Established in 1985 Bluekilla have played more than 400 concerts in 11 Euro… Read Full Bio ↴Established in 1985 Bluekilla have played more than 400 concerts in 11 European countries plus Australia. The sound of Bluekilla is described basically as classical two-tone ska with some old style ska and reggae dancehall influences. An essential cornerstone in the history of the band was a small tour to war troubled Yugoslavia (now Serbia) in 1997. They were the first non-Yugoslavian skaband to play gigs in Zrenjanin, Belgrade and Novi Sad.
The band has released 5 longplay CDs, 1 longplay cassette, 1 extended play CD, 1 vinyl extended play single and is represented on numerous compilations all over the world.
The new 2011 CD "Never was a Ska band" features guest appearances by Desorden Publico's Horacio Blanco (Venezuela), King Django (USA) from Stubborn Records, Gary "The Skaman" Rosch (Melbourne) from Menage a Ska and Prince Flo from Munich based Steamy Dumplings.

Desperate
bluekilla Lyrics

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darling you know i love you
and you know my love for you is true

but you treated me so wrong
i cannot deal with this situation coming along
i still love you, that's honest i do

don't, oh baby don't you leave me

don't you leave me now this would be my end

but you treated me so wrong
i cannot deal with this situation coming along
i still love you, that's honest i do
and now i'm singin' this desperate song for you

when i think back the story from the very start
i had a lot to give and i gave from my heart
i thought it was love but you just played an evil card

when i think back the story from the very start
i know this is the end

Overall Meaning

In "Desperate," Bluekilla expresses his desperation for his significant other to stay with him despite the mistreatment he has been subjected to. He starts by reaffirming his love for this person, stating that it is true and that they know it. However, he cannot bear to deal with the situation at hand any longer, as he has been treated poorly. Despite this mistreatment, he still loves them and begs them not to leave him, as it would be the end for him.

Later in the song, Bluekilla reflects on the beginning of their relationship where he believed that he had a lot to give and gave it all from the heart, but in reality, his significant other had played an "evil card" and had not reciprocated his love. In the end, he acknowledges that this is the end of their relationship.

This song shows the desperation and heartache of someone who loves someone else despite their mistreatment. Bluekilla's delivery paints a picture of a person who is struggling to come to terms with their emotions, but is also crying for help, begging this person not to leave them.

Line by Line Meaning

darling you know i love you
I deeply care for you, my beloved

and you know my love for you is true
My affection for you is genuine and sincere

but you treated me so wrong
Your actions towards me were unjust and hurtful

i cannot deal with this situation coming along
I am struggling to cope with this difficult circumstance

i still love you, that's honest i do
Despite everything, I still have strong feelings for you

don't, oh baby don't you leave me
Please do not abandon me, my love

don't you leave me now this would be my end
If you were to leave, it would feel like the end of the world for me

and now i'm singin' this desperate song for you
My emotions are so overwhelming that I had to express them through this song

when i think back the story from the very start
Reflecting on our past together

i had a lot to give and i gave from my heart
I put a lot of effort and sincerity into our relationship

i thought it was love but you just played an evil card
I believed our relationship was built on love, but you had different intentions