This Time
lo-fi calvinists Lyrics

I used to take your breath away
I once had a strong emotional impact on you

I used to make your laugh about anything
I used to have a great sense of humor and could make you laugh effortlessly

I used to be your getaway
You turned to me as a way of escaping from your problems

Your getaway, your dream
I was more than just a way of getting away - I was your ideal future and everything you wanted

I was every thing you needed
I was the one person who fulfilled all of your emotional needs

You used to lean your eyes on me
You looked to me for support and guidance

You used to open up and share your world
You trusted me enough to share your deepest thoughts and feelings

You used to lose yourself in me
When you were with me, you were able to forget about everything else and focus on our relationship

Let the hours pass, oh, running by so fast
We used to lose track of time when we were together because we were having such a good time

But now, what I'm doing
I'm unsure of what I'm doing in our relationship

Don't know, what I'm doing
I'm lost and confused about where our relationship is headed

'Cause I don't even feel it
I no longer have the strong emotional connection to you that I once did

Bodies growing colder with the distance now
Our physical connection is fading away as we grow apart emotionally

And I don't even mean it
I'm going through the motions in our relationship without any real feeling

Got my hands all over you, but not a sound
We're physically intimate, but there's no emotional connection behind it

I'm always so in love, all in
I used to be head over heels in love with you and completely invested in our relationship

Till you lost your goal, and I'm thinking
You lost sight of your goals and it made me reevaluate our relationship

Thought you'd make me feel it
I thought our relationship would continue to be emotionally fulfilling, but it's not

Thought that I'd be different this time around
I thought our relationship would be better the second time around, but it's not

We started out as lonely hearts
We both felt lonely and were looking for someone to fill that void

We started with a promise built on highs
Our relationship began with a lot of excitement and passion

You said I was the missing part
You believed I completed you and filled the void you were feeling

Looked into my eyes said
You told me this with a confident and unwavering gaze

"You're my fix for life"
You saw me as a permanent solution to your loneliness and emotional void

Don't know what I'm doing
I'm still lost and unsure of where our relationship is going

Ooh
An exclamation of frustration or confusion