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Ill Fated Lovers
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Mayor Of SexyTown

1y↑2.4K

One of the scariest and saddest things to see is someone losing control of their mind. It's hard for people to fathom but when someone goes through this it is all completely real to them, as real as real can get.

BEASTmode on the Road

1y↑14

See it every day when I lived and worked in Redding, Ca

AlmightyGatsby

1y↑6

@BEASTmode on the Road 🧢

Monika Bachmann

1y↑3

Loosing ????😅

Tabitha Six

1y↑4

@Monika Bachmann sure. This guy has certainly let go of his sanity.

Detective Tutter

1y↑21

@AlmightyGatsby take a walk in San Francisco. I see people acting like he was in the very beginning of the video. Everytime I go out there. It’s sad. And more common than you’d think. I see it a lot in California.

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17thknight

1y↑489

I spent a couple years working at night as a jail CO while I went to college. It's so incredibly obvious when someone is detached from reality, this guy is the real deal. It's almost impossible to fake, especially when you're around them for extended amounts of time. Andrew is absolutely insane. Wouldn't surprise me if this is long term effects of meth.

Windi Born

51w↑54

Or his drug addiction can be the result of living with mental health issues. Often suffering from those issues leads to the use of anything that will knock them out or stop their brain from thinking.

T T

44w↑6

@Windi Born touché

Victoria

44w↑20

My own mother is a meth addict, and all of her friends are as well. All of the people with schizophrenia that she's had around me growing up, were already suffering mentally, and then abused drugs to try and gain control again. I am doubtful meth really causes schizophrenia. I feel it really enhances mental illnesses, and people let themselves go entirely.

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Bull Ainsworth

1y↑802

His lack of remorse is because he believes he did what needed to be done. He said himself close to the end of the interview that he knew what he did was wrong, but felt like he had accomplished something. I feel sympathy for everyone in this story. What a crazy situation!

Sarah Holland

1y↑15

In psychotic breaks there can be v short moments when they seem realise they're hallucinating/hearing voices , but it's very fleeting. I'm speaking from having a close friend with mental health issues. Also, when on meds, recovering, there are fleeting moments when they suddenly say something odd that's obviously a delusion, when they've seemed back to normal for days. It takes 3 weeks for the med's to fully kick in .

Cold Chillin

1y↑3

He probably needed some time for the drug to exit his system

Anonyymouss Crazy

1y↑8

Its cuz the meth warped his mind

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Ryan H

45w↑92

This is sad situation. I would love to see an interview with him after he’s gotten some mental health treatment and see him normal and see how he feels about what he’s done. Scary stuff how someone can have a psychotic break like this.

MrMonotone

43w↑6

It seems like that might take a long time, if he ever gets to relatively normal:
'
He told Dr. Michael Welner that his greatest regret was not being able to be with his daughter and never expressed remorse for his crimes in hundreds of hours of jail phone calls. When asked about significant painful experiences in his life, he did not mention these crimes as being among them.
'

M Roselli

39w

Or after he gets clean from dugs

Sitting Duck

1y↑299

That guy who gave Andrew a lift is so lucky. His good deed put him next to an axe murderer and yet probably saved him at the same time since he didn't seem confrontational and Andrew probably didn't feel threatened by him.

Janis Abele

38w↑5

Fully agree. NEVER stop for someone on the highway who is walking the middle of the road, looking and acting crazy. They might actually need help, but they also could be a guy like Andrew or worse. Thats why call the cops IMMEDIATELY and don't stop by yourself.

michael b.

38w↑4

He literally picked up an axe murderer. Too clichè ?

Anthony Psilocybin

1y↑149

He also said he hasn't had a drink in 5 days...which could mean he was going through severe delirium tremens from alcohol withdrawal and went into psychosis. Whats crazy is that he could actually have been sober for a few days which is what triggered the withdrawals.

Victoria

44w↑4

Exactly what I was thinking. Usually alcohol and drug withdrawl can throw people right into mental instability, or worsen their already poor mental health. Withdrawl is such a cruel beast.

Synergistic Collusion

43w↑2

He wasn't an alcoholic. 🙄

Anthony Psilocybin

43w↑11

@Synergistic Collusion You do not know that. Many red flags pointed that withdrawal caused his psychosis and it exacerbated given his previous mental issues. He was drug tested (thoroughly in this case) and prescription's and other illegal drugs can stay in your system for MONTHS and he was negative) Alcohol however is different and only stays 12-24 hrs

When you suddenly stop drinking, you think you're clear in the first 2 days If no DT's or seizure occur. BUT the withdrawal goes into full over drive on the third to fifth day and can even go up to 2 weeks.

Im telling people this because not a lot know about this when they do drug test or autopsy with no drugs in the system. and usually they write it as stroke/heart attack to be the cause of death.

Ridai

43w↑6

@Anthony Psilocybin What made you think he had alcohol withdrawal? He specifically stated it was water he was lacking for 5 days, but I never saw any mention of alcohol in the entire video. Just an assumption? (Which is fair enough). I think he smoked Spice & was quite dehydrated (5 days could be exaggeration).

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Heather Dooley

1y↑8.3K

It’s almost refreshing to see someone who is actually crazy instead of pretending. It reminds me that not everyone is a liar, which I sometimes think is the case.

Heather Dooley

1y↑383

Notice you don’t see any of the usual “mental health is no excuse” bullshit in the comments. Interesting.

MooKlask

1y↑115

Ur not wrong. 95% is liars.

The Epic Doge

1y↑199

It's sad really, I feel for the guy, actual nutcase

Ratpus

1y↑88

The judge on Friday initially issued a 51-year sentence but suspended six years, citing Magill’s mental health. Magill originally pleaded not guilty by reason of insanity, but a psychiatrist for the prosecution testified he was sane.

Charlie Boy

1y↑117

Things have gotten so bad that It's actually really nice & refreshing to see some actual crazy people 😂

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Lil' Lolita ♡

1y↑397

My best friend has episodes like this sometimes. He was on meds but they weren't completely helping him so he still had minor episodes here and there. But the last time he did have one, he called the police on himself because he thought there was a gang outside his house trying to rob him. And when the police got there he refused to put down a small hatchet because he was so scared... Thankfully one of the officers understood that this was a mental episode and not just someone refusing to cooperate so they were able to help him. He even called me from the hospital asking me why I told the leader of the gang where he lived???...Ummm what?!? He truly was in his own world and it broke my heart hearing him like that. Thankfully they now have him on the correct medication and he hasn't had any episodes since.

Andy Baker

1y↑33

Be careful.

Jack F

50w↑19

Sometimes the best thing you can do, for all parties involved in the situation, is to simply walk away before they cause you harm.

I had a friend who had similar episodes for awhile. It ended about a month and a half ago when he essentially blamed me for every problem he has. I’ve known him since 1st grade, 22 years didn’t mean anything to him after his new girlfriend began feeding lies into his ear. He derailed and I walked away because that was simply the only option left.

trix

49w

Are you still friends with him?

Andy Baker

48w

@Jack F story time?

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Nomad noproblem

1y↑425

It’s probably one of the worst feelings when you think everyone is out to get you, I stopped my meds years ago for just a few days and I was in that state of paranoia, but not violent. Just scared

Nomad noproblem

1y↑2

It was just depression

PMC05

1y↑8

@Nomad noproblem hru doing now?

