Check Me Out
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Как Кобе в окружении врагов, без опоры
Мечты о безграничных просторах, сменила аксиома
Что родилась в коридорах раздора
Когда атакован, тебя сломает вера в подмогу
Буду тронут если кто-то поведёт хотя бы бровью или соизволит подавиться попкорном,
До того как буду оконтован.
Я не нуждаюсь в одобрении вашей конторы
Ведь вы не в курсе что за тропы повидали мои ноги,
Загляни под кожу, потом снова подведи итоги.
Тут кто на что подкован,
Рэп игра полигон, либо ты, либо тебя - закон
Всё нутро в альбом, микрофон в ладонь
Soundcheck, (yo) и репутация на кон.
Столько лет в стол писать и не стрельнуть,
Как ещё не сдох запал, чё за бездарь?
Нахуй флоу твой, и туда же тексты
Успех не в этом, тут примеров бездна
Пройден тест и провален с треском
Ты тупой, пиздец, а не упорный с детства
Твой крест: остаться здесь, в тупике, под навесом лженадежд, зато дерзко.
Я покажу вам топ чтеца,
И что творчество моё на месте не топчется,
А точется вопреки вашим пророчествам
Ведь мне на них как было, так и до сих пор чихать
Нутро будто постройка - отчина,
В ней учения что святы как отче наш,
Музло - побочный стафф
И мне не в падлу из низов читать для доли общества
В падлу опозорить отчество.
Зал битком забит, но никто не в курсе чё за тип стоит в центре своих первых софитов,
Они ждали что дно будет пробито,
Но первый куплет вердикт
А второй безвозвратно отобрал голоса фаворитов.
Теперь моя планка растёт
Возвращая хип-хоп
Ваш тривиальный подход
Мой тривиальный исход
Простой ответ на вопрос
Как из года в год Я возвращаюсь на пост?
Мой репрезент это - рэп-презент ,
Boom bap резидент, лицо на under стенд
Сам себе ментор и свой же эксперимент,
Наступаю на тренды как на экскремент.
Гендерный бред, фен, вес котлет и бренд
Всё это в трэк ""Hip-hop is dead"",
Но не теряя надежды рифмы и панчи в блендер
Зови меня ""Палач new school Бойз бенда""
The lyrics in D.S.D.'s song "Check Me Out" convey a sense of confidence and independence, as well as a rejection of societal validation. The opening lines, "One in the field, but damn, wanna bet that I'm no warrior / Like Kobe surrounded by enemies, without a support," compare the singer to an underdog, but one with the strength and determination to fight for themselves regardless of the odds against them. They also reject the notion that success is only achieved through recognition from others, as seen in the lines, "I don't need the approval of your company / Like heroes don't need badges / Because you don't know the paths my feet have walked / Look under my skin, then draw your conclusions again."
The lyrics also touch on the pressure to succeed and stand out in the hip-hop industry, with lines like "So many years spent writing without hitting the target / Why is the fire not dying out, what a talentless idiot?" Here, the singer acknowledges the struggle to "make it" and the self-doubt that can come with that, but ultimately asserts their own worth and talent. The final lines, "Call me 'Executioner of the new school Boys Band,'" suggest a sense of pride and confidence in their own unique identity and style.
Line by Line Meaning
Один в поле, но чёрт, по-спорь что Я не воин
I may be alone, but don't even try to doubt that I'm a warrior
Как Кобе в окружении врагов, без опоры
Like Kobe surrounded by enemies, with no support
Мечты о безграничных просторах, сменила аксиома
Dreams of boundless expanse were replaced by a new certainty
Что родилась в коридорах раздора
Born in the corridors of discord
Когда атакован, тебя сломает вера в подмогу
When attacked, your faith in support will break you
Буду тронут если кто-то поведёт хотя бы бровью или соизволит подавиться попкорном,
I'll be moved if someone even raises an eyebrow or chokes on their popcorn
До того как буду оконтован.
