The Edge
Windborn (www.windborn.ca) Lyrics
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And I'll be back here again, back here again, close to the edge, stitch my riddance, natural
on the deep and shallow
Been thinkin' in it all, I was down to lose a few, turn my phone calls, better than we
Woke, but I'm on my way, cause mental health's the root of it all, God send a sign, cause
I've been searchin' for your love, they took Lem away from me, they took Dave and my gram
Why could I maintain through this pain, and I ain't strong, I wanna take a zan to cover
Do it, but I will, I'm tryna keep my peace, but lately I've been clutchin' steel, I don't
need no closure from the demons hauntin' here, I don't need no more closure from demons stationed
here, I need you, I've been feelin' like my demons been more company than my family and
My friends, I don't know a lot of people that say they there, they ain't really there, I
Gotta keep grindin' with your love, I ain't tryna commit suicide, gotta snub where you
go, Lord, it been hard, and this prayer, needs you more than ever
In "The Edge" by Windborn, the lyrics convey a deep sense of remorse and longing for forgiveness. The opening line, "I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I hope you know how sorry I am," captures the singer's overwhelming guilt and acknowledgement of their wrongdoing. They express a desire to make amends, to be back in the person's life again, close to the edge of their emotions. The mention of "stitch my riddance, natural on the deep and shallow" suggests a need for healing and reflection, as if the singer is ready to confront the consequences of their actions.
The lyrics then delve into the singer's struggles with mental health. They attribute their past mistakes to their own mental state, seeking a sign from God to guide them towards love and redemption. The mention of losing loved ones adds another layer of pain and loneliness to the narrative. The singer feels isolated, with their demons becoming more familiar than their own family or friends. They struggle to find peace and contemplate taking drastic measures to numb their thoughts, but also express a plea for help and support, acknowledging the importance of prayer and a higher power in their life.
Overall, "The Edge" explores themes of remorse, mental health struggles, longing for forgiveness, and the search for love and connection. It portrays an individual grappling with their past actions, seeking redemption, and battling their internal demons.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I hope you know how sorry I am, yes, I am
I acknowledge that I am not worthy of your forgiveness, but I truly regret my actions and want you to understand the depth of my remorse.
And I'll be back here again, back here again, close to the edge, stitch my riddance, natural
I will find myself in this same difficult situation again, dangerously close to reaching my limit. This struggle is an inherent part of who I am, and I seek a way to overcome it.
on the deep and shallow
Navigating life's complexities, both significant and trivial.
Been thinkin' in it all, I was down to lose a few, turn my phone calls, better than we
I have been contemplating everything, even willing to sacrifice relationships and shut out communication. It seems preferable to confront the situation alone.
Woke, but I'm on my way, cause mental health's the root of it all, God send a sign, cause I've been searchin' for your love
I am aware of the reality, but I am still working towards betterment because I recognize that my mental well-being is at the core of my struggles. I desperately seek a sign from a higher power, as I yearn for your love and support.
they took Lem away from me, they took Dave and my gram
I have experienced significant loss in my life, losing loved ones named Lem, Dave, and my grandmother.
Why could I maintain through this pain, and I ain't strong, I wanna take a zan to cover up all these thoughts
I question why I have been able to endure such emotional pain while feeling weak. I find myself tempted to rely on medication (zan) to numb my thoughts and emotions.
I ain't tryna spin, and tryna call nobody harm, oh, I ain't tryna do it, but I will
I do not intend to manipulate or cause harm to anyone, but I acknowledge the possibility that I may end up doing so, even against my will.
I'm tryna keep my peace, but lately I've been clutchin' steel
I am striving to find inner peace, but recently I have been resorting to holding onto a weapon (steel) for security or protection.
I don't need no closure from the demons hauntin' here, I don't need no more closure from demons stationed here
I do not require closure or resolution from the demons that trouble my mind and soul. Furthermore, I do not need closure from the demons that surround and influence me in my current environment.
I need you, I've been feelin' like my demons been more company than my family and my friends
I crave your presence and support because I have lately felt more connected to my inner demons than to my own family and friends.
I don't know a lot of people that say they there, they ain't really there, I gotta keep grindin' with your love
I don't have many people in my life who claim to be there for me, but in reality, they are not truly present. I must persevere and continue my journey with your love as my driving force.
I ain't tryna commit suicide, gotta snub where you go, Lord, it been hard, and this prayer, needs you more than ever
I do not want to contemplate suicide, but I find myself in a desperate struggle to resist such thoughts. Lord, I must push away these dark thoughts and rely on your guidance, for I need you now more than ever.
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