Nomad noproblem

1y↑15

@PMC05 I’m doing a lot better now

Reynaldo Baca

1y↑6

I'm glad you doing OK, keep ya head up man

Robyn Marler

1y↑2

God bless you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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simpleheros

1y↑37

I worked security at a free clinic for awhile and saw people just like him go through these episodes. We had one guy who came in around the same time every month because he couldn't afford a full month's worth of medication. It wad sad watching him seem normal and then begin to spiral into his delusions.
Fun fact: the medication used to sedate doesn't always work. One of the ER docs told me that if the patients heart rate stays high then the patient can beat the medication.

Littlewings1211

33w↑2

As a Brit it is stories like this that absolutely terrify me about losing the NHS to greedy-ass politicians and their privatisation plans. I have several health issues and disabilities and haven't been able to work since the end of 2009. There is no way in hell that I would ever be able to afford my medications.

It's so sad that people with mental health issues are just left to get worse and worse because they can't afford their treatment and then when something horrific like this happens the guy's mental illness still isn't addressed properly. He should be in a psychiatric facility, not a jail for 50-odd years where he will probably receive insufficient care and have a shit-load of time and no way to pass it except for drugs which he can easily get in prison. In a lot of cases like these there are plenty of warning signs and opportunities for someone to get them the help they need and they're just overlooked or ignored instead until something drastic happens, like they snap and murder someone and then it's just "how could this have happened?!" and finger pointing, trying to blame anyone and everyone but themselves for the outcome of their own (and others') neglect.

Autumn Pearly

31w

That's me. Sedatives don't work on me when I'm in an episode

buggyboy

1y↑251

This is honestly sad, how much mental health can change your perspective on reality. I’ve had delusions when manic, and seeing how it really does affect people hurts. If he had help, if he was stable, this could all have been prevented.

Sunshine

1y↑3

This is from hard core drug use. 🤦🏽‍♀️

Ja Aa

1y↑11

They drug tested him at the hospital and he came out for only marijuana I thought the same thing that he had to be high on meth and was having some serious delusions but nope he was having a severe mental breakdown

Fat Rabbit

1y↑11

Ms Moon Boo Yes, in the past he had used hardcore drugs but when he committed the crime he only had marijuana in his system. Chronic use of drugs like meth can cause someone to develop psychosis even if they're no longer using.

Gennifer Paul Gomez

41w↑1

People i do understand that people get phycosis triggered by recreational drugs, but what about when there is no drugs involved?? My daughter suffer phycosis, with no drugs involved, not even paracetamol, so don't feel that all these young people are crazy just because they abuse drugs, nonsense!! In my life, a man severed his own neck & was on no type of drugs😮, so mental illness, is one dangerous illness, that has no explaination, thank god, the professionals have a little more insight into its symptoms but so far, no cure insight. So sad for the world.😮

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Laurie B

32w↑3

I may get dragged over the coals for this but i feel SO bad for Andrew was well as the poor woman he murdered. I can't imagine the hell he's experiencing in his head. He truly thinks he had to do what he did. It's so scary. The fact that the psychiatrist found him sane is nuts to me

Hoops Macabre

1y↑5.1K

I remember my dip into insanity. Persecution Delusion, Stage 1 Brain Cancer, I was in the hospital and thought the doctors were trying to kill me and my family members. That’s scary as shit. I went insane in the hospital but I’ve worked my way back to sanity and came to the conclusion that they saved my life and helped me back to sanity. It is scary as hell being at the mercy of your own mind. I don’t hold my head so lightly anymore and I am trying my best to recover. Even as I’m in remission and am cancer free.

Samuel Aceves

1y↑378

you beat cancer bro, you got this!

Jiji

1y↑110

Amazing.. sorry you went through that but you survived cancer that’s all that matters.

Eric

1y↑62

Don't try any psychedelics my man

Hoops Macabre

1y↑154

@Eric After that, I’d rather saw my arm off with a serrated kitchen knife then do any form of psychedelics. Because I’ve gotten a lovely example of why the bliss of hallucinations is a very bad thing. Because my loved ones and so many innocent doctors and nurses had to suffer. And i am forever grateful for them putting up with me. One day I’ll donate money to the hospital.

Livy Gmz

1y↑11

@Eric psychedelics causes brain cancer?

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Ziglaya42

1y↑36

I have witnessed a prolonged psychotic episode in my husband who has an inflammatory brain illness. It lasted days. It started gently with him saying people were watching him and there were people hiding in bushes watching the house. At first I thought he was confused because of him having had a grand mal seizure the day before. However as the following days unfolded it became terrifying and resulted in me having to flee the house in the middle of the night with my children. I called an ambulance and the police were called. It resulted in him being pepper sprayed and restrained and taken to hospital where he was treated for a week. It was all horrific to witness and my heart broke for my husband who really was not in his right mind. When he came out of the psychosis he was mortified, embarrassed and broken hearted at what had transpired. He has a very rare illness and I was unaware at that time that psychosis had been included in the symptoms as it was occurring in others with the condition. I watched this video and was incredibly triggered. This man sounds exactly like my husband did. He is either a very skilled actor or really was in the midst of a psychotic phase. It’s incredibly sad to me. That poor woman and her family. It’s horrific.

Jennifer Parker

1y↑155

I can't fathom what horror and fear that poor woman went through as she was killed. This is horrifying.

17thknight

1y↑27

It's somehow more sad that she was killed for nothing. No rational motive, no actual reason, just a man whose mind has betrayed him.

Polus

1y↑3

Well not much since she was unconscious at the time of her death

Zoe K

1y↑2

Wasn't she knocked out?

Jennifer Parker

1y↑14

@Zoe K I'm talking about the entire ordeal. A stranger, coming up to your home, in the dark,.wild eyed, assaulting you. Even if she was knocked out before she was killed, it was still terrifying. She still knew if she went unconscious, she most likely wasn't going to wake up.

Zoe K

1y↑2

@Warlord Campaign arthur took a massive L that day

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Axis Creek

44w↑18

I have had psychotic episodes where I believed I was possessed and believe me you have no control. You are gripped by a fear so powerful it literally breaks yours mind and there is no escape because it is within you. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. It is the closest I have come to suicide as it genuinely felt like the only way to escape. Society just isn't prepared to spot and help these people.

Megan Bottiglier

30w

Me too.

rickj535

1y↑162

My brother is a paranoid schizophrenic and it heartbreaking to see close ones battle their own thoughts constantly. He describes it as torture from your own brain you can’t turn off

Wicked.

34w

I’d say schizophrenia is the result of generational psychological trauma

Johnny Danger

33w

@Wicked. could be.deep seated trauma manifested later.

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Brad Pitbull

32w↑3

It is so heartbreaking that he called his Mum asking for help before any of this happened. Everyone should be educated about mental health, and early intervention services should have funding pouring in, especially at such a dark and tumultuous point in human history.

Dua Rey

1y↑2K

I cannot imagine being the guy that gave Andrew a ride, only to later find out what he had just done only a few minutes before. And he even said to the dispatcher that he didn't think he was dangerous at the time! I wouldn't blame him if he never stops to help anyone ever again!

