Never Enough
Truse Lyrics

Woke up in a place, a square by tape, I'm takin' it off
I woke up in a confining situation, ready to break free from it

It was MIA, your love for me is nominal tough
Your love for me is barely present and lacks strength

C'est la vie, it's time for me, walk-in off with my cut
Such is life, it's now my turn to leave with my share

But what I did for you, the only truth, it's never enough
Despite everything I did for you, it was never sufficient

So I pass, pick it, drop it, my coffin is for the opposite
I let go, choose, and abandon what is detrimental to me

Obligation on top of it, awesome if it ain't top of 'em
Feeling obligated when it's not reciprocated is exhausting

Top of me, top of this, fuck this shit, I'm over it
I'm fed up with being overshadowed and controlled

Yeah, I'm over it, listen
Yes, I've moved on and I want you to understand

It was something in the water, with Carter and Jimmy with me
There was a certain vibe or energy in the air, along with Carter and Jimmy's presence

Whippin' on the wheel, and we was ridin' through the city
Driving around with enthusiasm, exploring the city

Rollin' to the spot, knowin' I'mma feel dizzy
Heading to a destination, aware that it will make me dizzy or disoriented

But for you, I would do anything, I ask you
I'm willing to go to great lengths for you, I'm wondering if you feel the same

Will you miss me
Do you have affection for me and will you feel my absence?

You-You-You-You walk in like you're the topic, a showman, the greatest song man
You enter a room with confidence and charisma, commanding attention

Poets scramble for you, just like the spirits were callin'
Poets are drawn to you, as if supernatural forces are beckoning

I'm think I'm getting it off topic, I'm gettin' it off the ramen
I believe I'm diverting from the main subject, going off on a tangent

Doodle noodle snicker ghouls, so toodles witches fuckin' talkin'
Absurd and meaningless chatter from silly and nosy individuals

Yeah
Yes

Yeah, she's my hot topic, overthinkin', I can't stop it
She's the center of my attention, and I can't help but overanalyze

It's too toxic, wishin' I could just use logic
The situation is unhealthy, and I wish I could rely solely on reasoning

But you made it clear to me, like some new optics
You made your intentions and feelings known to me, as if I suddenly gained a new perspective

You hate my wild side, Truse, man, you're not the new Crockett
You despise my spontaneous nature, but you can't tame me like a new version of Crockett

My attempts at love are kinda comic, causin' pain that's kinda chronic
My endeavors in love often end up comical, leading to long-lasting pain

Didn't wanna change, that's a broken promise
I didn't want to change, but that promise is now shattered

I'm onyx, like a rock and a hard place, I'm on it
I feel trapped and stuck between difficult choices, but I'm determined to handle it

When you tell me that I'm falling out of pace, but I
When you point out that I'm losing momentum, yet I

Don't wanna reach the top just to fall off
I don't want to achieve success only to lose it

That's just suicide, but I made it kinda sound soft
That would be disastrous, but I presented it in a less harsh manner

I keep getting low scores, I wish this was golf
I continually experience disappointments, wishing this was a forgiving game like golf

I wish I had crashed right before our paths crossed
I wish I had encountered a major setback just before we met each other

Yeah, right before our paths crossed was before I felt lost
Yes, before we intersected, I was already feeling directionless

With a compass in my hand and some frost on my plants
Holding a tool for guidance while dealing with cold emotions and a sense of stagnation

Yes, I made a grand, but I'm bluer than my pants
Yes, I had a major accomplishment, but I'm still feeling down

Because this cash advance can't buy your love
Money can't purchase your affection

But it can buy you drugs, but it can't warm your blood
It can buy substances, but it can't provide emotional warmth

I wish I could be the one for you
I desire to be the perfect match for you

Maybe we could be the two
Perhaps we could form a strong and cohesive partnership

Now I'm home, rapping over beats
Now I find comfort in making music at home

If we worked out, I would be asking where we should eat
If our relationship succeeded, I would be eager to plan meals together

But, picture this, I'm asking to leave
But imagine this, I'm actually requesting to end things

Because I'm so awkward when you talking to me
Because I become incredibly uncomfortable when conversing with you

I'm sneaking out the window, or did I jump
I'm either discreetly leaving through the window or taking a daring leap

Yeah, I feel the wind blow, and now she's gone
Yes, I sense the breeze and now she's no longer here

And I feel my heart slow, and now I'm done
And I feel my heart rate decrease, signifying the end

Wait I'm done
Actually, I'm truly finished now