Trauma
dedbrat Lyrics

I can't get you off my mind
Thoughts of you consume my mind and I cannot stop thinking about you

Is that alright? Is that alright?
I wonder if it's acceptable to constantly think of you

'Cause you always wanna leave me behind
You consistently show a desire to abandon me and move on

I cannot stop thinking of the past
My mind continuously dwells on past memories

And it makes me wonder if
This leads me to question

We're ever gonna last
If our relationship will endure

But my heart, you stole it, yeah
You have taken possession of my heart

You finessed
You manipulated and tricked me

Wonder if we're just moving way too fast
I contemplate if our relationship is progressing too quickly

You seem to give up on
You appear to relinquish

All of our future plans
All the plans we had for our future together

Do you even think they were
Did you ever consider if they were

Written in the sands
Destined to be temporary and easily swept away

'Cause it seems like it's so easy for
It appears effortless for you

You to make 'em twist and bend
To manipulate and alter those plans

And when you say 'forever' you
When you express commitment for eternity

Just mean until our end
You actually mean until we part ways

Why does love always wanna fuckin' haunt me?
Why does love continuously torment me?

And my life doesn't make it any more easy
My life circumstances do not alleviate the difficulty

I feel like everyone always ends up cheating
I have this belief that everyone ultimately betrays and deceives

How do I know you'll
What assurance do I have that you will

Turn out any differently?
Behave or act in a distinct manner?

I'm so sorry for always overthinking
I apologize for incessantly dwelling on negative thoughts

(Woah, oh)
Untranslatable vocal expression

I wish you didn't give up on reassuring me
I desire for you to not abandon the task of comforting and assuring me

I guess I can't stop second guessing
I realize that I am unable to suppress doubts and uncertainties

Why can't I just trust you
What prevents me from wholeheartedly placing my trust in you

The way you trust me?
Similar to how you have faith and confidence in me?

Could you tell me
Can you provide me with an explanation

Tell me what I'm doin' wrong?
Inform me of the mistakes I am making

Does it feel like your plans
Do you experience a sense that your intentions

Were way too long?
Were excessively lengthy?

I don't know how to get to that
I am uncertain how to reach the desired outcome

I'm so lost would you ever try again if
I am utterly confused, would you consider attempting once more if

You knew the cost?
You were aware of the sacrifices involved?

I get it, I get what you're so mad about
I understand, I comprehend the reason for your anger

But that doesn't mean that you
However, that does not imply that you

Can even change the past
Can actually alter the events that have already occurred

I don't wanna talk if you talk bad
I prefer not to engage in conversation if you speak negatively

, it's like a curse
This situation feels like an inescapable curse

I try to pull myself together piece by piece
I make an effort to gather my emotions and thoughts gradually

But I keep failing, I go back and erase
However, I continuously falter and revert my progress

You can try to accept it or clown me
You have the choice to either acknowledge it or mock and belittle me

It's not easy, you always wanna leave
This is not a simple situation, as you consistently desire to depart