AmorFati

1y↑58

I'm a volunteer EMT and was once on a call to a man driving through the area and was mentally altered. An officer was on scene, and while we were there the guy showed the officer he had a gun in the car. We transported the guy and he was released later that day after getting some meds he needed. Two days later he got in a shoot-out with cops in a different town and died. That was pretty disturbing

Em-Jay Taylor

1y↑86

When I was a student I worked in a pub. An old guy came in twice a week. He had smiley eyes, always tipped and I thought he was a lovely old man. Then he was on the front page of the local paper - he’d been stopped in his car, which transpired to have his murdered girlfriend in his car boot for six weeks!

Scared the crap out of me! I mean, I enjoyed seeing him. He seemed lovely. Talk about missing the truth of the man.

E Bello

1y↑13

No imagine being the first guy that gave him a ride and then dropped him before he went to kill the lady. If the guy had drove him to a police station this wouldn’t have happened. He didn’t even have to tell him he was driving him.

Frostyy

1y↑38

That's why you don't give strangers rides...

Darrell Clark

1y↑4

I know this is off topic..
But girl you are gorgeous! 🫶😍
(Respectfully saying)

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GlenTradesFX

1y↑76

Im glad you said something about the crossed arms thing, you mention it in a ton of videos during interrogations and I always think to myself “Yeah they could be self soothing, but it’s also probably 45 degrees in that room right now” the cops keep it cold so your uncomfortable af. The warmest place a person in custody will ever sit is in the court room, but besides the court room its like living in Antarctica for the entirety of your stay with the city/state.

Kosmic Inclinations 333

Could be an infection control thing too

[sorry if old comment]

50w

3:19 timestamp

Zacorin

41w

@Kosmic Inclinations 333 I think he was just trying to build rapport.

Detective Dan

1y↑22

It's got to be weird for the former classmate knowing there was some guy who thought he was the anti-christ and regrets not killing him when he had the chance. Or the guy who picked Andrew up in his car not realizing he was very dangerous and unstable. You really never know what's going on in people's heads.

Zacorin

41w

Legend says that that classmate is now an accomplished rock star with an album titled Antichrist Superstar

Zacorin

41w

@DonnellOkafor k

Raider87

1y↑8

I have a close friend who developed bi-polar disorder. He just randomly flew into a manic state and went around the city knocking on doors trying to proclaim himself as jesus. He had never been religious before and was always a quiet and reserved, even polite kid. It was brutal to watch him go through that. I feel sorry for everyone involved in this case. Most of all that poor woman.

xxz zeta

1y↑18

I’ve been in the state of psychotic delusion, and let me tell you, it was chilling to think back that it’s so similar to this. Mine was from PTSD, primarily. I was terrified people were gossiping about me, and it just led to a break. Absolute sickness.

M Roselli

39w

Was it bc you abused drugs?

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T

1y↑1.6K

As a clinician I'm appalled the psychiatrist found him "sane".

Kelly O'Dowd

1y↑114

Same. I have known about a case in Florida where the woman killed her husband, was declared insane and was locked up. Spent years back and forth begging for them to take her off meds because she wasn't insane anymore. And eventually was able to prove she was sane and the judge let her out. Probably because she was not bad looking and her they were millionaires. Point being, he is clearly insane and it was not him, and society doesn't have the capacity to understand what happens if someone is not in control of their own mind if they really are responsible for their own actions. Then the question of free will would be gone. So he had to get locked away and we can all pretend that's it.

witho

1y↑135

As soon as I heard $100.000 I knew some shenanigans are coming.

--

1y↑95

no shortage of mental health "experts" in the us that cant tell their ass from their mouth

Sennodev

1y↑56

You that surprised ?😂 it’s America they give out these PhDs to anyone

Nicole

1y↑58

Right! Unbelievable! And for $100,00.00! Tax money was wasted on a horrible diagnosis.

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pp

1y↑31

i remember the one and only time i lost touch with reality from a stress induced insane panic attack caused by someone close to me. i could feel myself rising to insanity. reality stopped and i was lost. i kept touching my face and all over my body confused, terrified, and angry by what i had just witnessed. i believed i needed to be mentally hospitalized to reverse what had just taken over me. ive had panic attacks before but none where my consciousness seemed to be escaping my mind. i could only think one sentence on repeat and it was pure anxiety induced, it took over all my mental capacity. if my mom would’ve found me like that i know i would’ve run away. no one could help me in this situation. i couldn’t imagine feeling that for days. lucky mine was just a couple hours.

Tiffany Holman

1y↑81

My god, the good Samaritan who gave him a ride is so freaking lucky. This whole thing is tragic. I hope he gets the continuing help he needs.

NoOneGetzOutAlive

1y↑1

No good deed left unpunished

vii

1y↑2

@NoOneGetzOutAlive So your saying if you do a good deed your gonna get punished?

Just Saying

51w

Blessed

MrMonotone

43w

@vii " No good deed goes unpunished " is a common expression, though I don't think it's at all accurate. When a good deed does backfire, naturally it feels very unfair though, which presumably led to the expression.

RoachDoggJr

41w

@NoOneGetzOutAlivethe good samaritan didn't get punished this time though

amyoutube

48w↑28

I had a severe manic episode back in 2019. I haven't slept in 3 days and I was under a lot of stress that week. My last stable memory was of me speaking to a friend and then I just started crying and breaking stuff. He got really worried and called a friend who was living in the same building to watch me because it was 3am. It was so weird how I could switch from erratic to relatively normal then that I somehow managed to convince my neighbor friend that I was fine. It was when I was left alone in my apartment that things really got weird. I started hearing voices and at that moment I truly believed God and the devil were fighting over me, and that if I slept I would die. I would wake up screaming. The noise complaints had everyone worried and in my confused state, everyone who knocked at my door, friends, my doctor (that was when I knew something was really wrong) - I just confused everyone as, no joke, either ghosts or versions of people I know. It must have gone on for a while because it was 12 noon when I agreed to come to the hospital when my cousin showed up. I was on the floor half naked with just a shirt on and no underwear. Everytime someone would go inside my room I would scream with the most intense fear I've ever felt. I would sometimes recognize them and talk to them coherently but it wasn't until my cousin arrived and told me that we're going to the hospital that I put some pants on and came with. At the ambulance two friends rode with me and I was asking the most absurd questions asking if I died, are they also in purgatory etc. I remember falling asleep then waking up in the hospital just to scream some more. This time it was more realistic, I was screaming about how they couldn't hold me against my will, something about suing everyone, and not to call my mother. Having my arms bound and my brother crying and begging me to cooperate was probably one of the most traumatizing thing I ever experienced. I was also weirdly strong that I was able to break free from my brother who was twice my size. I was sedated while they were deciding whether they should get me commited. I woke up and it was night time. My friends and my psych have left and only my brother, his girlfriend, and my cousin were around. All of a sudden I was calm and coherent and I talked to them calmy that I just wanted to go home. The next few days I would go in and out of reality and my friends were in rotation making sure I won't hurt myself and that I'm taking all these antipsychotics. A few days later depression crept in and I realized what happened. Some parts I remember and some parts were confusing like I remember coming home from the hospital confused why my mirrors were broken, and why my landlord no longer wanted to renew my contract. I also couldn't find speakers which apparently I threw out my balcony. It's been years now but my life hasn't been the same since. I haven't had a manic episode as bad. Only longer periods of depression (2-3 months) the shortest being 1 month. Then some periods of mania and remission where I feel ok and meet friends. But most times I just hide out in my room in our family home navigating suicide ideation. Sometimes I am so convinced that this could only end badly. I haven't been able to hold a job because I also developed anxiety and panic attacks that at some point it takes so much energy and focus just to quiet my thoughts and regulate my breathing. I was 29 when it happened, I used to have a relatively decent career and a lot of friends. Now I'm almost 33, living at my parents, and 8 hours away from my city. Covid happened just after I started showing bipolar symptoms. Now the world has moved on but I'm still on this indefinite pause. I have no access to mental health care because I live in the Philippines where it's costly especially having moved to the province. I feel like when I work I only do so to be able to afford therapy and meds. And I would only last 3 months max in jobs because of my mood cycles. I tried so hard in my last job to keep up appearances, until I found myself locking myself until the work day ended. I can't live like this just waiting for what new versions of hell my brain can come up with. And it's 2 am here and I'm commenting a 300 word essay on a random video that triggered all these memories on my 28th day of my depressive episode. This video scares me because I understood the confusion and the erratic decisions. I am honestly not strong or resilient enough to keep fighting this. Sorry if anybody read this. I'll just watch something else.

