Insane
mnstrgry Lyrics

If I die, what will remain?
What legacy will I leave behind after death?

I still fight, but all in vain
Despite my efforts, I am not achieving anything.

Am I insane? Am I insane?
Am I mentally unstable? Am I mentally unstable?

Yes, I'm insane. I am insane
Yes, I am mentally unstable. I am mentally unstable.

How can it be? How did I lose it all?
How is this possible? How did I lose everything?

The purpose was so clear before, but it isn't anymore
I used to have a clear purpose, but now it is no longer evident.

My vision lies to me and I can't see the door inside this wall
My perception deceives me, and I cannot find a way out of this situation.

What am I fighting for?
What is the reason behind my struggles?

And what's my goal?
What am I aiming to achieve?

Why am I still searching for any meaning
Why do I continue seeking significance?

Inside of this meaningless dreams
Within these purposeless dreams

Not knowing that I still continue dreaming?
Unaware that I am still trapped in a state of dreaming.

Why and how long will I go to extremes?
For what reason and how much longer will I go to extreme measures?

Not knowing what's real confusing my brain
The lack of understanding reality confuses my mind.

Inside of this wheel I'm becoming insane
Within this cycle, I am slowly losing my sanity.

I'm asking myself: What's the reason to fight?
I question myself: What is the purpose of my struggle?

The maze has no door, and I'm here a confined
The maze offers no escape, and I am trapped within its confines.

The maze has no door! The maze has no door
There is no way out of the maze!

so I'm breaking the wall!
Therefore, I will destroy the obstacle blocking my path.

How long am I stuck inside of this maze?
For how much longer will I remain trapped in this maze?

How many fights I lost?
How many battles have I lost?

How many lonely nights and empty days
How many nights of solitude and days devoid of purpose?

I wander alone like a ghost?
Do I roam aimlessly like a spirit?

It's been a while since I lost count
It has been a long time since I stopped keeping track.

And now I break out
And now I break free from my confinement.

Blood boils in my veins, I feel adrenaline
Intense excitement courses through my veins.

I'm throwing the match into spilled gasoline
I am igniting a highly volatile situation.

I'm screaming: You, bitch! How could I be so blind?!
I passionately express my frustration, questioning my own lack of perception.

I'm burning the bridge between instinct and mind
I am severing the connection between my instincts and rationality.

I needed a different perspective of view
I required a new way of looking at things.

I found the way out, good bye and fuck you!
I have discovered my escape route, bidding farewell with contempt.

Good bye and fuck you, I've found the way out
Farewell and disdain, I have found my path to freedom.

I've found the way
I have discovered my route to escape.