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Years & Years Lyrics

The lyrics of "Without" by Years & Years seem to depict a complicated and perhaps one-sided love relationship. The singer acknowledges that the subject of the song, whom they address as "you," is the first, the champion, and the tall one. These descriptions may convey admiration and a sense of greatness that the person possesses. However, the singer also recognizes that they don't belong to this person, feeling a distance between them. The line "everything falls apart when I try to say" suggests that the singer struggles to express their feelings to this person, possibly fearing rejection or knowing that their love is unrequited.

In the chorus, the singer acknowledges that this person is enough, they can be loved without the singer's presence. They encourage this person to close their heart, indicating that they will never find the singer there. The lines "Oh, you can hate me now 'Cause I'll be gone, And I'll be with you or without" further emphasize the idea that the singer will leave, and they will always be with this person in some way, whether it be physically or emotionally.

The second verse continues to explore the complexities of the relationship. The singer suggests that the person can count wrongs and make things worse, possibly alluding to their flaws or their ability to cause harm. However, the line "How could I have known you're a universe" adds a layer of appreciation and awe, recognizing the person's vastness and complexity. The singer mentions following the marks this person has left and feeling the undertow, indicating that they are influenced and affected by the person's actions and presence. The phrase "so hard to hold" suggests that it is challenging to maintain a connection with this person.

The bridge of the song introduces a sense of vulnerability. The line "you keep shivering into the night, I can let you hold me" suggests that this person seeks comfort and warmth from the singer, and the singer is willing to let them embrace their presence. The line "And tell each other that we might survive if we keep it going oh" implies a glimmer of hope in continuing the relationship, despite its challenges.

Overall, "Without" showcases the complexity, distance, and conflicting emotions within a love relationship. It portrays a sense of longing, acceptance, and the realization that sometimes love does not require physical presence to exist.