Not Me
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The lyrics of this song 'Not Me' by Crimes of the Conspiracy express a fear of success and a reluctance to become good at anything because of the high-risk of an early death. The artist acknowledges the passing of iconic figures such as Kurt Cobain and James Dean, who died prematurely and is hesitant to follow in their footsteps. The artist admits that they have too much to accomplish and too many important things to do in their life. They refuse to let themselves become another tragic figure, choosing instead to focus on their future and plan ahead.
The artist seems to be struggling with the idea of being talented or successful, fearing the possibility of dying too soon like so many other successful individuals before them. They are specifically concerned with not becoming like Kurt Cobain or James Dean, who became legends in their respective fields but died young. They feel that they have a lot more to do and various important responsibilities to fulfill. The artist does not wish to join the ranks of those who die early because of their success or talents.
This song is a reflection of the immense pressure that talented and successful individuals face. It demonstrates the fear and anxiety that can be associated with being successful and famous, where the cost of success can be life itself. The artist is hesitant to take risks in his/her life in order to not jeopardize their future.
Line by Line Meaning
Don't wanna be good at anything. cause all the good ones die before their time.
I don't want to excel at anything because it seems like all the talented people die young.
Don't want the wealth. don't want the fame. don't wanna be good at anything. don't wanna be good at anything.
I don't desire riches, or the attention that comes with success. In fact, I don't want to be exceptional at anything at all.
too much to do. too many important things in my life.
My life is too full of important tasks to focus on achieving greatness.
not gonna be. not gonna be another Cobain or a Dean. not gonna die young. not gonna die young. yeah, not me.
I refuse to become another celebrity casualty like Kurt Cobain or James Dean. I will not die young; that's not my fate.
got my future planned. gotta look ahead. got it great, yeah, so great. don't wanna be dead.
I have a bright future ahead of me, and I need to concentrate on what's coming next. My life is wonderful, and I don't want to take unnecessary risks that could put it in jeopardy.
(i'd) be misunderstood. things left unsaid. got it great, yeah, so great. don't wanna be dead.
If I were to become famous, my message would likely be distorted or misconstrued. I have important thoughts that I want to express, but I'd hate to leave those thoughts unfinished. Life is beautiful, and I have no interest in cutting it short.
Don't wanna be good at anything. cause all the good ones die before their time. too much to do. too many important things in my life.
Repeating the chorus, I reiterate the fact that I'm hesitant to excel at anything, and my life is too full of crucial tasks to risk it for the sake of glory.
not gonna be. not gonna be another Cobain or a Dean. not gonna die young. not gonna die young. yeah, not me.
The song ends on a defiant note; I reject the idea that I'm doomed to die young like other talented artists. My story is mine to control, and I won't make the same mistakes that others have made.
Contributed by Julia P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@supernice_auto
The key is that itās not just one email, but two. You can look at the email yourself for details and for the sake of brevity Iāll let you do that yourself, but the gist is that someone finds a handkerchief, thinks it might be podestas but isnāt sure and also canāt get ahold of him to return it, so they contact someone they know who also knows him and may or may know about the handkerchief. They describe the handkerchief to this person as āblack w/ white.ā
That person then takes that information and communicates to podesta (Iām paraphrasing here), āhey, these people found a handkerchief, sounds like it has a map and seems pizza related. Is it yours?ā
Lots to go through here. It takes a while, but eventually you must conclude this is code; the English language, or any language really, doesnāt work this way. You donāt hear a person say āhey man I found this black and white thingā and then turn around and say āhey this dude found a pizza related thing that sounds like it could be a map or somethingā unless black and white and pizza and map mean something different to you than they mean to other people. Thatās the definition of a code language.
Sure, maybe itās literally a black and white handkerchief with a picture thatās a map and also maybe looks like pizza or something. Ok fine. If thatās true, then the middle man in this situation knows about THIS ONE SPECIFIC HANDKERCHIEF. If thatās the case, why doesnāt he know for sure that itās johns? And also why isnāt he SURE the handkerchief has a map on it and is pizza related, rather than wondering out loud (in writing actually) if it is or not? Iāll let you ponder that on your own for a while and you should: I did, for days.
So thatās part 1. Itās objective. You accept that these are real emails, and they are. No one denies it. Then you go through the logic of trying to prove to yourself that these arent code words, and you canāt do it. Rather, the opposite happens; you prove to yourself that they truly are speaking in code.
