Serenity
whiterosemoxie Lyrics

And sometimes you lost alone
Occasionally, you may find yourself feeling lost and alone.

Don′t know where you going
You may feel directionless at times.

Your heart is froze
You may feel emotionally numb or distant.

You ain't phased when it′s snowing
Adverse circumstances do not affect you much.

You can't escape, the same thoughts keep replaying
You struggle to get out of a cyclical pattern of negative thoughts.

When it get dark and you swaying
In times of darkness, you may feel unstable or unsteady.

You know you can lean on me
You can trust me to support you during tough times.

I can rearrange your mood
I can help you change your emotional state.

Storm clouds outside, but it feel like rain in the room
Despite external circumstances, the atmosphere inside feels heavy or gloomy.

I throw up, you love when I throw up
My actions, although negative, seem to be enticing or alluring to you.

Grab smith 'fore I open the door up
I grab my gun for protection before leaving.

My wrist looking like what I rolled up in
My wrist is covered in expensive jewelry that reflects my lavish lifestyle.

Know that she like me, but want my friends
She is attracted to me but also desires to be around my social circle.

She love my Benz
She admires my luxury car.

We was kids on the block
We grew up together in the same neighborhood.

Where′d the time go
Time has passed by quickly, and it's hard to keep track of.

Since we split, had to walk with a blindfold
Since we went separate ways, things have been unclear and confusing.

I know that the money, the money
I am aware that financial success can have negative consequences.

The money is (I know that the money is poison)
The abundance of money can lead to negative outcomes, such as greed or overindulgence.

But I cannot take it with me, so gotta enjoy it
Since I cannot take my wealth with me after I die, I must enjoy it while I can.

Fucked up, Hennesey
Intoxicated and under the influence of Hennesey.

Mixing it with ecstasy
Combining the alcohol with the drug ecstasy.

Fucked up, forever be
Inebriated and probably will continue to indulge in drugs and alcohol.

This shit my serenity
Despite it not being the healthiest coping mechanism, the drugs and alcohol provide a feeling of peace and tranquility.

We got good green in the pape
We rolled up some high-quality marijuana in a rolling paper.

We got good green coming pape
We have more good quality marijuana rolling paper coming our way.

I put good things on her waist
I gifted her with some nice jewelry or other valuable items she can wear around her waist.

Girl, It′s me next to you in the wraith
I am driving a Rolls Royce Wraith with her as my passenger.

They see you
Others notice your success and popularity.

It's crazy you know that
It's surprising how much attention you are receiving.

You poppin′ when they wanna be you
People are envious of your status and would like to be in your position.

Label they know that I'm jockin'
Record labels are aware that I'm copying or attempting to emulate other artists' styles.

They croppin′ hoes out of the previews
The record labels are cutting out potential love interests from music videos before they are released.

And I been up friday night long
I stayed up all night on a Friday.

Poppin′ percys and writing these songs
Taking the drug Percocet while writing music.

I don't know if I′m right or I'm wrong
I have doubts about the direction of my life or the quality of my work.

Feel like everything wanting me gone
It feels like everyone and everything is against me and my success.

But my niggas they stay pushing on
My friends encourage and support me to continue pursuing my dreams.

These prescriptions be having me gone
The medication I'm taking has a powerful impact on my behavior and mood.

Pills in my Sprite (Sprite)
Taking medication or drugs and mixing them with the soda Sprite.

Whole gang ain't feelin′ alright, uh
The entire group of people are not feeling good or healthy.

I been servin′ in the field all night, uh
I have been selling drugs or engaging in risky behavior all night.