Tevin Tyler

45w↑4

Keep fighting and do not give up.

Lover of Freedom P.

44w↑4

Just saw your remarks. PLEASE don’t give up. You are not alone in having these difficulties. And yes…. Covid has made things much worse. I will be praying that you overcome this time in your life!
Lastly, I have no idea if you are religious…if so, I would say to pray. Ask God to intervene.

Glen woolnough

43w↑2

❤keep fighting.

Sofia Larsson

39w↑1

I'm so sorry to read what you are going through. I feel like you've lost some hope and it shouldn't have to be that way. Please if you can or if it feels ok for you, pray, or have mature church members pray for you. It's not important if you believe you are possessed or if you have mental health problems, you just need healing either way. And Jesus took away those things from a man who had suffered for years, and threw them onto some pigs (poor pigs) but he saved the man's life. There's always hope even when it feels the darkest. I wish I could give you a hug.

Buffi Cliff

35w↑1

Thank you for writing that. I'm very sorry. There's a YouTube channel called HealthyGamerGG; a psychologist makes videos about mental health and content creators and he stream and post VOD of a counseling session.

Some video game and internet terminology is used as analogies, so if you're not a gamer some analogies might not click, but his content has helped me understand myself better. It's not the generic self-help stuff.

You telling your story brought back my own memories but hearing your story actually did make me feel less alone, and that helped. So, again, thank you

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Aztec Ghost

1y↑28

LEOs handled this situation really well, it's refreshing to see them approach someone like this without force

Harry Nut

They are not LEO's....no such thing. They are Policy Enforcers.

YeahOkBuddy

@Harry Nut huh?

YeahOkBuddy

Well it’s new mexico. Not a lot of people live there and the people that do tend to be the hippy type. Cops don’t wanna risk bad PR when they don’t have a big community

Harry Nut

@YeahOkBuddy POLICE is a word derived from the word POLICY. If cops enforced Law, they would be called Law enforcement.......They enforce COLOR OF LAW......NOT THE LAW......That why they are called Police...>ASTRONOMICAL DIFFERENCE. Its the difference between Slavery and Freedom....Guess which one you are. Would you like to see Case Law in support ?

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S. Swan

30w

My brother gets like this when he relapses. I’ve had to sit with him many times and talk him down… it’s so scary and honestly traumatizing to watch someone you love completely lose control and my biggest fear is he not only hurts himself but others.

JayLandon64

1y↑2.2K

This is one of those stories where I feel bad for the victim and the killer. He clearly had a psychotic break and was not in control of his faculties, yet he killed someone gruesomely in cold blood. You can't let that go unpunished. Life in a mental institution seems the only reasonable verdict.

Insane_G

1y↑134

I don’t feel bad for him, I’m only assuming but he did mention he does a lot of drugs, could it have been the drugs that caused him psychosis idk but he’s still needs to be pay for his crimes

gamer shoe

1y↑40

Nah. He will stay in prison where he belongs.

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Cuhmunity Carr

1y↑20

This thread has reminded me never to assume. To all who've had psychosis or have a family member that has a mental health issue, you are other worldly incredibly strong. I can't imagine what you've had to and still have to go through. We all have to play the cards we are dealt and we all can make the best with what we have. Much love

TJ Ay

1y↑1

I wrote I really hearfelt comment, about this guy, saying I don't think he should be in jail as long as he is gonna be. It doesn't seem fair, even at the end they try to soil this guys image but saying it was drug induced and he was intoxicated really just giving his lawyer a defence mechanism, that should have seen him getting out of jail for less years then most people get in manslaughter cases. Look at the case of Thomas Chan from Peterborough Ontario. He murdered and attempted to murder his father and step mother while on magic mushrooms. And was behind bars no longer then 5 years. So why is this guy behind bars for like 60 years. His defence team must not be very good. So I asked EWU's team to message me back and let me know if I should potentially write to him in prison and let him no that his lawyers team, missed a major precedents, and to let him know about it incase that is grounds for a re trail. Or incase it ever goes into a re trail. I don't know, maybe he could just bring it up at a hearing of indictment or something. And it seems it got deleted... or pushed wayyyy down. Your comment is really far down too, considering its 3 days ago. I've scrolled more then 10 times. looking for my comment.

Chantelle Trembath

@TJ Ay that's interesting about your comment being possibly deleted 😒 I also hope this guy gets the help he needs - a long prison sentence is not the answer here!

Mega Therion

50w

Mayke aye beeg, fatte faurt weeth yore but

M Roselli

39w

Just don't do drugs

dylan paulson

48w↑28

I can tell you right now with ABSOLUTE certainty , this was caused by his previous meth use. I literally went through the exact same thing except ) after being clean from ALL substances for over 3 months) then one day- snap! I thought my grandma was the one controlling everything... Thank God I didn't do anything stupid, but I did walk 15 miles to her house in the middle of winter and in the middle of the night to confront her.... Thank God, her and my grandpa and I drank wine and I fell asleep....

I eventually got tricked into go to ER for psych eval, after 2 weeks in the psych ward I was released to treatment ( even though I was clean for close to 4 months and the drug test in the ER confirmed this) my diagnosis- drug induced psychosis. I thought I was the son of God, people were out to get me, I was going to conquer the anti-christ, everything he said. It was SOOO real....

Ingloriuswriter17

39w↑1

That also sounds like a hypomania episode with bipolar

Rose

39w

It's got nothing to do with bipolar. Actually it's pretty common for psychosis (not 'bipolar') to include feelings of being god/son of God so on. It's incredibly dangerous and so awful for all people involved 😢

M Roselli

39w↑1

I'd put money on it that he was high on meth when he was at the police station before the hospital

Linda Kirk

39w

Demons....you need God saved and baptized

Shannon Rose

38w

@M Roselli they said they did a drug screen on him with his blood work and he only had weed in his system. No other drugs.

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Headless0ptomist

31w

I've gone through DT's and that "I haven't had a drink in 5 days" really makes me think he was going through severe DT's. They can be horrifying, it's almost like having a nightmare but you are awake and everything that you see or hear is very real to the person experiencing them. The first time I tried to quit cold turkey I thought my roommate was a demon that was going to take me to hell and we fought for 15 minutes before the cops got there.

nicksta321

1y↑10

One of my best friends in high school told me he was schizophrenic after having an episode that was induced after we had smoked a pretty extreme amount of marijuana. I hadn’t seen him in a long time so it was a little scary to see him go from being his normal self that I had remembered to being paranoid and delusional about the neighbors judging us from the next apartment. I calmed him down and everything ended okay. It makes me sad and scared to think that a similar experience happened to the killer and the victims in the video.

