seasons
Tré King Lyrics

I woke up, rolled up, stop
I woke up and was about to roll up a joint, but then I stopped myself.

Okay I didn't roll up, but I
I didn't actually roll up a joint like I was about to, but I still woke up with you on my mind.

Woke up, hold up, stop
I woke up, and then paused to take a moment and reflect before continuing to think about you.

I guess I didn't wake up cause I
I was up all night thinking about you, so I never really slept and didn't actually wake up.

Stayed up all night thinking bout the things that we could be
I spent the entire night contemplating all of the possibilities that could exist between us.

And how I want you, and I need you,
I realized that I have grown to want and need you so much it hurts.

But I don't think you want me
Despite my feelings for you, I fear that you don't feel the same way about me.

And I'm so lost without you
I feel completely lost and incomplete when you're not around or not in my life.

I mean I even sat and wasted time to write a song about you
My need for you is so strong that it motivated me to write a whole song about my feelings for you.

It'd be wrong not to
It wouldn't be fair to my feelings nor honest for me to pretend that I don't have these intense feelings for you.

Cause I'm the reason why you stay inside
You've become the reason why I stay inside, constantly thinking about your rejection.

I got so much love to give I'm anxious I-
I have so much love to give to you, and the thought of not being able to give it to you makes me anxious and uneasy.

I don't wanna lose the chance to make you mine
I don't want to give up on the possibility of being with you and potentially making you mine someday.

But why you only call me on the weekend
I can't help but wonder why you only contact me on the weekends, rather than making an effort to keep in touch throughout the week.

Tell me lies like I believe them
You tell me lies that I choose to believe because I want to hold onto any shred of hope that maybe you feel the same way about me.

You can't love me for a season
I fear that you only have temporary feelings for me and that you'll eventually lose interest and move on.

You sleep on me while I'm dreaming
You ignore me or don't seem to care about me when I am dreaming and fantasizing about you and our potential future together.

What's the percentage of me getting with you just let me know
I am asking you to be clear with me and tell me the chances of us being together, so that I can either move on or continue to hold onto these feelings.

That would save both of us time
If you were honest with me, it would save us both a lot of time and heartache, and we could move on accordingly.

Don't know why in the world you would possibly let me go
I don't understand why you would let go of someone who cares so much for you and has so much love to give.

Am I just pretty enough
I question whether or not my physical appearance is the only reason why you give me attention or contact me at all.

Oh you like a bad boy
I suspect that you're attracted to bad boy types and maybe I don't fit that mold.

I guess I could get gritty
I am willing to change who I am and become grittier or tougher to fit your desires or standards.

And run thru the city
I am willing to make grand gestures like running through the city and spray painting my name just to get your attention.

Spray painting my name on the walls like an outlaw
I am willing to engage in rebellious or illegal activities to get you to notice me and win your affection.

Until I get famous like Clyde in the 20s
I am willing to go to great lengths to become famous or successful, just like the notorious criminal Bonnie and Clyde from the 20s.

But what's up Clyde without his Bonnie
I realize that success or fame isn't worth much if you're not by my side to share it with and love me for who I am.

Nothin
Success or fame is meaningless without you.

Oh you know that I'm bluffing
You already know that I'm not the bad boy type and that I'm likely just bluffing to get your attention.

Oh you thought I'd pick up and switch up and bend over backwards
You expected me to drastically change who I am or compromise my values to try and win your heart.

And change all my ways for your loving
You hoped that I would completely change who I am for the sake of your love and affection.

I guess it's not meant to be you want attention and all that
I come to the realization that maybe it's just not meant to be and that you only want attention from me, rather than a genuine connection.

But now that you mention it
Upon your mention, I remember that you do still contact me once in a while.

You do still hit me up once in a while but once ain't enough so I'm wondering
You occasionally reach out to me, but that's not enough to satisfy my desire and longing for you, so I'm left wondering about your intentions and feelings for me.

I gave you everything
I have given you my all and poured my heart and soul into our relationship, but it doesn't seem to be enough for you.

Didn't expect anything
I didn't expect or ask for anything in return for my love and devotion to you.

I don't expect anything
Moving forward, I don't expect or want anything from you, because it hurts too much to keep giving my all and not receiving anything in return.