Running Up That Hill
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Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
With you

We were all alone up on that hill when I told you I have no idea what I wanna do
Then you grabbed my hand and told me that it's fine and everything will be okay

I still feel your lips against mine
Told you that i wanna die
Saw the pain you had inside and it made me wanna cry

I don't wanna die alone
Told you that I wanna be with you
Don't you worry girl I love you too

We were there for what feels like a lifetime
I was happy staying by your side

I know that I'm nothing that I wanna be but I'm getting there
You're the one for me
Girl you showed me what it means to live
Sorry that I cannot heal your wounds
I don't wanna see you cry
I don't wanna see you cry

Don't forget you promised you would never leave
Don't forget you promised you would never die on me
You're supposed to live your life with me

How does it feel to completely lose your sense of self?
Your personality, and your irony, to become sencerity
To become the thing you hate most?

We were all alone up on that hill when I told you I have no idea what I wanna do
Then you grabbed my hand and told me that it's fine, and everything will be okay

I still feel your lips against mine
Told you that i wanna die
Saw the pain you had inside and it made me wanna cry

I don't wanna die alone
Told you that I wanna be with you
Don't you worry girl I love you too

We were there for what feels like a lifetime
I was happy staying by your side

I know that I'm nothing that I wanna be but I'm getting there
You're the one for me
Girl you showed me what it means to live
Sorry that I cannot heal your wounds
I don't wanna see you cry
I don't wanna see you cry

Don't forget you promised you would never leave




Don't forget you promised you would never die on me
You're supposed to live your life with me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Running Up That Hill" by Diaries delve into a complex and emotionally intense personal relationship. The song seems to depict a deep connection between two individuals who find solace and understanding in each other's presence. The lyrics suggest a sense of uncertainty and vulnerability as the singer expresses feeling lost and unsure about their future plans. However, the comforting reassurance and support from their partner, symbolized by holding hands on the hill, provide a sense of stability and hope for the future.


The recurring theme of not wanting to die alone and wanting to be with the partner indicates a strong desire for companionship and mutual support in facing life's challenges. The imagery of feeling the partner's lips against theirs and witnessing the pain in their eyes evokes a profound emotional bond and a willingness to share in each other's pain and struggles. There is a sense of empathy and deep emotional connection that transcends words, as the singer is moved to tears by their partner's hidden sorrows.


The lyrics also touch on themes of personal growth and transformation, as the singer acknowledges their own imperfections and aspirations for self-improvement. The partner is portrayed as an inspirational figure who has shown the singer the true meaning of living and has helped them navigate their journey towards self-discovery and fulfillment. Despite the singer's limitations in healing their partner's wounds, there is a strong sense of loyalty, love, and a commitment to stand by each other through thick and thin.


The poignant plea to not forget the promises of never leaving or dying on each other signifies a deep-seated fear of abandonment and a longing for a future together. The repeated assurance that they are meant to live life together conveys a deep emotional investment in the relationship and a yearning for shared experiences and a lasting connection. The song evokes a mix of vulnerability, love, emotional intimacy, and the profound impact a significant relationship can have on shaping one's identity and outlook on life.


Line by Line Meaning

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
With you


We were all alone up on that hill when I told you I have no idea what I wanna do
In a moment of uncertainty, you reassured me that everything will be okay


Then you grabbed my hand and told me that it's fine and everything will be okay
Your comforting touch and words eased my worries


I still feel your lips against mine
The memory of your kiss lingers on my lips


Told you that i wanna die
I confided in you about my struggles and desires


Saw the pain you had inside and it made me wanna cry
Witnessing your pain evoked emotions in me


Don't you worry girl I love you too
I want to assure you of my love and devotion


We were there for what feels like a lifetime
Our connection felt timeless and enduring


I was happy staying by your side
Being with you brought me joy and contentment


I know that I'm nothing that I wanna be but I'm getting there
I acknowledge my imperfections but strive for growth


Don't forget you promised you would never leave
I hold onto the promise of your unwavering presence in my life


You're supposed to live your life with me
Our lives are intricately interconnected




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Alexis Garcia

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