Eternity
Y-Bash Lyrics

It's been quit some time since i told you goodbye,
A considerable amount of time has passed since I bid you farewell,

I guess the time ran out for you and I,
I suppose the moment for us has expired,

I had to tell you so had to let you know,
I felt compelled to inform you, to make you aware,

that you weren't to blame for why I had to go
It wasn't your fault that I had to depart

there comes a point in time where feelings collide,
There reaches a moment when emotions clash,

and a man has to deal with his feellings inside
and a man must confront his innermost emotions

i quess i knew all along we wasn't ment to be
I suppose I always knew we were not destined for each other

now I deal with the pain and insecurity
Now I cope with the anguish and lack of confidence

of being alone, no sms on my phone,
of feeling lonely, with no text messages on my phone

on how much you miss me, what time i'll be home
expressing how you long for me, and wondering when I'll return

no sweet soft kisses no mr and mrs, no beautifull smile, or home cooked dishes
No tender, gentle kisses, no husband and wife, no lovely smile, or homemade meals

no ring on your finger no love to remember, its hot july but feels like cold december
No ring adorning your finger, no love to reminisce, it is scorching July but feels like icy December

while I sit I wonder in tears of thunder
As I sit, I contemplate with tears as loud as thunder

the sun will rise in the clear blue skys
the sun will ascend in the cloudless skies

when I cry you cry
When I shed tears, you shed tears

when I smile you smile
When I express joy, you reciprocate with a smile

when I die you die
When I pass away, you do too

I cant stop thinking what happened to you and i
I am unable to cease pondering what became of us

when I leave you leave
When I depart, you do as well

when I need you need
When I require assistance, you do too

when I see you see
When I witness something, you witness it as well

that we will always be together for eternity
that we will forever remain united

Life goes on people grow apart
Life continues, individuals drift away from each other

I cant keep pretending not to hear my heart
I cannot continue pretending to ignore my heart's desires

I'm sorry you know for what I did to you
You are aware, I apologize for my actions towards you

all the pain and hurt that I put you through
All the anguish and suffering I caused you

it was written in the cars that we wouldnt go far
It was destined that we would not progress

that the tabels would turn and our love would burn
that the situation would change and our love would crumble

the confessions I told, the price I paid
The admissions I made, the consequences I faced

was just the cover up for the mistakes I made
was merely an attempt to hide the errors I committed

she didnt mean anything she was just a flirt
She meant nothing, she was merely playing around

I know I broke your heart, and it truly hurts
I am aware that I shattered your heart, and it deeply pains me

I'm telling the truth youre ma babyboo
I am speaking honestly, you are my beloved

I had sex with her but made love to you
I engaged in physical relations with her, but I experienced true love with you

so while I fill my glass with loneliness
So, as I indulge in feelings of solitude

I'm so emty inside with words I can't describe
I feel extremely empty on the inside, with indescribable emotions

how I poisoned our love untill it slowly died
how I sabotaged our love until it gradually faded away

Many women come in and out of my life
Numerous women enter and exit my life

before they get a chance to stay I just push them away
Before they have an opportunity to remain, I simply push them aside

I don't let them get to close where it hurts the most
I prevent them from getting too close where it causes the most pain

way deep down I wanna find you now
deep down, I yearn to find you at this moment

tired of looking for love in the lost and found
exhausted from searching for love in all the wrong places

i'm praying to god I hope he hears me know
I am praying to God, hoping that He listens to me now

I wanna have that special feeling all over again
I long to experience that unique feeling once more

where you are good lovers and the best of friends
where we are not only great lovers but also the closest of friends

where you fight each other, and make up in the end
where we have disagreements, but ultimately reconcile

and you'll ride or die to, for the girl beside you
and you will remain loyal and devoted to the girl next to you

spend more time with her thant you do with your crew
devote more time to her than you do with your group of friends

so listen up boo i'm still praying for you
so listen, my dear, I am still praying for you

cuz someday you're gonna turn up by my side
because one day, you will appear by my side

and be the girl i wake up with for the rest of my life
and become the woman I wake up next to for the remainder of my lifetime

so untill then I wait untill we finally meet
so until then, I wait until the moment we finally meet

so we can be together for eternity
so we can be united for an infinite amount of time

Yo listen..
Listen up..

no matter what happens..
regardless of the circumstances..

I will always remember you..
I will forever hold you in my memory..

for eternity..
for an eternal duration..