Head
N Lyrics

A lot of talent a chemical imbalance and MDMA (MDMA)
I have a lot of natural talent, but I also have a chemical imbalance and use MDMA.

I can't reroute it so people they hear bout it and ten to turn away (tend to turn away)
I can't control my issues and when people find out about them, they tend to avoid me.

Kinetic you bet it's somethin' movin' your head its prophetic
My music is powerful and thought-provoking.

So get it embedded let it control your bodily
Let my music take over and affect you physically.

Close to lettuce my head is far from synthetic
I may seem calm, but my mind is far from fake or artificial.

You credit this vet is poetic that is merely a part of me
People know me for my poetic lyrics, but that is only one aspect of who I am.

The other part it be wicked similar to psychotic
I have another side to me that can be dangerous and unstable, similar to psychosis.

We kick it we frolic sickness neurotic fought at the God in me
I struggle with my own demons and it affects my relationships.

Mixed with erotic on top of Hennessy and hypnotic
I mix my personal issues with alcohol and drugs, which can lead to risky behavior.

You got it a solid super savage knowing no of comradery [x8]
I am tough and independent, and don't rely on anyone else.

Don't won kill ya (somethin' in my head)
I can't control the thoughts in my head that make me want to harm others.

Is makin' me done deal ya (somethin' in my head)
These same thoughts make me want to harm you.

Is making the gun fill ya (somethin' in my head)
I have violent thoughts that make me want to use a gun to harm others.

Is makin' me won drill ya can we get familiar [x12]
My violent thoughts are so strong that it feels like they will inevitably lead to me harming you.

Check, always fantasizing on getting' sex
I often think about sex.

Wettin' that and settin' Tech up on you carressin' breast
I become aroused thinking about touching a woman's breasts.

Sweatin' that you'd get me vexed and not get your second breath
If you were to frustrate me, it would make me angry to the point of harming you.

Stressed you would've been left where you was beaconed at we neck and neck [x16]
If you upset me, you would be in danger of physical harm, and we would be in a violent confrontation.

Everyone want go heaven, (yeah dem want go heaven)
Many people want to go to heaven.

But nobody want dead
But nobody wants to die to get there.

The place where I have no relaxation, is in my head
My own thoughts and emotions are causing me constant stress and anxiety.

Liberate me Lord devastation, is in my head
I need divine intervention to be released from my own destructive thoughts and emotions.

I keep that one that'll heat ya
I have a weapon that can cause serious harm.

So you better like run better seat ya
You should be afraid of me and try to get away from me if you can.

Might get found under the bleachers no one'll reach ya come to the creature
If you cross me, you'll be in danger of physical harm and no one will come to help you.

Cause in my head is a hole, dark and deep and it grows
My mental state is deteriorating and becoming worse over time.

Actually capital G-O-D have mercy on my soul
I am pleading to God to show me mercy and compassion for my own internal struggles.

I'm sick as I wanna be
I am deeply disturbed and dysfunctional in the way I think and act.

Get the hell up from front of me
If you are blocking my way or provoking me, you should leave immediately.

When I spit at everybody yeah they gonna be
When I become angry or upset, everyone around me can feel it and will be affected.

Feeling this 4 eternity
The negative effects of being around me will last a long time.

Boss many thoughts pretty lost but I cost plenty sauce
I have many thoughts but often feel lost, but I still command respect and have confidence in myself.

Soft killa crossed me tossed put 'em off in the moss [x8]
If someone crosses me, they will face serious consequences, maybe even death.

Respect my mind everyone (somethin' in my head)
I demand that everyone respects my thoughts and emotions, even though they are often disturbing.

Says if he disrespect N9NE then he done (somethin' in my head)
If someone disrespects me, they will face severe consequences.

Wishes I could put the 9 on his tongue, (somethin' in my head)
I wish I could shoot someone who disrespects me.

Says ignoramus you too famous for that to be done son
Others tell me that I am too successful and famous to resort to violence, but I still have these thoughts.

Stuck cause I can't trust his bluff must clutch bust (hush hold up enough)
I am suspicious of someone else's intentions and feel like I need to fight back to protect myself.

WUSA GOOSE FRABA makes you holla sometimes you gotta do what you gotta
Sometimes you have to resort to violence to protect yourself, and it can be satisfying.

Some people joke and say me loco
Some people think I am crazy or mentally unstable.

Throw evil quotes but yo they don't know
Others may criticize or judge me from a distance, but they don't understand my internal struggles.

Doctor don't know, so he won't go
Even medical professionals can't fully understand or treat my mental health issues.

In my head it's like I said I mean I'm oh so
My internal struggles are significant and affect every aspect of my being.

Full of decay and MDMA
I am struggling with mental and emotional decay, and using drugs to cope.

Sin we in way deep off in the end like many men say
We are deeply involved in sin and heading towards our own destruction, like many others.

Slaughter you pay, he told me that you gotta today
I have a voice in my head that tells me I need to harm others, and it will come at a cost.

Allah hu A.K.B.A.R. with a Auda Dufe'
A violent reference to jihadist acts or suicide bombings.

In my head am I brain dead am I? Will I
I am questioning my own sanity and whether my thoughts are healthy or not.

Shed a cry when they red N9na you might
Others may be afraid of me and feel like crying when they hear my name.

Red N9na but never dead N9na, but if
I may cause harm to others, but I am still alive and will continue to live on.

You bled N9na then you's a dead nigga!
If you cross me, I may harm you to the point of death.

Yo, I feel it you feel it can we heal it
I am struggling internally, and hope that we can all find a way to heal.

The devil's encephal we rebels get it level no matter what it becomes
We are all fighting internal demons, but we will continue to push forward and try to make it through.

With the heavy metal impatiently wait with a shovel
If someone else wants to fight me, I am ready with my weapon and prepared to bury them.

For the wetos who hate the negros I think I'm losing my Lithium
I feel like I am losing control and becoming more unstable, especially in response to those who hold racist attitudes.

Super savage erratic you don't say such an attic combative you don't say sick his status so there's no Beyonces there's no hope for Dontez
I am fiercely aggressive and violent, and there is no hope for those who cross me.