Don't
Wales Lyrics

Late nights, I stay awake, never sleeping, reflecting off my bad days
During sleepless nights, I am haunted by memories of my difficult days.

Overthinking is an evil that I can't escape
The constant overthinking torments me and I cannot find relief.

No one ever hits me up to ask if I'm okay
I feel forgotten and alone, as nobody reaches out to check on my well-being.

So I just toss and turn and deal with my depression
I struggle through the nights, unable to find rest, while battling with my depression.

Live or die, I don't know which direction
I am torn between the choices of continuing to live or succumbing to thoughts of death.

Lost myself, no longer feel connected, for me this life's a curse and not a blessing
I have become disconnected from who I used to be, feeling lost and seeing life as a burden rather than a gift.

What did I do wrong in life and why I gotta fight this fight
I question my past actions, wondering why I must endure this ongoing battle.

And why I feel like everybody always having a good time, while I can't sleep at night
While it seems like everyone else is enjoying themselves, I struggle with sleepless nights and inner turmoil.

I think its time I go, I'm sorry to the people that I left back home
I believe it is time for me to leave this world, and I apologize to the loved ones I will leave behind.

I truly wish I could travel another road
I long for an alternate path in life, wishing for a different journey.

My life's long gone, ima tie this rope
Feeling hopeless, I contemplate ending my life by hanging myself with a rope.

Dear family, this is my final goodbye
This letter serves as my farewell to my family.

I never meant to hurt you, but I had to end my life
Although my intention was never to cause you pain, I felt compelled to take my own life.

So if you're reading this letter, just know I am alright
If you happen to come across this letter, please understand that I am at peace.

I'm in a better place now, its a beautiful sight
I have moved on to a more serene existence, and the sight is truly magnificent.

I couldn't take it no more, I couldn't take all the wars
The weight of it all became unbearable, the constant battles and conflicts overwhelmed me.

Body depleted, I was weak, I couldn't stand me no more
My physical and emotional strength diminished, leaving me unable to tolerate my own existence.

Fighting these demons everyday, I never opened my door
I battled my inner demons daily, but I never allowed anyone to help or provide support.

Frightened and screaming, haunted dreams when I wake up, there's more
I wake up from terrifying nightmares, filled with fear and distress, only to find myself trapped in a continuous cycle.

These pills wouldn't help so I just drank and drank
Medication failed to provide relief, leading me to resort to excessive drinking.

Drowned my body with liquor to avoid the pain
I drowned my sorrows and tried to escape the pain by consuming alcohol.

I cried out for help, but now its to late
I desperately called out for assistance, but it was too late for anyone to intervene.

I cried out, I yelled, but hey, its okay
I expressed my anguish and frustration through cries and shouts, finding solace in the belief that it is acceptable.

I just want you to know, whatever happens, always know you're never alone
I want you to understand that no matter what occurs, you are never alone in your struggles.

I'll be by your side, no matter where you go, its just my time to let go
I will remain by your side, offering support wherever you may go, but it is now my moment to release myself.

Yeah) Yo this ain't a coincidence, if you're hearing this now, just know this song is heaven sent
This song is not a random occurrence, it is meant to reach you at this moment, as if it was divinely intended.

The power in your thoughts are clear and evident
Your thoughts possess immense strength, and it is evident in your actions.

If you look at yourself, just know the mirror is evidence
When you truly observe yourself, you will realize that the mirror reflects proof of your worth and potential.

That you have a purpose, I know it ain't perfect
You have a distinct purpose in life, even if it may not seem flawless or ideal.

You can't give up based off struggles and burdens
You must not surrender when faced with obstacles and burdens.

The evil is burning, don't hop in the furnace
The malevolence you face is intensifying, therefore you must not willingly enter into more harm.

The power in you is a light that can be burnt in
The strength within you is a radiant light that can be extinguished if you allow it.

And where do I begin, if you don't feel loved than you need new friends
If you do not feel valued and loved, it is essential to seek out new companions.

Cause the real ones stay and see the hurt from within
Authentic individuals will remain by your side, acknowledging the pain you carry within.

Let the fake ones go, bodies heal in the end (yeah)
Release the insincere individuals from your life, as eventually, wounds and struggles will fade away.

I'll hold you close at night, don't let go just fight
I will embrace you tightly during the darkest of nights, urging you to persevere and continue the battle.

Only love and light, no more pain in sight, no bad dreams, alright?
May only love and positivity surround you, with no more suffering or nightmares in your future.

You are strong and bright, don't let go tonight
Remain steadfast, for you possess great strength and brilliance. Do not relinquish hope tonight.

I'm worried sick about you
I am deeply concerned and anxious about your well-being.

Every single night I stay up, thinking 'bout each and everyone of your moves
Night after night, I lose sleep contemplating your every action and decision.

You say nobody loves you, that you have no purpose in life
You express feelings of being unloved and believing that your existence lacks meaning.

But see the bigger picture, know that you mean so much in mine
Step back and view the broader perspective, recognizing that you hold immense significance within my life.

And I don't know what id do if I lost you
I cannot fathom the repercussions if I were to lose you.

Especially if it was cause of something you caused, too
This would be especially devastating if your own actions were the cause.

You said you'd care for friends and family, is that true?
You made a promise to care for your loved ones, but I question whether you will honor it.

So than why would you want your precious life to end soon
If you genuinely value your own life, why would you consider ending it prematurely?

Take your time to speak your mind, it's okay, we'll be here to listen to you closely
Please take the necessary time to express yourself honestly, for we are here to actively listen and support you.

Don't do anything stupid
Please refrain from engaging in any reckless or harmful actions.

Something that you just might regret
Take caution, as acting on impulsive decisions may lead to lasting regret.

You've got so much ahead of you, now know that your time isn't over yet (no)
You have a wealth of possibilities awaiting you in the future, so recognize that your time has not yet reached its conclusion.

The scars on my body remind me
The physical scars I bear serve as constant reminders.

Of every word you said to hurt me
Each hurtful word you uttered etches itself into my memory through these scars.

Of every time you laughed while I cried, so I cut till I'm numb and watch my arm bleed
Recalling moments when you mocked my pain as I wept, I resort to cutting myself until I feel nothing, watching the blood flow from my arm.

That I'm weak, at times I can't speak
These scars serve as a constant reminder of my vulnerability, moments where I feel too weak and unable to express myself.

That I'm weak, I'm trapped, I'm not free
They symbolize my ongoing state of weakness and entrapment, a constant reminder that I am not free.