Hotel
cheyenne died Lyrics
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(I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel)
She wanna know
If I'm doing alright
I say
I'm doing just fine
I'm doing a line
See in my soul
When you look in my eyes
I'm fucking
Losing my mind
I knew the whole time
Anyway
That's my fault
Ion give a fuck about anything
Fuck about anything
Missed your calls
I was getting head backstage I wasn't listening
Cause I've been off the
shits too long
That bitch broke my heart and she burned up our history
Burning the memories
Pictures of you and me
I gave you love and
You cursed me with misery
(I swear I'll fuck off even alone now)
(I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel)
I swear I'll fuck off even alone now
I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel
Get fucked up when I dream of you
You'll see my face on the god damn news
Real shame that I saw right through
You don't care bout me
I could give a fuck bout you
Doing cocaine in the coup
No shame in the way that I play with my food, yeah
Propane out the roof
With the top down getting top now on the loop
That's my fault
Ion give a fuck about anything
Fuck about anything
That's my fault
Ion give a fuck about anything
Fuck about anything
That's my fault
Ion give a fuck about anything
Fuck about anything
The lyrics to Cheyenne Died's song "Hotel" delve into themes of personal struggle, self-destruction, and heartbreak. The opening lines, "I swear I'll fuck off even alone now, I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel," indicate a sense of isolation and a desire to remove oneself from certain situations or relationships. The singer seems determined to move forward alone, suggesting a desire for independence and a willingness to distance themselves from negative influences.
The chorus reflects a conversation between the singer and someone who is concerned about their well-being. The singer reassures them that they are "doing just fine" while internally battling their own inner demons. The mention of doing a line to escape represents a coping mechanism to numb their pain or find temporary relief from their struggles.
The next verse reveals a sense of desperation and internal turmoil. The singer admits that they are losing their mind, possibly due to the toxic nature of a failed relationship. They reflect on the aftermath of the breakup, acknowledging that their own faults may have contributed to it. The mention of burning memories and pictures highlights the desire to erase the painful reminders of the past, while also expressing the bitterness they feel towards their ex-lover.
The repetition of "That's my fault, Ion give a fuck about anything" throughout the song emphasizes a sense of apathy and a lack of concern for anything or anyone. The singer has reached a point where they no longer care about the consequences of their actions or the opinions of others. This can be interpreted as a defense mechanism to shield themselves from further pain or disappointment.
Overall, "Hotel" explores the themes of isolation, self-destructive behavior, and the aftermath of a toxic relationship. It showcases the singer's struggle to find solace and their determination to move forward on their own terms.
Line by Line Meaning
(I swear I'll fuck off even alone now)
(I promise I'm leaving by myself in the hotel)
(I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel)
(I assure you, I'm no longer present, alone in the hotel)
She wanna know
She desires to understand
If I'm doing alright
If I'm emotionally stable
I say
I respond
I'm doing just fine
I'm managing reasonably well
I'm doing a line
I'm consuming cocaine
To escape
In order to elude reality
See in my soul
Observe deep within me
When you look in my eyes
When you gaze into my eyes
I'm fucking
I am intensely
Losing my mind
Becoming mentally unstable
I knew the whole time
I was fully aware throughout
Anyway
Regardless
That's my fault
I take responsibility for that
Ion give a fuck about anything
I don't care about anything
Missed your calls
I didn't answer your phone calls
I was getting head backstage I wasn't listening
I was receiving oral sex backstage and not paying attention
Cause I've been off the shits too long
Because I have been indulging in drugs excessively for too much time
That bitch broke my heart and she burned up our history
That woman shattered my emotional well-being and destroyed our shared past
Burning the memories
Destroying the recollections
Pictures of you and me
Photographs depicting our relationship
I gave you love and
I offered you affection and
You cursed me with misery
You afflicted me with suffering
I swear I'll fuck off even alone now
I promise I will leave, even if I have to be alone
I promise I'm gone by myself in the hotel
I assure you, I have departed, by myself, to the hotel
Get fucked up when I dream of you
I become emotionally disturbed when I dream of you
You'll see my face on the god damn news
You will witness my appearance on the damn news
Real shame that I saw right through
I feel genuine regret for realizing the truth
You don't care bout me
You do not have concern for me
I could give a fuck bout you
I have no interest in you
Doing cocaine in the coup
Consuming cocaine in the car
No shame in the way that I play with my food, yeah
I feel no remorse for the manner in which I manipulate others for my own amusement
Propane out the roof
Releasing propane from the roof
With the top down getting top now on the loop
With the car roof open, receiving oral sex while driving in circles
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Cheyenne Schuchardt
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@merlinho0t
This scene always looked so visually stunning, it’s a shame this season was just so messy because it genuinely had some amazing parts. I feel that’s the case with most seasons of AHS, they usually have a few really amazing scenes and amazing cinematography and then it just kinda derails towards the end.
@pinkbeatle2012
First half I was like this is gonna be the best season then it took a massive nosedive.
@jasondemayo6414
Myrtle must really like being on the other end of it for once
@Project32HMT32
jason demayo LMAO YESS
@AnthonyJohnson-rd1rd
You think Michael is going to win
@davidtellobenites7574
@Anthony Johnson no he isn't going to
@Kristopher2022
David Tello Benites I do believe he will win
@christianmaximoff3035
I was the first to say that
@rebekahjackson5996
The difference from Cordelia having to sentence Myrtle... (Sadness) to sentencing them!! (Disgust) Is absolute!!! Love it❤❤
@c05me90
Yes! The sadness for Myrtle was because her was a maternal figure for Cordelia,and in that scene, Cordelia's disgust is cleary because of the conspiracy and treason against the witches,this is one of best scenes from Apocalypse