Lost in Reality
j.m. masi Lyrics

I don't want it
I am not interested in pursuing this anymore

Cause you don't want it
You have also indicated that you are not interested in this

So I don't want it
My lack of interest stems from your lack of interest

And I just wanna be gone
I want to move on from this situation

And you don't want it
You have already expressed disinterest in this situation

Cause I don't want it
My lack of interest has now resulted in your own lack of interest

So you don't want it
Your disinterest now stems from mine

But now I'm getting so lost
Despite wanting to move on, I am finding it difficult to do so

I don't know how to be gone
I am struggling to let go of this situation

When I don't want it
Even though I do not want this situation, I cannot seem to let it go

I wish I knew it before
I wish I had realized the uncertainty of this situation earlier

That both of us were not sure
Neither of us was certain about the situation

But now you're already gone
You have moved on from this before I could

This myth in the mist
This unclear and confusing situation

Breathe out and breathe in
Trying to calm down and stay focused amidst confusion

The sun is rising
A new day is beginning

Right above the green leaves ceiling
The sun is visible above the treetops

Letting nothing into the haze
The fog is blocking out sunlight and visibility

Don't know what day is it today
The confusion and uncertainty of the situation extends to the present day

The sun is craving
The sun is desperately trying to break through the fog

While my heart is crying
Despite the efforts of the sun, I am still feeling emotional and overwhelmed

Humidity evaporates
The humid air is turning to fog

Trapping all the shades in the lane
The fog is blocking visibility and trapping everything in the immediate area

Our love is a mind game that I can't chase
Love is a frustrating, confusing game that I cannot seem to win

Time to run away but then I just stay the same
I want to move on from this situation, but I feel stuck and unable to do so

Everywhere is hard to differentiate
The confusion and uncertainty of the situation extends to everything around me

Try to breakaway but woods are behind always
I am trying to move on from this situation, but it seems to follow me wherever I go

And search for my norm
I am searching for a new sense of normalcy

(I don't know if I can find the way)
(I am uncertain if I will be able to find my way)

Trapping all the shades
Blocking out all visibility

Don't know what day don't know
Still feeling lost and uncertain