Cyrus

33w↑1

It's amazing how they just knew something is really weird and one of them was nearly freaking out even before they found anything.
How your brain picks up cues you don't and tells you "this is a bad idea"

Nate Benetard

1y↑2.5K

I was watching one of your previous videos and noticed someone in the comments asked if you guys could put subtitles in your videos because its sometimes hard to hear what people are saying. I also noticed that you guys included them in this video. Its appreciated that you are taking the time to listen to the feedback and improve your videos. Doing a great job, thanks guys

Shona Magouyrk

1y↑25

Put closed captions on. I have to do that as well for everything I watch

Lindsey Hendrix

1y↑70

@Shona Magouyrk I use CC too and I’d bet that you know just as well as I do how bad those can be sometimes so that just makes it all the more impactful that they actually took the feedback and applied it by adding captions in some parts. I had CC on for this video and I appreciated when the CC lined up with the text on screen — solely to verify that the CC was correct. I wasn’t aware they didn’t really do this prior so it was nice to hear they began doing so after someone brought it to their attention.

QwQ

1y↑31

Wait, haven't they always included subtitles in their videos?

Porter Shabazz

1y↑9

@QwQ yes lol

Porter Shabazz

1y↑2

@Shona Magouyrk right lol

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Tammy Smardon

1y↑21

It's a shame that even here in Canada,it's hard to get mental health help. It's hard enough when we all lost our Drs. It's a shame this man wasn't able to get help when needed before he lost his mind and did what he did. 😔

Alsatiagent

1y↑3

Canadian mental health facilities have been over-whelmed in the last twenty-five years. The last three, due to Covid isolation, in particular. The rise of social media and the rise of suicide rates (previously at a steady rate for decades) have gone up in tandem. The marketing of Oxycontin and the later arrival of fentanyl have made things far worse. Substance abuse is often a symptom of mental distress. In Ontario in the early 90s the provincial government made it much more difficult to hospitalize someone against their will. They thought they were correcting a wrong but they just ended up putting seriously ill people, in need of beds and medication, on the streets. Yes, it's a mess.

Raisin Bran Cereal

1y↑1

I'd say Canada's take on mental health services is worse than America's 😶

M Roselli

39w

You mean drug rehab?

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Just Me

1y↑11

It nice to see that the cop stayed and wanted to follow through and make sure he locates the woman in question. Even waiting an hour for back up. I’ve seen case we’re the cops just leave after no one answers the door and the victim ends up being dead inside and know one knows if the killer was still there during the time the cops were at the door

LinkaBell GAME

50w↑5

I hope this kid can get mental help and recovers.. as someone else said, it's refreshing to see someone who is actually crazy as opposed to someone pretending to be crazy.

Kyleigh Rhoades

1y↑15

As someone who deals with feeling like everyone’s after me as well. It’s a horrible situation because I would never be able to kill anyone but I understand how hard it to to tell real life to fake

Solaris(:l0ving gang♡

47w↑1

This is incredibly sad. Both for victims and for the guy who's so mentally ill its such a shame he didnt get early intervention. As hard as it is for people to believe. People experiencing delusions are absolutely terrified all the time. And once they come too back to reality the shame,guilt and horror of what they have done haunts them for the rest of their lives. Their lives are over. Its horrible 😞

Chelsey Jianni

1y↑2.2K

This entire situation is incredibly sad. It's so terribly sad that someone without cruel intention in their heart can do something so horrific when versed with a severe mental disorder.

Danny D

1y↑90

Yup. Reminds me of the young mom who saw her baby morph into a demon, so to save her baby she decapitated her baby and ate part of his little body 😔 Her family members found the scene the next day, the 911 call is awful. But she really didn’t know.

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Tina Hickman

46w↑3

After seeing this entire video I feel bad for the lady that was killed and I feel bad for Andrew and for these policemen because usually when you find the bad guy it's a relief and you feel like you're doing the right thing but I can't imagine they felt good about this. Then you find out that this psychiatrist gets paid $100,000 to say that he was in his right mind when he killed this woman and when he shot the policeman. That infuriates me more than anything else in this entire situation!!

Jeannette Queen

42w↑3

This guy reminds me of my son. He had a psychotic episode (but due to insurance they won’t officially call it schizophrenic episode) where he actually walked off a mountain top. He too thought he was Jesus and was fighting satan. So many similarities to this guys thinking! It is scary. He only takes his med sporadically. MENTAL HEALTH IS REAL folks!

Erin

51w↑2

Just subscribed. I love your breakdown of each situation. Thank you for the educational content.

Lil' Lolita ♡

1y↑6

This interrogation really helps show the difference between someone pretending to be crazy to get out of the punishment versus someone that really does have a mental problem because Andrew knows he did wrong and he's very sorry for it but he honestly couldn't stop it the correct way...versus when someone's lying and they're trying to make themselves seem totally innocent, like it's not their fault so they shouldn't be punished... you know?

Per Nielsen

41w↑2

This is all so horribly tragic: Andrew is clearly trying to make some meaningful connection with reality, and I think he's doing a fair job of it; considering he's in the midst of a psychotic break...

Evan

1y↑1.2K

Textbook psychosis. I had psychosis as well, I believed a pack of wolves was hunting me down because I was destined to save the world from unspeakable evil. I hid from the wolves at work and my boss was like "What's going on, why are you scared?" and I broke down and told him about the wolves that I saw and that same day I was brought into a mental hospital via ambulance and I am so grateful for that because I got treatment, my delusions disappeared and I learned to spot the signs of a psychotic episode and haven't had one since, whenever I see the beginning signs of it (paranoia for me mostly) I talk to my psychiatrist and we adjust treatment. Mental health help is so so so important! I feel so sorry for Marianne who just wanted to help the poor guy.

Pestilenssi

1y↑80

I'm happy your boss was so understanding

Gary Mitchell

1y↑8

Psychosis doesn't work like that

Paidfully

1y↑5

Did you get fired?

Xeldinn

1y↑37

We are the wolves. We are watching you everywhere. Be Afraid.

Evan

1y↑80

@Gary Mitchell It literally does tho. I was diagnosed.

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CAgirl

42w↑1

I have held jobs at both a psychiatric hospital and at an ER. People can know what they are doing is wrong and yet not be of sound mind. It’s the voices, the hallucinations, the feelings of persecution, the absolute inability to stop what they are doing that begs for you to look deeper. Don’t get me wrong. The true victims are those that are taken advantage of, hurt or killed. But it is hard not to have some form of empathy for the mentally ill. Well, at least it is for me.

Vidyut Gore

30w

My mother has schizophrenia. When I was a teenager she once tried to attack me with a stick for speaking too long on the phone and giving evil spirits control of me. Another time she was sure the neighbour was trying to kill her. Usually she just thinks they are conspiring against her... She's very stable on meds now, and thankfully was never strong enough to be an actual threat but I still get the chills. It was like there was nobody home. She also doesn't remember these episodes later.

