Disappear
Wallice Lyrics
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Tried so hard
To get what I want but I never got it
Should've gave it a rest, should've never started
Wish that I
Was strong enough
If I had more power, more hours in the day
Wouldn't be so hard, wouldn't be so strange
Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
D-I-S-A
Free-spirited in a dysfunctional way
You're rolling your eyes at the crazy shit I say
You cover your ears when I'm running my mouth
I'm crawling on back to my momma's house
Feeling so batshit that I feel free
I tell everybody nobody can get to me
'Cause I hear them talking shit all the way from the couch
I'm gonna call my momma before I freak out
Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south
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D-I-S-A-P
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In "Disappear" by Wallice, the lyrics express a feeling of frustration and a desire to escape from reality. The singer describes their efforts to achieve their goals, but despite trying hard, they never seem to get what they want. The lines "Oh, I tried, Tried so hard, To get what I want but I never got it" highlight the singer's disappointment and feelings of defeat. They reflect on the fact that perhaps they should have taken a break and not started in the first place.
The chorus of the song emphasizes the desire to disappear and leave everything behind. The lyrics "Wanna disappear before it gets too weird, I wanna leave this place for a couple of years" convey a longing to escape from the strangeness and difficulties of life. The metaphor of being like a "mutt with rabies" foaming at the mouth suggests a sense of restlessness and agitation. The reference to buying a house in Hades, the underworld in Greek mythology, further emphasizes the desire to head south and completely remove oneself from the current situation.
The second verse introduces a sense of self-awareness and being unapologetically unconventional. The lyrics "Free-spirited in a dysfunctional way, You're rolling your eyes at the crazy shit I say" highlight the singer's eccentricity and how others may perceive it. Despite this, the singer asserts their independence and the freedom they feel in their chaotic state. However, the lyrics also reveal a vulnerability, as the singer contemplates returning to their mother's house for comfort and stability when things become overwhelming.
Overall, "Disappear" captures the frustration of unfulfilled desires, a longing for escape, and the contradictory feelings of independence and vulnerability.
Line by Line Meaning
Oh, I tried
Despite my efforts
Tried so hard
Putting in excessive effort
To get what I want but I never got it
To attain my desires, but was unsuccessful
Should've gave it a rest, should've never started
Would have been better to take a break, not begin in the first place
Wish that I
Longing for
Was strong enough
Having enough strength
If I had more power, more hours in the day
If I possessed more influence and time
Wouldn't be so hard, wouldn't be so strange
It wouldn't be as difficult or unusual
Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
Desire to vanish before things become too strange
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
I want to depart from this location for a few years
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Similar to a diseased stray dog, I exhibit uncontrollable excitement
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south
Purchased a residence in the underworld, as I am going in that direction
Free-spirited in a dysfunctional way
Having a carefree nature, albeit with a broken or non-functional manner
You're rolling your eyes at the crazy shit I say
You show disbelief or annoyance towards the eccentric things I speak
You cover your ears when I'm running my mouth
You block out my words when I talk excessively
I'm crawling on back to my momma's house
Returning to my mother's residence in a humbling manner
Feeling so batshit that I feel free
Experiencing such craziness that it gives me a sense of liberation
I tell everybody nobody can get to me
I proclaim to everyone that no one can reach me emotionally
'Cause I hear them talking shit all the way from the couch
Because I can hear their derogatory comments even from a distance
I'm gonna call my momma before I freak out
I plan to contact my mother to prevent myself from losing control
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Lyrics © SENTRIC MUSIC
Written by: David Marinelli, Wallice Watanabe
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Shane Francisco Schulte
Wallice is truly a one of a kind talent. Only a matter of time before she gets the recognition that she deserves
blackforest_archiver
I hope she gets the recognition she deserves, honestly some of the best music of this decade came from her tbh (and Joe P, Binki, and many many more!)
5ve
Wallice is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
Michael
The new EP is amazing you literally haven’t made a bad song ever I don’t know how you haven’t blew up yet
Sarthak Malik
Amazing work as always... ❤❤❤I don't know how u do it. But i always get emotionally attached to ur songs 🍓
iiiLink
I really love all of your songs, song and video are both amazing!
no
Ah the animation looks so good with this song! Amazing work as always <3
Paul Harness
this goes so fucking hard, another one I’ll have on repeat for a while
Mathew Escala
Thanks for playing this at your opening act for The 1975 <3
faceless man ruin
ANOTHER BANGER, animation is insane too love it sm