Nobody
synapse.project Lyrics

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
Despite acting like I'm better off without you, deep down inside, I'm not really okay with your departure.

But these four walls close in more every day
Being alone in this place only makes things harder for me the longer I stay.

And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me
I'm suffering and struggling on the inside, but I haven't let anyone in on my struggles.

Like a clown I put on a show
I act happy in front of others, masking my pain and trying to convince myself that I'm okay.

The pain is real even if nobody knows
Despite how well I hide it, the pain I feel is genuine and not just a facade.

And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me
Emotionally, I'm breaking down, but no one else can see it because I keep it to myself.

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
I regret not having expressed my true feelings, and now it's too late.

How could I let my angel get away
I'm questioning myself for not recognizing and cherishing what I had until it was gone.

Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
Since you left, everything has gone awry, and I feel like my whole life is falling apart.

I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
I have a lot to tell you, but you're not here with me to listen.

The night are lonely, the days are so sad
The emptiness I feel is overwhelming, and it's hard to get through each day and night.

And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Memories of the love we shared just seem to persistently linger in my mind.

And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
My heart is aching for you, but I keep it hidden away and bottled up inside.

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
My heart is heavy with pain and sadness, and it feels like things can't get any worse.

Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
My heart is shattered and fragmented, and it feels like it's been broken into a million pieces.

A million words couldn't say just how I feel
No amount of words can truly describe just how much I miss you and how deeply I'm hurting.

A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still
I know that my feelings for you will never diminish, even if we're not together anymore.

And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
I'm carrying the weight of my loneliness and longing for you all on my own, without anyone to confide in.

The night are lonely, the days are so sad
The loneliness and sadness I experience seem to plague me both during the day and at night.

And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
I can't help but continue to reminisce and dwell on the past, and the love that once existed between us.

And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
I'm still missing you, and I'm still keeping it a secret.