Vista Ninety-Eight

43w↑2

The human mind is a brilliant thing, but it can also be terrifying. The real killers in this story are the unfathomable effects of psychosis, and the medical system for not picking paying more attention to what was going on.

Samantha Keene

43w↑1

This scares me beyond anything I can imagine. My son is nothing like this but we’ve been dealing with some issues in the past. He’s only 17, on meds now and seems completely normal now. He has had a lot of trauma and the doctors we’ve talked with and psychiatrist seem to think his psychosis came from depression cause he was so deep into it. I just fear what his future will be. We talk constantly about if he is seeing something he needs to come to me n not just ignore or react rationally. We have a good plan n he’s doing great now but as a mom I’m still worried about the future of course. I feel bad for this lady and her family but I feel bad that this man’s mind is what it is.

Tracy

31w

I was homeless for about two years, lucky me for not ever dipping into heavy drugs BUT I was close friends with someone who did. He was having a manic episode because of it, threatening to harm others, etc. We managed to convince him to call his father and on speaker phone we all heard his father calm my friend down and he immediately accepted my friends request to move back in with his father and get the help he so obviously needs. As far as I know, he got the help and is doing so much better.

Jules B Side

34w↑2

I have mental illness since I was a little kid and I'm being treated since I was 11. Although I struggle a lot still, I'm really thankful that I am being treated well enough so I don't end up this way. I stay away from drugs. Only medication, lately cigarettes (but I'm working my way out too) and every other month I have some beer. Never get drunk really cause I'm scared of could happen if I do get drunk. It's just... It's a struggle in many ways but I'm here to say I've never hurted anyone else besides myself and even that hasn't happened in over a year.

Mental illness are generally chronic and takes a long time to work through.

Just the other day I had an episode where we all thought it was a seizure but it was actually anxiety and stress. I hadn't slept in over 36h and hadn't been eating properly. When our mind is unstable, we need to balance everything else very carefully. So... Eat healthy, exercise, take meds, do therapy and SLEEP WELL. It makes a huge difference to everybody's life.

Runa

1y↑3.2K

sorta off topic but it was actually nice to hear the officers worried, because ive seen so many times in cases where the cops just leave if they see nothing inherently wrong. it was nice to hear them actually care

Trish Pipkins

1y↑79

Right?? I was surprised! Good for them.

Videl x Spopovich

1y↑77

This kind of shit is why they’re always so trigger happy and jumpy. You never know what you’ll encounter out in the field.

Kevin R.

1y↑58

It helps when you're in a real life horror movie, with the scariest "set" ever. Some spooky, abandoned property with no signs of life and a really heavy sense of dread.

NotYrMom

1y↑16

Not off topic at all.

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Elize

31w

I feel for this man. I'm crying throughout this video. I understand him.

Shara Forr Whyte

34w↑1

I’ve always had a question about cases like this…

Why when people are losing their minds do they not want to do extreme acts of goodness ?

Sarah J

32w

Some may do we just probably wouldn't hear about it, because doing good, rarely gets talked about

Rikki Le'Ann Yarbrough

45w

I’ve seen the full body cam footage. The way he describes the screen before the body is found will actually make you feel like you are there with him. His name starts with an A, although I can’t remember off the top of my head. Anthony I believe.

Via Blue

This is a really sad case… for everyone. Innocent lives being lost will always be a tragedy, regardless of why the killer did what they had done.
But it’s much more tragic once you realise that despite doing something horrible, the killer isn’t actually bad or evil in the traditional sense, just mentally very ill, because they never received the help they would’ve needed to stop them from falling so far.
This man literally lost control of his mind and believed that this entire thing with the devil was truly happening, and that he needed to do this… he didn’t do it for the thrill of the kill, like many other killers do. He did it because he felt like he had no other choice, all because he didn’t receive any help that could’ve kept his condition in check.

He still isn’t the biggest victim here IMO, but there’s no denying that he’s also a victim of his own mind. It’s hard to feel good and like justice was served when the killer is in a state like that. But he desperately needs help, and to be away from people he could possibly hurt because of his delusions. What has been done cannot be undone, and he’s dangerous, even if it isn’t his intention to hurt innocent people.

Just overall an incredibly tragic case where literally nobody won. It’s even more tragic if you think about how this could’ve possibly been avoided if he had just gotten help in time… But like I said, what has been done cannot be undone. I hope we learn from cases like this so that we can do better and help these people, so that we can save both them and ourselves from their destructive delusions.

Miss Jellybean

47w↑5

The idea of losing my mind scares me so bad. Perception becomes reality and you don't know you're losing touch. Being a victim to your own mind is frightening.

mitzi

46w

Me too

NikkiLynn

1y↑743

My partner has bipolar disorder with psychotic features, and a year or so before we started dating when we were just friends, he had an episode that looked exactly like this (obv he didnt kill anyone, he just became convinced that he had been jumped by 8 guys without faces and that he had blood all over him from it). He called me, sobbing and I immediately called an ambulance.
I think it was probably the scariest moment of both of our lives.
What Andrew did was unspeakably horrible, but he clearly wasn't mentally okay at ALL.

ManInAmerica

1y↑50

NikkiLynn, you need to find a new partner.

Frank

1y↑135

@ManInAmerica You clearly don't know the current status of the relationship.

NikkiLynn

1y↑213

@Frank We've been best friends since 2017, and dating for 4 years, engaged for the last one. After that incident he ended up being given the correct medication and is now living a pretty normal life. I love him, regardless of that incident happening. He's my everything and I'll always be there for him if some thing similar ever happens again.

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May Mallett

51w↑2

I know it’s crazy to say, but I feel bad for the guy. He sounds just like my uncle who has BPD and schizophrenia, and if that’s the case then I know as awful as it is, he was not in a state of mind to realize what was real and what he was doing to another human being. My thoughts and prayers for the poor woman, as well! She had to have been terrified😭

HardBoiled

1y↑28

Ive had psychotic persecutory delusions before and thought that my brother was telepathically controlling my body. I legit could not control my arm movement. The belief was so strong that it made me in a way actually ”controlled” by what I believed was happening. The human brain is absurdly complex.

HardBoiled

1y↑3

This was from weed just like him too

Oxy and Icy

how are you doing now? my brother is going through a similar thing and it's like he hates me forever.

Happy

1y↑1

@Oxy and Icy can i ask what ur brother was like? I had a family member acting the same way for a period of time but now they dont anymore and im curious how others deal with it or cone out of it

SilverBack

31w↑1

@Happyold post, but time is the only solution. I had a mild psychotic episode after getting wayyyy too high. Lasted nearly 3 years. I wasn’t necessarily crazy, but I was quite paranoid. Not of other people but of illness and death. Death began to terrify me so much that it was all I could think about. I will NEVER smoke weed again EVER. I cannot risk anything like that ever happening again. I am much better now and actually don’t take meds anymore, I used to but stopped and have been stable for about a year or so. It just takes time.

