Picnic
i9bonsai Lyrics

You know there was a way to save it
There were possible solutions to fix our relationship

But I don't wanna think about it, think about it much
But I don't want to dwell on those possibilities too much

How long will it take 'til we cave in?
How much longer can we hold on before giving up?

But I don't wanna run, and I don't wanna rush
But I don't want to hastily make decisions or leave

Take my, just take my time
Take my patience

Make lies you knew that, right?
Create false stories, you were aware of that, correct?

Eyesight, it's a bad bad sign
The ability to see clearly is a negative indicator

Know why you can't say you tried
Understand why you can't admit you made an effort

Falling in place, right timing
Falling into the right circumstances and timing

Walk away but I hear the phone chiming
Walk away, but I still hear the phone ringing, reminding me of you

How can you say that you're right then?
How can you claim to be right in that situation?

I can't even see with this lighting
I can't even see clearly in this situation

Take what you want, I've been tryna move on
Take whatever you desire, I have been attempting to move forward

But I feel it nonstop
But I constantly feel the impact

Put it all behind me and put it on lock
Leave everything in the past and secure it tightly

I'll tell you if it works out, maybe or not
I will inform you if it succeeds, maybe or maybe not

I'ma tell you tell you what got
I am going to tell you what caused

Got me to tell you're wrong
Made me realize you were incorrect

Did you hear what I said last song?
Did you hear the message I conveyed in the previous song?

If I take, take another I'll fall
If I choose, select another option, I will stumble

Make my skin crawl
Make me feel uncomfortable

If it doesn't work out don't be running back
If it doesn't succeed, don't come back begging

'Cause I don't wanna deal with any end of that
Because I don't want to handle the aftermath of that

I try to give all what I never had
I attempt to provide everything I never experienced

I told you we've been moving too fast
I informed you that we have been progressing too quickly

Go ahead and leave me in the cold
Go ahead and abandon me in a state of loneliness

I can't even call this home
I can't even consider this place as my home anymore

Say it say it so soon
Express it, express it too early

But it's already set in stone
But it's already predetermined and unchangeable