Fade Away
not.me Lyrics

When I'm alone I find I fade away
The singer feels like they disappear when they are by themselves

In a thought I finally found
The singer has discovered something important while thinking

I figured out I'm still the same
The singer realizes they haven't changed despite their efforts

Got lost in doubt
The artist is unsure of themselves and their abilities

My mind's playing games
The artist's thoughts and emotions are causing them confusion

Do it all over again
The singer has been through this process before

I can't do it all again
The singer is tired of going through the same thing over and over

I always try
The artist consistently attempts to change

To say goodbye
The artist wants to move on from their current situation

But I can't
The artist is unable to let go of their struggles

Seem to shake this
The singer can't seem to get rid of their negative feelings

Deep dive in the darkness
The artist is exploring their dark thoughts and emotions

Do demons ever do to sleep
The singer wonders if their inner demons will ever leave them alone

I feel them keeping me awake
The singer's struggles are preventing them from resting

See them sip my soul with tea
The singer feels like their negative thoughts are draining their energy

Sweet sugar-filled palm trees
The artist remembers happier times, but can't relive them

Memories I can't keep
The artist is having trouble holding onto positive memories

Brittle bones in my back crack and break
The singer feels physically and emotionally drained

As a black smoke start to creep
The singer feels like their negative thoughts are taking over

And I don't really mind when the time slips away
The artist isn't concerned with the passage of time

Finna find myself in the mirror somehow someday
The artist hopes to find peace and clarity in the future

Holding out for change
The artist wants things to be different

Is about as pointless of a game that I could play
The singer feels like trying to change is futile