Logan Strider

1y↑1

this is such a weirdly familiar story, that could be my brother in that video. my older brother did a lot of drugs (exactly all the same ones this guy mentions doing), and bipolar runs in our family (me, my brother, and our mom are all diagnosed w it), and then back in 2018 when my brother was trying get clean, me and my mom realized he was hallucinating, he would talk to people who werent there all the time , then he started unpluging everything at night and stealing our sim cards out of our phones cuz the government was listening to us through all those things, even a toaster or blender. he was completely sober, but the drugs and bipolar just sent him into this psychotic break. the last month of his life he walked to a catholic church and asked the priest to perform an exorcism on him because he was possessed, then my mom found a note in his pocket talking about a bomb, he started hoarding pills and sleeping with a knife under his pillow, then he took his own life in 2021. he talked a lot like this guy, its really weird. my brother never did anything directly violent, except for one time he got in a fist fight with a hallucination and almost hit me cuz i was in the same area. otherwise, he was only a danger to himself. but this is the kind of thing i was afraid of during that time. me and my mom took him to the ER multiple times but somehow he could hide it there. we never understood how he could be completely gone at home then we got to a hospital and he'd sit in his bed quietly and the doctors said they never saw him do anything weird. he spent about a year in jail during the time he was like that and the jailers said he was normal too (but it should be mentioned they also didnt give him any medication the whole time so i dont really trust their judgement....). I dont know. this whole story is so incredibly sad. the kind of drugs that guy did can have such a long lasting effect if theyre heavily abused like that. it doesnt surprise me all that he says he hadnt done drugs that day. i know for a fact my brother didnt take anything for the five years he was experiencing his breakdown.

ShovelHands

1y↑52

So incredibly sad that this young man needed intervention before he killed and was let down .

Miros100

1y↑15

it's not sad but horrific, he made the choice to use drugs. He let himself down, don't blame the wider community.

redmonkey

1y↑7

@Miros100 why do you think he made the choice to use drugs?

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Chris Richardson

41w

Terribly sad for all involved including the suspect.
I hope all parties can be supported through this.

Dan Banks

1y↑1K

I've had drug induced psychosis before - it isabsolutely terrifying. I felt like someone was following me, that people were hiding in my bedroom and that my house had been bugged. I ended up wandering the streets and spent hours hiding behind a dumpster. Scary as hell.

Amelia Mintz

1y↑38

Did anyone ask Phillip if he laced the joint with something?

M Long

1y↑27

what drug was it if you don’t mind me asking?

Dick Mullen

1y↑49

Good luck explaining your actions once its a drug induced psychosis. You are responsible, because they will say you took the risk taking the drug!

Tyson Tickner

1y↑57

Ya meth is insane. Being up for weeks will make u insane

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kaitybell

47w↑2

It's really scary what long term drug use can do to someone. My ex was using meth without my knowledge to self medicate after his experience in the army, and he was high on it when it triggered his psychotic schitzophrenia. He's never recovered from it. It's tremendously sad. He hid knives around our apartment, under our bed, salted the doors and windows thinking that demons were after him. He thought his mom was possessed and almost hurt her. He could have ended up like this man easily.

Sk4321 K

43w

That’s scary… as woman to woman I’m glad you didn’t get hurt.

Terri Ann Lindop

43w↑1

How very sad this whole situation is… underneath the mental health believe he’s a good guy. And I imagine once stabilised he’s going to feel awful for what he done..
I feel for the old ladies family it’s awful….
Drugs has so much to answer for.

JilliJane

50w↑3

My son suffered from severe depression and anxiety throughout his teens. He was on my health insurance, and even with the insurance his weekly appts cost $100. The insurance only covered the first 20 appts, and then only paid a small portion of the $150 /hr fee. And people wonder why disturbed people are freely committing crimes. People can't afford that

Crystal Hilliard

1y↑18

My brain is having a hard time processing what I just heard. For almost an hour, time stood still and my mind went numb. This is why I live a very quiet, calm life and avoid people as much as I can. 💔

S K

Can’t hide from it when it’s a loved one. Such a hard thing to deal with because you have zero idea how to help.

Adam O'Brien

46w↑1

Very fascinating case and character. Hard to know how to feel after without getting his backstory etc

Robin L

1y↑2.2K

This is why we need better and more available drug treatment programs and mental health institutions! I worked in mental health for 25 years. We started to see more and more drug induced psychosis! We were only allowed to keep them long enough to " dry them out" then had to release them and refer them to out patient services which is a joke! There isn't much supervision on their status! There needs to be a better way!

Derek1978

1y↑57

The problem with that is drug addicts don’t quit doing drugs until they’re done doing drugs. They really need to get out there and suffer.

Robin L

1y↑26

@Derek1978 True! I have seen that! It's sad that the drug crisis is so out of control! Not everyone wants to stop using drugs and have to hit a true rock bottom! Don't get me wrong, I'm not sticking up for or condoning what this guy did! It is never ok to kill someone! It is a sad world!

Nicholas Yockey

1y↑46

@Robin L I’m afraid that problem will never go away so long as there is still reason to believe the US gov is profiting and participating in the drug trade even within the US. Look up “The boys on the tracks” to see what I mean. Wendigoon did a fantastic synopsis of the whole situation. Sadly our government would seem to suggest they legitimately care the most for their own interest even before the very lives of their own people based on what that story has to say. The rate of addicts and drug incited incidents within the US are, at least in some part, just byproducts of such a sick system.

nightbringer

1y↑22

@Derek1978 I don't believe that.
I think they need a decent taste of the 'good' life.

Catalina

1y↑61

Keep in mind that the #1 gateway to drugs = childhood trauma (abuse)

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Becca Cunningham

1y↑5

My little brother was the same way whenever he was all hyped up on mt dew. He legit would tell me that he would see blue lights being pointed at him and when he did meth it made the hallucinations 100 times worse. Hed say it was the secret service flashing blue lights at him to let him know that they were watching him because he said he wanted to unalive obama. He had been through so much horrible crap thanks to our mom and her druggie buddies. Thankfully he is in a locked group home type facility in modesto, CA which makes sure he takes his meds and is away from the streets.

Question Everything

51w↑4

It's called a psychotic break, he truly believed he had to do everything he did on those couple of days. Obviously he has to be punished, but I feel as much for him as I do everyone else caught up in this.

Geiri

35w↑1

In many parts of the world he'd be put in an institution for few years. 45 in prison is harsh.

Emily Maggie

35w

Since my spiritual awakening, and realising that negative entities do exist on a lower vibration, I have never looked after my mental health and vibration more in my life. What this guy did was so wrong, but I honestly believe that when you struggle with negative vibrations (depression, grief, fear, jealousy, etc, etc) really lower vibration entities can gain access to your spiritual body. I believe this is what happened here.

I hope that he gets the help he needs, but more than that, I hope that this lady’s soul is able to move onto a better place and that her loved ones are ok ♥️

Moon Mushroom

1y↑7

I had a bad reaction to a medication, saw things moving on their own and was completely sure someone was in my families home. Stayed in my room with our sharpest scissors under my pillow for the whole night, I couldn’t even imagine having to deal with this everyday poor people

Simosami Ndlovu

49w↑1

I've a friend who once went over the rail. Ill never forget hiw heartbreaking it was for all of us who knew and loved him.

Amber Nic

1y↑637

I am genuinely confused how any professional psychologist or psychiatrist ever found this man competent during his crimes .

Diego Gatjens

1y↑159

Because we live in a world in which cases like this are considered cold-blooded murder; but some random mafia boss with a personal deathcount of 100+ people can go out on parole, bail or as an informant.

Red Foxy

1y↑38

even if he was not competent, he still needed to be punished for it

Reinier

1y↑20

@Red Foxy why should he be punished?

