Horizons
myles bullen Lyrics

I spent too much time in front of computer screens too
I wasted too much time on technology.

I spent too much time thinking about what others shouldn't do
I focused too much on criticizing others.

I spent too much time thinking about what others are thinking about me
I worried too much about others' opinions of me.

I spent too much time thinking about what others are thinking
I consumed myself with how others perceive the world.

I spent too much time in front of my phone screen too
I was addicted to my phone.

Who am I but a mirror to the sky
I am just a small part of the bigger picture.

I've lived too short of a life to see so many people die
I have not lived long enough to process so much loss.

Addiction killing real people overdose every day
Addiction leads to many tragic deaths.

Feel the world getting cold parts of it are pure evil
The world can be cruel and unforgiving sometimes.

Healing hands want to heal and want cure people
I want to help people who are sick or hurt.

Cut out my earlobes when I don't want to hear people
I want to block out negativity and criticism from others.

Racist and homophobes divide and want to kill people
Hateful people seek to harm and discriminate based on race and sexuality.

What's the deal people?
I don't understand why people cause so much harm and hate.

Mental illness is a spectacle
Mental illness is often stigmatized and treated as a spectacle.

Glorify destruction
People often find entertainment in destruction and chaos.

Self deprecating mental notes
I struggle with negative self-talk and doubt.

Self reflecting
I am introspective and try to learn from my experiences.

Death inside a stethoscope
The reality of death is constantly present, especially for those in the medical field.

Redirecting
I am working to change my mindset and focus on positivity.

Tell me that I'm not alone
I crave connection and support from others.

Need perspective
I want to see things from different viewpoints.

Stuck inside a metronome
I feel trapped in the monotony of life.

My heart is on its own beat
I feel like I'm out of sync with the rest of the world.

Rhythm skips when it thinks about its lost homies
I am saddened by the loss of friends and family.

That died feeling lonely
Those who passed away may have felt alone and forgotten.

If I would of picked up that phone call, if only
I regret not being there for someone who may have needed me.

Never knew that I be a suicide hotline
I am surprised to find myself becoming a resource for those in crisis.

I know now, but I didn't know in time
I wish I could have helped sooner, but I will do what I can now.

I don't believe in a fictitious god
I do not believe in a higher power.

There's no giant guy chilling in the sky, no
There is no deity watching over us.

I don't believe in a heaven or hell
I do not believe in an afterlife.

But I believe right now
I believe in the present moment and the impact we can have on each other.

You have a story to tell
Everyone has a unique perspective and life story to share.

And your message could spread
Your experiences and knowledge can help and inspire others.

The knowledge and experience
Learning and experiencing new things can have a positive impact on us and others.

Could help someone get through their shit
Sharing our struggles and supporting each other can make the tough times easier to bear.

You are the creator of your own reality
You have the power to shape your own life and experiences.

Let's never stop learning this world is our academy
We should never stop growing and learning, as life is the greatest teacher.

We've been boxed in
Society and expectations can limit our potential.

To limit our beliefs
Our beliefs and ideas can be restricted by those around us.

That's why we're lost in
This is why we may feel disconnected and aimless.

This city full of greed
This world can be driven by materialism and selfishness.

My dying has been
The feeling of decay and hopelessness has been present in me lately.

Filling me with grief
This sense of decay is causing me immense sadness.

This music is my soul
Music is my outlet and source of healing.

It's healing me to peace
Music is helping me find a sense of inner calm and clarity.

I've been feeling now I'm willing to be dealing with my pain
I am ready to face and work through my struggles.

Hope you feel it when I speak, you feel it when you breathe
I want my music to resonate with others and bring them comfort.

Turn that grief into gratitude
Try to shift your mindset from sorrow to thankfulness.

Be glad to live another day
Embrace the beauty of each new day and the life we have.

And I hope you feel okay
I wish peace and well-being for everyone listening.