Never Enough
otuka Lyrics

Maybe I'm never enough
I constantly feel inadequate and never feel like I measure up.

I'm sick and tired of fucking it up
I'm exhausted and frustrated by continuously making mistakes and failing.

Tryna put it together, it's not adding up
I'm attempting to make sense of things, but it's not coming together or making any logical sense.

Talking a lot but you can't back it up
You speak with empty words and promises, unable to support them with actions.

Act like you care, but it's not holding up
You pretend to be invested and concerned, but your facade is starting to crumble.

It's getting harder, I can't open up
As time goes on, it becomes increasingly difficult for me to reveal my true feelings and vulnerabilities.

Tried over and over to show you my love
I have made numerous attempts to demonstrate my affection and love for you.

It's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
Sadly, neither of us truly care or have any concern for each other.

Don't call me at 3A.M. in the morning
Please refrain from contacting me in the early hours of the morning, it has become bothersome for me.

Do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
I am finding your interruptions and disruptions increasingly irritating.

You say that you care but it's not really showing
Despite your claims, your actions do not reflect genuine care or concern.

Can't take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
I have reached my limit and that is why I have chosen to ignore your phone calls.

Its cool if you don't care at all
I understand if you have no emotional investment or concern.

But why try to talk when you know that I'm tryna move on from you, like what's wrong with you?
Why do you attempt to communicate when you are aware that I am trying to distance myself from you? What is your motive?

We just go up and down and back and forth
Our relationship is characterized by constant fluctuation and indecisiveness.

I've been looking left and right and nothing works
I have been searching for solutions and alternatives in all directions, but nothing seems to be effective.

I don't wanna talk 'cause I'll just make it worse
I prefer not to engage in conversation because I fear that my words will only exacerbate the situation.

I'll just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
To protect myself, I will continue pretending that I am not affected or in pain.

There's too much in my head I gotta figure out
I am overwhelmed with thoughts and issues that I need to resolve internally.

I've been on my own for a minute now
I have been independent and self-reliant for quite some time.

You cannot stay, I gotta kick you out
You are no longer welcome in my life, and I need to remove you from it.

I cannot wait until I finish now
I am eagerly anticipating the completion of this situation and the freedom it will bring.