Insane
out of survice feat. ONE Lyrics

Hello hey what’s happening
Greeting and asking about the current situation

Yes okay I’m back again
Confirming the return and presence

I’m that dude I’m passionate
Identifying oneself as a passionate individual

Ooh I’m multifaceted
Highlighting the multiple dimensions of one's personality

Have the ball not passing it
Keeping possession and not sharing the opportunities

Kobe taught that adequate
Referring to Kobe Bryant's teaching on adequate performance

Closet throwing fits uh
Expressing anger or frustration in private

Like as if I’m mad at it
Behaving as if one is angry at the situation

New whip no not crashing it
Driving a new car carefully without crashing

Last one had an accident
Previous car was involved in an accident

Lady hit the back of it
A lady collided with the rear of the car

Dozing off on Actavis
Falling asleep while under the influence of Actavis (a brand of cough syrup)

I used to get mad at shit
In the past, used to get angry about trivial things

Now I let that shit go
Currently, choosing not to hold onto or be bothered by such things

Got no time for gassing it
No time for excessive praise or overhyping

I leave that shit to Citgo
Leaving the exaggeration or hype to others

No pistol no missile
Not using weapons or violence

When I say I say shoot my shot
When I express my intentions, I mean taking an opportunity

I’m shooting for the stars
Aiming for great achievements or success

Tell E.T. we bout to get home
Indicating a successful return or accomplishment to others

Wrist on fleek
Wrist is elegant or stylish

No, it’s not a Rolley it’s a Fitbit and this shit said I don’t sleep
Refuting the assumption of owning a luxury watch and explaining the sleep tracking feature of a Fitbit

Insomniac I’m up
Having insomnia, staying awake

I've been working nonstop
Continuously working without breaks

Man I feel like I’m on top
Feeling a sense of achievement and success

I got elbow grease
Referring to the hard work and effort put into something

My own beat
Following one's own rhythm or style

Credit when it’s due
Recognizing and giving credit to others for their contributions

I've been steady making moves
Consistently progressing and taking actions

I’m already telling you that I’m
Prioritizing communication and transparency regarding one's state

Going insane with the thoughts in my brain
Experiencing overwhelming thoughts or ideas in one's mind

I feel like I’m going numb to the pain yeah
Feeling emotionally disconnected from pain or hardship

I’ve been the same I’ve been hustling game
Maintaining a consistent hustle and dedication to success

I’ve been going real hard in the paint yeah
Putting in significant effort and intensity into one's endeavors

Nip taught me to hustle so I’m hustling like everyday
Taking inspiration from Nipsey Hussle's work ethic and applying it consistently

Everyday I’m hustling I feel like I’m Ricky Rozay
Drawing parallels to the character Ricky Ross (Rick Ross) known for hustling

Ma said I’m gon be okay
Mother's reassurance that everything will be fine

I just need a week away
Expressing the need for some time off or vacation

To get through all the bullshit so my head can go to relocate
Taking a break to clear the mind from unnecessary distractions and find inner peace

Ion care what people say
Not caring about others' opinions

I do what I want now
Exercising personal freedom and autonomy

Cause my life will not be no slave to mind controlling dog pounds
Refusing to become a submissive follower or conform to controlling influences

I’m logged out I'm off clout
Disengaging from seeking popularity or attention

Everyone got sauce now
Many people now possess a certain level of style or confidence

Hearing you is hard so you go online to talk loud
Finding it difficult to listen to the person due to their loud online presence

I opt out not dropped out
Choosing to withdraw or disassociate rather than being forced out

Study till like 4
Studying intensely until around 4 in the morning

And then I write until I’m bored
Continuing to write until losing interest or becoming tired

And then I set up and record
Preparing oneself and starting the recording process

Classes in the morn'
Attending classes in the morning

Use to work up in the morgue
Having past experience working in a morgue

Bodies top of bodies got me thinking bout remorse
Being surrounded by bodies or corpses, leading to reflections on remorse or regrets

Got the ball up in my court overstepping boundaries
Having control or power in a situation, sometimes crossing limits

Hottest in my town I lost you and then I found me
Becoming the most successful or popular person in one's town after losing a relationship

Brown boy a brownie
Referencing one's ethnicity as a brown-skinned person

Judge me off a skin tone
Expressing frustration at being judged based on one's skin color

Don’t care bout what you calling me I'm silencing the ring tone
Ignoring negative labels or names by silencing the distractions

Going insane with the thoughts in my brain
Feeling overwhelmed by various thoughts and ideas

I feel like I’m going numb to the pain yeah
Sensing a desensitization to emotional pain

I’ve been the same
Maintaining a consistent identity

I’ve been hustling game
Continuously putting effort and dedication into achieving success

I’ve been going real hard in the paint yeah
Giving maximum effort and intensity in one's endeavors

Going insane with the thoughts in my brain
Feeling overwhelmed by various thoughts and ideas

I feel like I’m going numb to the pain yeah
Sensing a desensitization to emotional pain

I’ve been the same
Maintaining a consistent identity

I’ve been hustling game
Continuously putting effort and dedication into achieving success

I’ve been going real hard in the paint yeah yeah
Giving maximum effort and intensity in one's endeavors

Going insane
Experiencing a state of madness or intense emotions