@ my worst
blackbear Lyrics
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This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Yeah
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me
I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm prayin' to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
In "@ my worst," Blackbear wanders through his flaws and insecurities, addressing the contradictions within the nature of his relationship. Blackbear acknowledges his shortcomings in that he is not emotionally available and could be reckless as he drives around high. He realizes that maybe he's been the best mistake his partner has ever made, and it sounds beautiful when they say his name. In the chorus, he asks if his partner could love him, even when he's at his very worst.
Blackbear is praying to a god he doesn't believe in and hiding his scars. He recognizes that the more he hides them, the easier it is for him to bleed. He's often stuck in the past, a place that harbors his worst memories, yet he's not ready for his partner to forget him. He's fully aware that he could be the worst thing to happen to his partner, stabbing them in the back after telling them they're beautiful. He acknowledges that his partner prays that he's the one they want, but admits he might be a curse. Blackbear concludes the track by repeating the chorus, asking if his partner could love him, even at his worst.
Line by Line Meaning
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
I feel like I have reached the end of my journey and I can't go any further.
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I pretend to be emotionally available when I really am not.
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm driving while under the influence which is extremely dangerous.
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I'm not ready for a serious relationship.
Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
I know I'm not perfect, but being with me has been the best mistake you ever made.
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
It feels amazing when you say my name with love and affection.
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
I'm looking for help from a higher power even though I don't believe in God.
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
The more I try to conceal my emotional scars, the more they hurt me.
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
I might be the worst partner you ever had.
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
I might compliment you and then harm you behind your back.
You're praying I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
You're hoping I'm the one for you, but maybe I am actually bad luck.
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Your attempts to help me might be making things worse.
Could you love me at my worst?
Would you be able to love me even when I'm at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Can you still love me even though it can be extremely painful at times?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Would you be able to love me despite my flaws?
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak
I don't want to talk to anyone, please don't call or disturb me.
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm struggling with my inner demons and don't trust anyone, not even the people who seem good.
I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I keep dwelling on my past mistakes and I've become someone you'd rather forget.
I'm not ready for you to forget me
I want you to remember me even though I've hurt you in the past.
I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
I'm aware that you might regret being with me, but it was still the best mistake you ever made.
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
I opened up to you and let you see my emotional scars that I usually keep hidden from others.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Andrew Maxwell Goldstein, Matthew Tyler Musto
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@ryanhwangmusic
Lyrics:
this is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me playin pretend that i'm available emotionally
im off a benz, goin around bends
could be the death of me
i'm not ready, i'm not ready
maybe i'm the best mistake you ever made
it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe
the more i hide my scars, the easier i bleed
but maybe i'm the worst, the worst you ever had
tell you, you're beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re praying i’m the one, but maybe im a curse
the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst?
could you love me even though, that it hurts?
could you love me?
could you love me at my worst?
yeah, don't try to call, do not disturb
i do not want to speak
this is the end
demons are friends, angels are enemies
i'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
i'm not ready, for you to forget me
maybe i'm the best mistake you ever made
it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name im praying to a god, a god i don’t believe
i showed you all my scars that i let nobody see
but maybe i'm the worst, the worst you ever had
tell you, you're beautiful, then stab you in the back you’re prayin i the one, but maybe im a curse
the more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse could you love me at my worst, could you love me even though, that it hurts?
could you love?
could you love me at my worst?
this is the end, this is the end this is the end of me
@DanielDarkss
[Intro]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you еver had
Tell you you're bеautiful then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Interlude]
Yeah (Yeah)
[Verse 2]
Don't try to call
Do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me
[Pre-Chorus]
I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Bridge]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me (Me, me)
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst? (Worst)
[Outro]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
(edit: sorry guys, I didn't calculate the lyrics correctly but it's corrected, thanks for your likes) love yall <3
@user-jt2ry4jm4i
Let's be honest King bleackbear never disappointed us
@ingridluhyma5790
neveeer
@sleepyhead0007
So true
@ryanhwangmusic
Bro I love bleackbear
@GoneXX2
Well he got some misses now don't get it wrong and "king" that's a stretch
@urmom2873
on goddd
@dustinkalmeijer7313
Guys blackbear is the one that never fucking misses
@goodbae5596
W
@osogambiit3991
https://youtu.be/ZnMPDEVHyzQ 😈🥵
@sueannglissendorf7005
@@goodbae5596 qqw1f know