Red Foxy

1y↑48

@Reinier still a crime, regardless if he was competent or not

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Shannon McLaughlin

1y↑20

This is heartbreaking in all aspects. I hope this man somehow gets some help in prison although unfortunately that’s normally not the case.

Andrea Bennington

1y↑6

This man losing control of himself and his mind is the scariest thing I have ever seen. I cannot help but try to put myself in his place and it frightens me to even THINK of losing my mind and my grasp on reality.

Sharie Shields

51w↑2

This is sad all around. There has to be more laws passed for people who have mental issues. He was crying out but never received any help. People need to pay attention to their family and not think that nothing is wrong. Thanks for this video.

Betty Humpter

1y↑4

People who suffer from untreated mental issues are known to self medicate when the issue becomes too much to deal with sober. I worry my oldest sister will become this way. She is diagnosed as schizophrenic but trades her psych meds for meth. Then she goes off the rails with psychosis almost immediately after using.

Fabian Biere

I believe some people are susceptible to something called weed induced psychosis(not entirely sure about the name since i heard it a while ago) but maybe that could have triggered the suspects underlying mental-health issues and explain why he was acting different from the standard expectations

Ps: i wrote this comment before fully finishing the video in case i haven't seen something that can possibly explain it

Breonka S

1y↑173

The deputy’s concern was exactly how anybody else WITH empathy would feel. I’m glad he didn’t give up looking for her until he found her. RIP

ENF뷔

1y↑5

Brentdanium she's talking about the cop, not the suspect.
She's saying some cops and some people show lack of empathy by giving up quickly, but he was worried and tirelessly searched for the woman until he found her.
Schizophrenia doesn't cause lack of empathy, but sadly many people lack it without even a mental illness

Push Play Media

1y↑1

I remember seeing this story on another channel about a year ago. Totally creepy event. The guy that gave him a ride was extremely lucky.

Poppi Strickland

41w

My nephew is just like this. I'm very scared of him. I can't let him in my house if he showed up. He is in an institution thank God he is getting help. He threatened to blow up a couple of federal buildings so they locked him up. I'm just glad he's not on the street wandering around.God bless him.

Sharkshady187

36w

Crazy this happened in my home state of New Mexico!! I wish there was an easier way to find your videos bu the locations they take place in.

gmkbelanger

1y↑2

I find the outcome (decades in prison) very disturbing. Whether you are delusional "naturally" or because of drug use, you are just as delusional either way, and therefore not criminally responsible. By the time of the interrogation he was already coming out of it, and was probably much more rational when he saw the forensic psychiatrist. The video of him at the police station should have been what was considered, when he believed that he was fighting the devil by nearly beheading a helpless elderly woman, and that the injections in the hospital were to kill him. Of course he needs to be contained while he is a danger to himself and others, but it should have been psychiatric, not criminal. Sometimes the law is an ass, and the justice system is a very blunt instrument.

FireAngel227

51w↑2

What scares me is the way he is reminds me of my ex-roommate, and I'm glad I got him out. Dude would never take responsibility and even after he caused me to have a meltdown in front of him, I tried to treat him with kindness, but he tried to gaslight me into thinking everything going wrong in his life is my fault, like he's not the one constantly drunk. The argument got so heated that the cops were called by our neighbors and he thought I had called the cops. And he said that it was fucked up that I kicked him out. Good riddance

Trippy

1y↑1K

Shout out to everyone commenting about their experiences with psychosis. It can be extremely alienating, & it’s so comforting to see it discussed openly. Love to all.

FUCK GOOGLE

1y↑6

I'm one car trouble away from cleansing the timeline. 😶👍

J Bits 🎧🦋

1y↑11

Amen, sis. An open dialogue is so important, because mental health is health. 🫶🏼

Jack Callous

1y↑3

@FUCK GOOGLE too many of us are

Jack Callous

1y↑20

Has taken me a year to level out and I'm still not quite right.
Took this long for me to afford to see a proper head doctor (as the mental health institutions are to be avoided and there is no free counseling)
The "help hotlines" will hang up on you if you're not actively pursuing suicide..
I called my sister, whom I hadn't spoken to in years, tried explaining everything, she ended up blocking me.. She should have used the 'Baker Act' and had me institutionalized...
Although I am thankful to my friends who let me hide at there place and fed me during this time but in hindsight, damn, I can't help but feel disappointed no one actually did anything ..

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AmericanUncensored

42w

Imagine getting home, going to bed and thinking everything is fine. Just to wake up, turn on the TV, watch the news and see the kid you gave a ride home too last night is actually a serial killer who had a mental breakdown and was sitting 2 feet away from you in a sealed vehicle in the dark. I would consider myself very lucky for that.

Casualll StArFiSh

This one makes me sad bc he looks a bit like my father who suffers from schizophrenia as well as substance abuse I haven't talked to him in a while because of the latter but it really makes me feel for him I wish the best for the victims family and hope Andrew gets some help

TIFFA RAFFI

45w↑2

the fact that i've seen a video where a guy in the police custody just tried to grab a police officer's gun and was brutally shot dead multiple times + in the face after he was dead (just to be sure i guess) i can say that this dude is incredibly lucky to be alive after he ACTUALLY TOOK THE GUN AND SHOT an officer in the arm - he's very lucky to be alive

Donna

1y↑34

My stepdaughter was schizophrenic and a rare one because she had it at birth. She used to tell me about What it was like to be hallucinating at the age of 2. It was sad. She was also very scary at the same time. We do not deal with mental health properly in the United States l. Some people need to be removed from society permanently and we quit doing so in the 70s. It was a huge mistake as we can well see

Ashley T

1y↑2

Is she ok now?

𝙏𝙤𝙣𝙞 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙅𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙞

39w

@Ashley Tkey word "was"

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Kecu Kraftwork

46w↑4

Gotta say, that 911 operator's voice at the start was adorable. "Is he still being combative, sir?", said in a tone akin to "oh, that silly criminal is at it again, isn't he?"

From now on

1y↑555

I had withdrawal induced psychosis exactly five days after giving up alcohol and other drugs.
This is how I behaved. Obviously I didn’t attack anyone but I don’t remember much of the week I spent in a locked hospital ward.
I can however relate to “the dark entitys” I was totally out of it and was not in control of my actions. Thank goodness I was committed to hospital because I was deluded and totally psychotic. I feel for this man and obviously his victim.

Leti_

1y↑14

You are strong, God bless you! ❤

Cat Woman

1y↑20

He chose to play with drugs and could've got help as you did but chose to keep doing drugs. Congratulations to you though for making the right decision.

Ali Johnson

1y↑11

Thank you for sharing that.

Bearded Lonewolf

1y↑5

It's called being a psychopath, alcohol was deceiving your weak mind, then your true nature came out without it.

hi everyone

Was it meth?

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Indo

1y↑8

I’m just impressed that they keep getting the body cam footage no one else can

🌺 CB 🌺

1y↑5

Unless you have experienced pychosis/delusions you'll never begin to understand how real and rational they seem.
I have had pychosis they were as real to me as ANY other moment in my life. Absolutely terrifying when you come out of it 😔

Kristy Boule

37w↑1

My grandfather used to talk like this when he went off his meds. He was God and had the weight of the world on his shoulders. Believed he had millions of dollars and that he would live forever. He passed away in February

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