Before I'm pinned down
Я не нуждаюсь в одобрении вашей конторы
I don't need your company's approval
Как герои не нуждаются в погонах
Like heroes don't need ranks
Ведь вы не в курсе что за тропы повидали мои ноги,
You're not aware of the paths my feet have traveled
Загляни под кожу, потом снова подведи итоги.
Look beneath the skin, then draw your conclusions again.
Тут кто на что подкован,
Here everyone's got his own forte,
Рэп игра полигон, либо ты, либо тебя - закон
Rap is like the game, either you win or you lose, it's the law
Всё нутро в альбом, микрофон в ладонь
All the guts into the album, mic in hand
Soundcheck, (yo) и репутация на кон.
Soundcheck, (yo) and reputation on the line.
Столько лет в стол писать и не стрельнуть,
So many years writing at the desk and not shooting,
Как ещё не сдох запал, чё за бездарь?
How come I haven't lost my desire yet, am I so untalented?
Нахуй флоу твой, и туда же тексты
Screw your flow, and your lyrics as well
Успех не в этом, тут примеров бездна
Success is not here, there are countless examples
Пройден тест и провален с треском
Passed the test, but failed miserably
Ты тупой, пиздец, а не упорный с детства
You're stupid as hell, not determined since childhood
Твой крест: остаться здесь, в тупике, под навесом лженадежд, зато дерзко.
Your fate: to stay here, in a dead end, under the false hope, but boldly at that.
Я покажу вам топ чтеца,
I will show you the top rapper,
И что творчество моё на месте не топчется,
And that my creativity does not stand still,
А точется вопреки вашим пророчествам
But sharpens despite your prophecies
Ведь мне на них как было, так и до сих пор чихать
Because I didn't care about them then, and still don't
Нутро будто постройка - отчина,
The inner construction is like a foundation,
В ней учения что святы как отче наш,
Teachings that are as sacred as the Lord's prayer,
Музло - побочный стафф
Music is just a side effect
И мне не в падлу из низов читать для доли общества
And I'm not ashamed to read from the bottom for a fraction of society
В падлу опозорить отчество.
Ashamed to disgrace my father's name.
Зал битком забит, но никто не в курсе чё за тип стоит в центре своих первых софитов,
The room is packed, but no one knows what kind of guy stands at the center of his first spotlights,
Они ждали что дно будет пробито,
They were waiting for the bottom to be hit,
Но первый куплет вердикт
But the first verse was the verdict
А второй безвозвратно отобрал голоса фаворитов.
And the second one irreversibly took away the voices of the favorites.
Теперь моя планка растёт
Now my bar is rising
Возвращая хип-хоп
Bringing back hip-hop
Ваш тривиальный подход
Your trivial approach
Мой тривиальный исход
My trivial outcome
Простой ответ на вопрос
Simple answer to the question
Как из года в год Я возвращаюсь на пост?
How do I keep coming back to the post year after year?
Мой репрезент это - рэп-презент ,
My representation is a rap-present,
Boom bap резидент, лицо на under стенд
Boom bap resident, a face on the under stage
Сам себе ментор и свой же эксперимент,
My own mentor and experiment
Наступаю на тренды как на экскремент.
I step on trends like they're excrement.
Гендерный бред, фен, вес котлет и бренд
Gender nonsense, a fan, weight of the meatballs and a brand
Всё это в трэк "Hip-hop is dead",
All of this in a track "Hip-hop is dead",
Но не теряя надежды рифмы и панчи в блендер
But not losing hope, rhyme and punchlines in a blender
Зови меня "Палач new school Бойз бенда"
Call me "Executioner of the new school Boyz Band"
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
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@mickehog76
I searched on internet about my ex behavior. Some times the word narcissist came up. I ignored it at first. Searched more and more about her behavior.
Started to read pages and watch videos. But your channel is by far my favorite channel about narcissism.
After watched some of your videos I couldn't ignore it any longer. My ex is a narcissist.
One of my friend know what narcissism is. But he have never date a narcissistic person.
So it's feel great to see a new video from you.
