Feel My Pain
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She said she hate that she don’t love me but she love me when I put it in
She expressed her conflicted feelings towards me, claiming not to love me, but showing affection when we are intimate.

My dick keep saying you ain’t making sense
My intuition tells me that her words and actions do not align.

They took my Broski just for self defence
My close friend was arrested for defending himself in a dangerous situation.

Sentencing without no sentence
Facing punishment without being given a proper trial or judgment.

I said I’m stressing really stressing bout the way they want us living here
I feel immense anxiety and worry about the oppressive conditions imposed on us.

I’m the goat Alan Shearer tier
I consider myself the greatest, on par with the legendary footballer Alan Shearer.

You wanna goal you know I’m always there
If you need assistance or support in achieving your goals, I will always be there for you.

Man I’m scoring always scoring
I consistently achieve success and victories in various aspects of my life.

Man I swear I miss my auntie
I genuinely feel the absence and longing for my deceased aunt.

Cried when I got my car keys
I became emotional and shed tears of happiness when I acquired my car.

They pray that I flop like Barkley
There are people hoping for my failure, comparing it to the struggles of Barkley, a professional athlete.

Hurting from my arteries
Experiencing deep emotional pain that stems from within me.

If there’s war I’m sliding in
When there is conflict, I am willing to confront and engage in it.

Sliding for my slimes I’m in
I am ready to fight and stand up for my close friends.

Niggas wanna try me like Itoje but I always win
Some individuals attempt to challenge me like Itoje, a rugby player, but I consistently come out victorious.

I’m heartless I don’t have no feelings
I display a lack of empathy and emotions, appearing cold-hearted.

Can’t believe they stopped his breathing
I find it difficult to comprehend that someone took away his life.

Can’t imagine how his mama feels
It is unimaginable the pain his mother must be experiencing.

Pain when she seen his body still
Witnessing her son's lifeless body caused her immense sorrow.

I can’t believe that broskis gone for real
I am in disbelief that my close friend is no longer alive.

Can someone pinch me so I know it’s real
I desire someone to pinch me as a way to confirm the harsh reality.

Ain't no eyes but they see
Even though there are no physical eyes, they still observe and perceive.

Only got one message reply on my knees
Receiving just one response to my messages, I plead and beg for a reply.

Brother saw the jury cried told them please
My brother witnessed the jury and broke down in tears, pleading for mercy.

Then he knew he doing time saw them keys
In that moment, he realized he was going to be imprisoned, recognizing the symbolic keys of his fate.

My brother crossed me fooled me twice I should have knew
My brother betrayed me and deceived me on two occasions, and I should have been aware of his true nature.

I lost my bro so couldn’t afford to lose you too
After losing my close friend, I could not bear the thought of losing you as well.

Was steady grafting but the grind was moving slow
I was consistently working hard, but my progress in life was slow and sluggish.

My brothers pilots taking trips they flying o
My close friends have found success in drug trafficking, making lucrative trips and flying under the radar.

Was never lost I always knew what I’ll become
I never lost sight of my goals and always had a clear vision of what I would achieve.

Her dads not there she couldn’t afford to lose her mum
With her father absent from her life, she cannot bear the thought of losing her mother as well.

Caught with the strap now she the sister and the mum no
She got caught with a gun, and because of that, she has taken on both the roles of a sister and a mother.

Feel the pain that I feel we all so scared
I want others to empathize with the pain I am experiencing, as we are all filled with fear.

They say for a problem to be solved they must be shared
It is believed that sharing problems is necessary for finding solutions.

They say I’m sounding like a church so you feeling it
People claim that my words resemble those spoken in a church, and this resonates with you.

I stay spiritual with my flow but I’m sinning shit
My rap flow contains spiritual elements, but I also express sinful actions and behavior.

They want my heart and my soul for this music shit
Many individuals desire to possess both my passion and dedication for music.

I put my heart and my soul to this music shit
I invest all of my emotions and energy into my music career.

Back then she left me because I’m broke for a silly prick
In the past, she ended our relationship because I had no money, which she considered foolish.

And now she wanna get me back because she see me lit
Now she wants to reconcile because she sees my success and fame.

Now I’m the one
I am now the person in control or dominating the situation.

Not the two
There is no longer a shared role or equal partnership.

But I’m free
Despite the changes, I feel liberated and unrestricted.

Like I’m Meek
Similar to Meek Mill, I have overcome struggles and obstacles.

Got a mink
I own a luxurious fur coat, symbolizing my wealth and status.

And it’s pink
The fur coat is specifically pink in color, making it stand out.

And My drip made you blink
My style and fashion sense are so impressive that it catches your attention.

I came
I arrived or emerged in a confident manner.

I saw
I observed and took in my surroundings.

I conquered
I triumphed over challenges and obstacles.

My flaws
Despite my imperfections and weaknesses.

She lied
She deceived me with false information or statements.

And changed
She transformed or shifted her behavior or feelings.

That’s why I hide my pain most times
To protect myself, I often conceal or suppress my emotional suffering.

Cold nights
Lonely and emotionally distant evenings.

No lights
A lack of hope or positivity.

No tears
I refuse to shed tears or show vulnerability.

She cried
Although I hide my pain, she still expresses her sadness and despair.

Her dad
Her father figure or male role model.

new wife
His recent spouse or partner.

Her brother started missing school
Due to family complications, her brother has stopped attending school.

Before you judge what would you do too
Before passing judgment, consider what actions you would take in her situation as well.

Had to buss it just to cut through
She had to resort to extreme measures to make her way through or navigate difficult circumstances.

Got there stomach running like it’s doo-doo
She experiences intense anxiety or fear, causing her stomach to churn like diarrhea.

They told me stay silent when I make moves
Others advised me to keep my actions discreet and not divulge my plans.

Life on display like I'm Truman but it ain’t true
My life is often put on public display, resembling the Truman Show, but it is not an accurate representation.

Almost bought that hoe a Coco Chanel perfume
I nearly purchased an expensive fragrance, Coco Chanel perfume, as a gift for a woman I considered promiscuous.

Caught her brother gave him twelve like disciples
I caught her brother and gave him a severe beating, reminiscent of the twelve disciples who followed Jesus.

She in the corner feening white it’s a cycle
She is secluded in a corner, craving and dependent on cocaine, trapped in a destructive cycle.

Familiar faces turn away she think they rivals
People she knows and trusts are avoiding her, causing her to believe they are now her enemies.