbacks and failures, I still want to keep trying
縱使要犧牲 一生只得一次
Even if it requires sacrifice, we only get one life
No no no no no
Absolutely not
So I don't wanna go
Therefore, I have no desire to leave or move on
Before I'm 25
Prior to reaching the age of 25
But the way that I'm living this life
The manner in which I am experiencing and navigating my existence
It's really hard to know
It is incredibly difficult to determine
Where I'll go
Where my path will take me
Have a milli in my bank
Possess one million units of currency in my financial account
Or I'll be broke
Otherwise, I will have no money or means
Have a hunid bitches
Acquire one hundred attractive women
Or I'll die alone
Otherwise, I will expire in solitude
It's just how it goes
This is simply the way events unfold
How it goes
The natural course of events
In this business model
Within the framework or structure of this particular industry or profession
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Gareth.T, Tommy Grooves
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