You also look like a very friendly person.
Thanks to you I started to think about the beginning with ex. How she was then, what she said and so on. One thing is she pretended to be jealous. She was afraid I was with someone else. At the same time she was travelling with her "female friend" which was her ex boyfriend.
I could write a book about our relationship.
But thank you again for an amazing channel.
You deserve the best in your life :).
@tim5417
"One thing is she pretended to be jealous. She was afraid I was with someone else. At the same time she was travelling with her "female friend" which was her ex boyfriend."
Interesting account. I see three possibilities here, which are not necessarily mutually exclusive.
1) She could actually have been jealous, since narcissists often are very jealous.
2) She could have been testing you to see how you would react to her jealousy.
3) She could have been projecting, which is a very common trait of narcissists.
And if it was projection, the internal thought process could go something like this:
"I am doing something that would make him jealous" (travelling with an ex boyfriend) and since this an uncomfortable thought/feeling she could reverse it in her head and project it onto you to "he must be doing something that would make me jealous."
Some thoughts from me. Cheers!
@tim5417
Hi, thanks for the stream, I watched in nonlive.
You mentioned one problem with being (and more unhealthy, staying) in victim mode, which is keeping the toxic person attached to us.
There is another problem, as I see it, with prolonged victim mode, and that is the risk of developing what is called a victim mentality. I am very convinced that this is not psychologically benificient for people at all, since I have regretfully seen a couple of persons which I've known do this in other situations, and I have seen the results of it and it is not good.
It is disempowering to the person, and if a person keeps being in the victim mentality, they might lose the insight or belief that there is something they can do about it. And what they really are doing is psychologically giving up their own control of things. Which is quite the opposite of what is needed.
I remember Richard Grannon said in one of his videos that you can basically watch how many videos you want, but be firm in your decision that the objective is to heal, and I took that to heart myself.
Personally, in my own head, I refused to call myself a "victim", and instead I used the word "target", which I also used in comments on youtube.
And I remember another video by another youtuber who talked about the healing process on which I commented that I think a healthy healing process goes something like this:
1. You were victimized/targeted, so you can call yourself a victim or target.
2. You are out of it and healing, and you can call yourself a survivor.
3. You have learned from the experience, which may take quite some time, and then you can call yourself empowered.
And what I mean by this is not primarily how we describe ourselves to others, but, more importantly, how we describe ourselves to ourselves.
Take care!
@mickehog76
A narcissist joke:
"I used to be a narcissist, but now I am perfect! 😂"
@DSD
Nice!
@tim5417
😂
@joanwashington1371
I’m so sorry I missed the live show. I thought it was just Tuesday nights. I want to thank you for your candor and the time you’ve taken to create this show.
@DSD
I do have the recurring Tuesdays but I try to do a show every other Saturday if I can and then sprinkle others in when I have the opportunity. Thank you for your support Joan!
@joanwashington1371
DSD Your channel is helpful because it provides a definition to the insanity. I’ve been viewing for two weeks so far and it really helps to know that I’m not the only person who has experienced this type of behavior. It healing when you can work through this in a rational way.
@DSD
Well thank you for hanging around and giving the channel a try Joan. I try to provide a rational voice that comes from experience because that, in my opinion, really provides the context for these concepts to really make sense. We can hear things from professions and sure their comments are spot on - BUT - sometimes what is lost is HOW can I make it from here to there.
@joanwashington1371
DSD I’ll tune in whenever I can. I was on the road to healing before I discovered your channel but your shows catapulted me into a new understanding of toxic people and their behavior. As I’ve stated before, education is the key to healing and understanding.
@annaadams7102
Just Wow! Your every video is so insightful! Really awesome because the patterns are stunningly the same. I live on the other side of the world. I'm Russian but I live in Yerevan, Armenia. Greetings from here and thank you sooo much!
@mickehog76
Last joke about narcissist:"
Marrying a narcissist is like a 3 ring circus. First there’s the engagement ring. Then there’s the wedding ring. And then the suffe-ring."