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mSdoS & Blade Lyrics
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Baby come and fuck me, like a porn star
Can't let you go back home, with me's where you belong
Shit ain't the same don't really feel right, don't really feel righteous
Smokes what fills my chest, while pills invade my head
If you were really loving me then why'd you say what you said
Demented from the start, you already knew that shit
Check out this 40 I tote, talk like that shooting at you
Baby don't play with me, got your heart on the line, play with me
Popping my shit and that's with or without you
Whenever we met I was glad that I found you
Popping my shit bitch that's with or without you
You said I won't pop so I did it without you
My motives I set them in stone
You ain't doing shit that's why you bound to lose
Mad at me so I get rude
Bad for me I'm bad for you
You, you, you, you, you
Bipolar personality so I hopped in the coupe
They hate me, wanna erase me
That just makes me wonder what the drugs made me do
I promise you don't wanna see me when I'm through the roof
The most you'll ever see me speak is when I'm in the booth
I'm venting
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna talk
Baby come and fuck me, like a porn star
Can't let you go back home, with me's where you belong
Shit ain't the same don't really feel right, don't really feel righteous
Smokes what fills my chest, while pills invade my head
If you were really loving me then why'd you say what you said
Demented from the start, you already knew that shit
Baby I got in my mode, can't buy no regular clothes
Check out this 40 I tote, talk like that shooting at you
Baby don't play with me, got your heart on the line, play with me
Feel me, in my songs the only time you hear the real me
Constant thoughts of suicide cause no ones near me
Babe I promise I won't hurt you please don't fear me
Conscious 5D, vision 4k, liquid GHB
We could live in a dream
King of hearts and my queen
Feel me
Don't understand what I would give for you to feel me
Shit ain't the same don't really feel right, don't really feel righteous
Smokes what fills my chest, while pills invade my head
If you were really loving me then why'd you say what you said
Demented from the start, you already knew that shit
The lyrics of this song by mSdoS & Blade are a mixture of lust, insecurity, and pain. The singer doesn't want to talk; instead, he wants the person he's singing to come and "fuck me like a porn star." He feels like he can't let them leave because they belong with him. However, he also acknowledges that things aren't right, and he feels "demented from the start." He's using drugs to cope with his pain, and he wonders why the person he's singing to said what they said if they really loved him. He's in his "mode" and can't buy regular clothes; instead, he's carrying a 40 and talking like he's shooting at someone. He warns the person not to play with him because their heart is on the line.
In the second verse, the singer is still popping his shit with or without the person he's singing to. He feels like he set his motives in stone while the other person isn't doing anything and is bound to lose. He's rude because he's mad, and he acknowledges that he's bad for the other person, and they are bad for him. The singer has a bipolar personality, and he's wondering what the drugs made him do; he can't control himself, and he warns the other person not to see him "when I'm through the roof." He only speaks truthfully when he's in the booth, and he feels like he's venting.
The chorus in the song repeats twice, expressing the singer's desire for the person he's singing to come and fuck him and reminding them that they belong with him.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna talk
I don't want to have a conversation
Baby come and fuck me, like a porn star
I want you to have sex with me in an intense way like in a porn movie
Can't let you go back home, with me's where you belong
I don't want you to leave, I feel like you belong with me
Shit ain't the same don't really feel right, don't really feel righteous
Something feels off and it isn't morally right
Smokes what fills my chest, while pills invade my head
I smoke cigarettes that fill my lungs while pills affect my thoughts
If you were really loving me then why'd you say what you said
If you loved me, why did you say hurtful things to me?
Demented from the start, you already knew that shit
From the beginning, you knew that I was mentally unstable
Baby I got in my mode, can't buy no regular clothes
I'm in a certain mindset and can't afford regular clothes
Check out this 40 I tote, talk like that shooting at you
Look at this gun I'm carrying, I talk as if I'm going to shoot someone
Baby don't play with me, got your heart on the line, play with me
Don't mess with my emotions, I am vulnerable and invested in this relationship
Popping my shit and that's with or without you
I am confident in myself whether or not you're with me
Whenever we met I was glad that I found you
I was happy to have found you when we first met
You said I won't pop so I did it without you
You didn't believe in me, so I did what I wanted without your support
My motives I set them in stone
I am firm in my intentions and goals
You ain't doing shit that's why you bound to lose
You're not working hard enough, so you will fail
Mad at me so I get rude
You're angry with me, so I respond harshly
Bad for me I'm bad for you
I am not good for you and our relationship is unhealthy
Bipolar personality so I hopped in the coupe
I have a bipolar disorder and I got in the car
They hate me, wanna erase me
People have negative feelings towards me and want me gone
That just makes me wonder what the drugs made me do
It makes me question the actions I took while under the influence of drugs
I promise you don't wanna see me when I'm through the roof
You do not want to witness me when I'm extremely high
The most you'll ever see me speak is when I'm in the booth
The only time I feel comfortable expressing myself is when I'm recording music
I'm venting
I am releasing my emotions and feelings
Feel me, in my songs the only time you hear the real me
You can only hear my true self in the lyrics of my music
Constant thoughts of suicide cause no ones near me
I frequently think about suicide because I feel lonely
Babe I promise I won't hurt you please don't fear me
I won't hurt you, please don't be afraid of me
Conscious 5D, vision 4k, liquid GHB
I am in a heightened state of consciousness and perception
We could live in a dream
We could create an idealistic reality
King of hearts and my queen
I am the king of my own emotions and you are my queen
Don't understand what I would give for you to feel me
I wish you could truly empathize and understand my struggles
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Gerardo Cervantes
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