Selfish
tanny ng Lyrics
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we didn't even talk much, but still i was
so down to fall
for someone who hated love and songs i'd written all for her
but i couldn't have enough, so i still wish that we'd be the one.
i'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
my feelings don't matter, one way or another
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
you got someone in mind, i couldn't keep you close
even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
but who am i kidding? don't want to be selfish
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
i couldn't find an answer to why i shouldn't stay
but you still find your reasons to push me away
it's the mess we're in and we waste it all
just to lie to each other how much we love to call
and no shit we left, hope it all be dead
but i'll get the sight of you to hurt myself instead
"i'll let you know when's the perfect moment"
and you said so just to let me go
but i'm trying so hard to hold on to you
i'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
but it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
my feelings don't matter, one way or another
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
you got someone in mind, i couldn't keep you close
even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
but who am i kidding? don't want to be selfish
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
The lyrics of "Selfish" by Tanny Ng paints a poignant picture of unrequited love and the struggle to hold on to someone who may not feel the same way. In the first verse, the singer reflects on a relationship where they desired more despite the lack of deep connection or reciprocal feelings. They express a longing for the person who seemingly did not appreciate their love and the efforts they put into creating songs for them. The singer's yearning for this person to be "the one" emphasizes the depth of their emotional investment, even in the face of unreciprocated affection.
The second verse delves into the emotional turmoil caused by the distance and lack of mutual love in the relationship. Despite feeling hurt and neglected, the singer recognizes the futility of expressing their feelings, understanding that they might not matter to the other person. The bittersweet hope for a future where the person they love could be theirs forever showcases a sense of longing and resignation to the reality of the situation. The internal conflict between wanting to hold on to this person and feeling guilty for being selfish adds complexity to the emotional landscape described in the song.
The third verse delves deeper into the complexities of the relationship, where both parties seem to be entangled in a mess of conflicting emotions and actions. The singer expresses frustration at the situation they find themselves in, where they are caught in a cycle of lies and false declarations of love. The acknowledgment that they might hurt themselves by holding onto the memories of the other person highlights the self-destructive nature of unrequited love and the pain it can cause.
The final stanza captures the struggle to let go of someone who has made it clear they are not fully committed to the relationship. The repeated refrain of hoping for a future where the loved one could be a permanent presence underscores the persistent desire for a love that may never come to fruition. The internal battle between holding on and letting go is palpable in these lyrics, as the singer grapples with their feelings of longing and the reality of the situation. Overall, "Selfish" by Tanny Ng is a poignant exploration of unrequited love, longing, and the difficulty of moving on from a relationship that may never be fully realized.
Line by Line Meaning
we didn't really have much, so that's why i'd been wanting more
Despite the lack of a deep connection, I desired something greater.
we didn't even talk much, but still i was so down to fall
Even without much communication, I was captivated by the idea of falling in love.
for someone who hated love and songs i'd written all for her
I was drawn to someone who didn't appreciate my efforts to express my love through music.
but i couldn't have enough, so i still wish that we'd be the one.
Despite everything, I still long for the possibility of us being together.
i'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
I will grieve the emotional distance and lack of reciprocated love between us.
but it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
I accept that you are protected from the pain of my heartfelt but ineffective words.
my feelings don't matter, one way or another
Regardless of the outcome, my feelings seem inconsequential.
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
Despite the uncertainty, I still dream of a lasting connection with you.
but who am i kidding? don't want to be selfish
I am conflicted about my desires, not wanting to be perceived as self-centered.
i couldn't find an answer to why i shouldn't stay
I struggled to understand why I should not remain in this complicated situation.
but you still find your reasons to push me away
Despite my confusion, you continue to have valid reasons to keep your distance.
it's the mess we're in and we waste it all
Our situation is chaotic and we squander our opportunities to make things right.
just to lie to each other how much we love to call
We deceive ourselves and each other about our supposed love and connection.
and no shit we left, hope it all be dead
We parted ways abruptly, hoping to put an end to the emotional turmoil.
but i'll get the sight of you to hurt myself instead
Seeing you only brings me pain, as I cannot let go of the past.
i'll let you know when's the perfect moment
I promised to inform you when the timing was right.
and you said so just to let me go
You only agreed to appease me, with the intention of ending things.
but i'm trying so hard to hold on to you
Despite the challenges, I am struggling to hold onto our fading connection.
you got someone in mind, i couldn't keep you close
You have someone else in your thoughts, making it difficult for me to stay close to you.
even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
My heart longs to hold onto you, even though it may not be reciprocated.
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
Despite the uncertainties, I still wish for a future together with you.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Nguyễn Bá Tân
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lyrics:
[verse 1]
we didn't really have much, so that's why i'd been wanting more
we didn't even talk much, but still i was
so down to fall
for someone who hated love and songs i'd written all for her
but i couldn't have enough, so i still wish that we'd be the one.
[chorus]
i'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
but it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
my feelings don't matter, one way or another
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
you got someone in mind, i couldn't keep you close
even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
but who am i kidding? don't want to be selfish
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
[verse 2]
i couldn't find an answer to why i shouldn't stay
but you still find your reasons to push me away
it's the mess we're in and we waste it all
just to lie to each other how much we love to call
and no shit we left, hope it all be dead
but i'll get the sight of you to hurt myself instead
[pre-chorus]
"i'll let you know when's the perfect moment"
and you said so just to let me go
but i'm trying so hard to hold on to you
[chorus]
i'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
but it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
my feelings don't matter, one way or another
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
you got someone in mind, i couldn't keep you close
even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
but who am i kidding? don't want to be selfish
but i hope in any world, you would be my forever
[wilson’s solo]