Part 2 and 3 get dicey and are no less taxing mentally than part one, but here it goes. The next step is to determine what the code words mean. They could mean anything really. But who speaks in code unless they are hiding something? And who feels they need to hide something in a private email? It just so happens that āwhite, black, and pizza,ā are all in the same category of code words. They all describe sexual preferences within the context of sex trafficking and pedophilia. Thereās no denying that sex trafficking is a real and large problem, and thereās obviously a way for people who buy these āproducts,ā and are willing to pay top money for them, to say what they are looking for, specifically. Thatās why thereās a code. Codes change over time and thatās why different sources have different explanations for what each word means in the code. But the documentation that there is a code and it includes these words, is indisputable.
The handkerchief Color code is a separate entity altogether and does not include the term pizza. Itās used by the sadomasochist community, also to communicate specific fetishes or predilections. Thereās some crossover here in the colors used, so itās hard to say how they are used in these emails. But the next part adds some context to the BDSM aspect of all this.
Part 3: āMapā is not a code word at all, but something way worse. Itās a specific entity, itās just that 99.9% or people donāt know what it is because they arent practicing satanists. In short, it is a bodily stain (feces, urine, semen, blood) on a piece of cloth (like what handkerchiefs are Intended for actually), that is collected and saved as a token after satanic ritual sexual abuse has occurred. The āmapā aspect is that, first, the shape of the fluid is random and non uniform, sort of like what a map of an island looks like. So itās a decent term to use just based on the way the thing ends up looking in the end. But second, practitioners of satanic ritual abuse believe that it is literally a āmapā to, or of, the piece of the persons vitality or life force they just stole and weāre able to claim for themselves as a result of sacrificially raping them. You can watch interviews of survivors of this kind of abuse for verification of this. Kim noble would be a good place to start. Sheās a relatively famous artist. Thereās also a lot of documentation on what repeated sexual abuse does to a persons psych; satanists believe that when the victim is weakened psychologically, they in turn are strengthened.
So where are we now? Two, possibly three sets of distinct but specific code or sets of code words, all previously existing with supportive documentation, all pertaining to forms of sexual deviancy, all present in one communication chain. You are left trying to prove that itās coincidence. The mathematical probability is astoundingly low. Iāve never actually attempted to calculate it in earnest. You can decide for yourself what your personal threshold is for no longer being able to suspend your disbelief. Mine is roughly 1/billion.
consider the number of words people have in their vocabulary: itās roughly 10,000. Lets say 1000 of them would work well as code words. And letās lump āwhite and blackā together as one word, since they are both colors and selecting two colors randomly isnāt the same thing as selecting 2 of any possible words randomly.
If this is your math (Iām erring on the side of conservative estimates I believe) then thereās about a 1/1000 chance these people picked āblack and whiteā as code words for their own personal secret language that just happened to also be the words sadomasochists use to describe their ātastes.ā you have to do that same exercise, separately and independently, for the word āmapā and also the word āpizza.ā Thatās 1/1000 x 1/1000 x 1/1000. So we are already at 1/billion chance these code words were picked randomly and have no bearing or meaning concerning any form of sexual deviancy.
At this point I assume Iām misjudging things somewhere and downgrade my estimate to idk maybe 1/50. But then I have to multiply it again by the chances that John podesta has art work in his office depicting canabalism (connected to satanism) randomly, and itās not connected. And that his brother collects art work depicting child abuse and hangs it in his home for everyone to see, randomly, and itās not connected. That podesta associates himself with Maria abramovich, randomly, who is known for her work reinacting Satanic rituals as an art form. And that she was joking and /or lying when she said during here AMA that she does these rituals in private and then itās not art anymore, itās āspiritual.ā And that when she invited podesta over for dinner she was joking then also about what kind of dinner it was and what theyād be doing. And itās not connected. I could go on, but you get the idea.
@eugenevaticinator4540
The guards were sleeping?
Yeah that only happens in video games.
Prison guards work shift for a reason
@amirarochester7112
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@crackthecan3970
Nevermind his hulk sized roommate
@J.Indo3222
I mean where is the real outrage? We just gonna sit back like parents seeing trough the clear lies of a child? We as people are taking yet again a huge L.
@crackthecan3970
J. R. Thats why coronavirus came out
@J.Indo3222
@Crack The can Good point. Didn't think that far. I forgot we are dealing with large groups of elites that try to protect their status at all costs. Epstein was that gateway. Dammit :(
@juliusochoa3932
Remember kids, being called a conspiracy theorist in 2021 is them admitting that you're right
@spotlightspanther
Exactly something fishy about this whole thing .
@DBoyJR187
Conspiracy theorists are laughed at because theyre nutcases in the eyes of fools who dont question things and blindly believe what they are told. Atleast the conspiracy theorist is more likely to do research and question things that dont make sense.
@canelaramirez4041
@DBoyJR187 so true!!