Delusion
YvngHomieRyan Lyrics


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I tried
To find
A reason you would lie
I'll try
To hide
The rage that's kept inside my mind
You're stuck inside my mind
Inside my mind
I'm hoping to find
A world where you're mine
Let's stargaze tonight
And then we'll be fine
It's a sign
You're meant to be mine
I tried
To find
A reason you would lie
I'll try
To hide
The rage that's kept inside my mind
You're stuck inside my mind
Inside my mind
I'm fixing up the pieces of my mind
I've seen better days
I need to hold on until i find
Someone left for me
I thought that i found the one that's right
Well i was wrong again
She took my heart and took my mind
And i called her my friend
I tried
To find
A reason you would lie
I'll try
To hide
The rage that's kept inside my mind




You're stuck inside my mind
Inside my mind

Overall Meaning

In "Delusion" by YvngHomieRyan, the lyrics express the artist's struggle to come to terms with a situation where someone he trusted has lied to him. The first verse begins with the artist acknowledging his attempts to understand why this person would deceive him. He expresses his frustration and disappointment, but also his desire to keep his anger hidden inside. The refrain emphasizes how this person has become ingrained in his thoughts, continuously occupying his mind.


The lyrics then transition into a chorus where the artist yearns for a different reality, where this person he trusted is actually his romantic partner. The imagery of stargazing suggests a peaceful and intimate moment, implying that this is what he desires to have with them in order to resolve the conflict. He sees it as a sign that they are destined to be together, despite the current deception.


The second verse delves into the artist's emotional state following the betrayal. He describes himself as trying to piece together his broken mind, indicating that the lies have deeply impacted him. He reflects on the fact that he has experienced better days and now feels the need to hold on until he finds someone who truly cares about him. He admits to being mistaken in thinking that the person who deceived him was the right one for him, and laments the loss of not only his heart but also his friendship with this person.


The refrain repeats again to emphasize the ongoing internal battle the artist faces, trying to understand why this person would lie while struggling to contain his rage. The closing line underscores how deeply this person's presence remains inside his mind, indicating that the emotional wounds inflicted by their actions are still fresh and unresolved. Overall, "Delusion" illuminates the artist's journey through disappointment, self-reflection, and the search for genuine connection amidst deceit.


Line by Line Meaning

I tried
I made an effort


To find
To discover


A reason you would lie
An explanation for why you would deceive


I'll try
I will attempt


To hide
To conceal


The rage that's kept inside my mind
The anger that I've been harboring internally


You're stuck inside my mind
Your presence is constantly on my thoughts


Inside my mind
Within the confines of my thoughts


I'm hoping to find
I have a wish or desire to discover


A world where you're mine
An alternate reality where you belong to me


Let's stargaze tonight
We should observe the stars together this evening


And then we'll be fine
At that point, everything will be okay


It's a sign
It serves as an indication


You're meant to be mine
You are destined to be mine


I'm fixing up the pieces of my mind
I am repairing the fragments of my thoughts


I've seen better days
I have experienced more positive moments in the past


I need to hold on until I find
I must persevere until I discover


Someone left for me
Someone who is meant to be with me


I thought that I found the one that's right
I believed that I had discovered the ideal partner


Well I was wrong again
Unfortunately, my assumption was incorrect once again


She took my heart and took my mind
She captured my emotions and thoughts


And I called her my friend
I considered her to be my companion




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Ryan Hernandez

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