Onfroy's most popular song to-date is Look at Me, which was originally released in 2016 and re-released in 2017, and peaked at number 42 on US Billboard Hot 100. The single helped him gain more popularity in early 2017 due to accusations of Canadian rapper Drake using a similar rap flow in his then unreleased song, now released under the name "KMT", that he previewed at a concert in Amsterdam featuring British rapper Giggs.
In July 2016, Onfroy was arrested and charged with robbery and assault with a deadly weapon. After posting bail in early October of the same year, while awaiting trial, Onfroy was arrested again later that month on charges of false imprisonment, witness tampering, and aggravated battery of a pregnant victim. Onfroy was released from jail on bail on March 26, 2017.
Onfroy announced his debut studio album, 17 on July 30, 2017. The album released on August 25, 2017. It features 11 tracks and includes the lead single Revenge.
Onfroy was shot and killed on June 18, 2018, in Deerfield Beach, Florida.
I don't wanna do this anymore/Kill me
XXXTENTACION Lyrics
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I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum
Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man"
You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head
Baby, you've been up all night, so you don't wanna wait on me
I'm about to catch my flight, so you don't gotta wait on me
No more, you don't wanna, you don't wanna
You don't wanna, you don't wanna, you don't wanna
You don't wanna, you don't wanna
I've been up a very long time, wonder why they hate on me
I don't wanna love myself, I'm praying that they all love me
'Cause you don't wanna, you don't wanna
You don't wanna, you don't wanna, you don't wanna
You don't wanna, you don't wanna
I should've let you know, that you're my only one
I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum
Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man"
You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head
No, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no
No, no, no
The lyrics to XXXTentacion's "I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore" are dark and introspective, revealing a sense of desperation and confusion. The lines "I should've let you know, that you're my only one / I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum" suggest a deep connection and intimacy between two people, as well as a sense of urgency to connect physically. However, these lines are juxtaposed with the insecurity and confusion in the lines "Said, 'I don't understand, how you don't got a man' / You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head." The singer seems to be grappling with feelings of inadequacy and distrust, unsure of his place in the romantic relationship and questioning the intentions of the other person.
As the song continues, the sense of confusion and insecurity deepen, with the singer lamenting "I've been up a very long time, wonder why they hate on me / I don't wanna love myself, I'm praying that they all love me." These lines suggest a deep sense of loneliness and rejection, with the singer longing for acceptance and validation from those around him. The repeated lines "No, no, no" at the end of the song add to the sense of despair and hopelessness.
Overall, "I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore" is a raw and emotional expression of one person's inner turmoil and sense of isolation. It touches on themes of love, sex, trust, and self-love, and paints a vivid picture of the complexity of human relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
I should've let you know, that you're my only one
I regret not telling you sooner that you are everything to me
I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum
I am aware that you feel emotionally distant, so I will have sex with you until you climax
Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man"
I expressed confusion about why you are single, implying that you should be with me
You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head
You desire sexual intimacy with me because you have been thinking about me too much
Baby, you've been up all night, so you don't wanna wait on me
You have been awake all night and do not want to wait for me any longer
I'm about to catch my flight, so you don't gotta wait on me
I am letting you know that I am leaving soon, so you do not have to wait for me
I've been up a very long time, wonder why they hate on me
I have been awake for a long time and am contemplating why others dislike me
I don't wanna love myself, I'm praying that they all love me
I do not have self-love and am hoping that others will love and accept me
No, no, no
Repetition of 'no' to emphasize a refusal or rejection
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jahseh Onfroy, Jeryn Peters
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Mia
on NUMB
I love this song but you got the lyrics wrong, it’s “the pain you seem to give, my friend” not I
XXXTENTACION FAN
on Jocelyn Flores
R.I.P. XXXTENTACION
I_AM_U
on Look at Me!
FIRE
XXXtentactionXXX
on HOPE
“Don't cry because he died.” “Smile because he was born.” Copied.
Elijah
on TUMMY TUCK (XXX "LICK" VERSE)
I like the song the best is so fire my speaker almost busted cause of the 8o8 and the kicks