You Don't Want It
Tech N9ne Lyrics

When you see my smilin', I'm really frownin'
My outward appearance doesn't reflect my true emotions.

You think you're really wildin'? I'm killa clownin'
You may think you're going crazy, but I'm just messing with you.

Meaning I don't give a fuck about nothing you say that you do
I couldn't care less about anything you claim to do or say.

Because stupid is how everybody sounded
Everyone around here sounds foolish and dumb.

Nigga you think you know me, but only if you knew me
You believe you understand me, but that's far from the truth.

Homie, you would leave me by my lonely
If you truly knew me, you'd abandon me in solitude.

I'm thinking death and destruction
My thoughts are consumed with violent and destructive intentions.

Images of blood and pus and I ain't looking for nothing but trouble
I have vivid visions of gore and chaos, and I actively seek trouble.

Thinking of murdering you when I'm just lounging
Even in moments of relaxation, I consider killing you.

(That's just the devil, just the devil)
I blame my dark thoughts on the influence of the devil.

Block it out and keep it moving
I try to ignore these thoughts and continue forward.

I'm evil and it's pussy that I'm pursuing
I am wicked, and I seek sexual conquests.

Gimme the Bible, yes I need it 'cause Tecca Nina's in ruin
I turn to religious texts hoping to find solace as Tech N9ne falls apart.

Mentally I'm fuckin' up when really I don't know what I'm doin'
I may appear to be mentally deteriorating, but honestly, I have no idea what's happening.

My tolerance for physical pain has gained rapidly
I have developed a high tolerance for physical suffering.

I'm gobbling more thizzles then thangs but it came back at me
I indulge in drugs to cope, but it only makes things worse.

The holy father must have flipped and became mad at me
God must be furious with me for my thoughts and actions.

Because I'm pondering a wicked insane strategy
I am contemplating a wicked and insane plan.

How to end it all (Yeah), many men will fall (Yeah)
I'm considering a mass murder-suicide, where many people will die.

Any sin I saw (Yeah), Nina been involved (Yeah)
I have been involved in countless sins and immoral acts.

You don't really want it with me punk you don't have the gall
You don't truly desire to face me; you lack the courage.

The taste of blood on my tongue makin' me want to brawl
The sensation of blood on my tongue fuels my desire for violence.

No sentimental shit, death is the penalty
I have no time for sentimental matters; death is the consequence.

For any bitch you try to re-kindle this
Anyone who tries to revive this situation will face grave consequences.

It'll get your temple hit
You will suffer a blow to your head.

'Bout to bubble, about to pop just like a pimple get
I am about to escalate and explode like a popped pimple.

Send it something so insane I'm so not for simple shit
I will unleash something incredibly insane; I'm not interested in trivial matters.

So teeter totter mothafucka if you want it
If you're looking for trouble, be prepared for the consequences.

But just keep it to the left of me, crazy 'til the death of me
If you want to engage in madness, do it away from me, because I'll be insane until I die.

Pussy money more money blood and guts is the recipe
I am driven by desires for sex, wealth, blood, and violence.

Half and hell of drama for Nina is a necessity
Chaotic and hellish situations are essential for me.

Good and bad is fightin' within me, and I'm the referee
I am in constant conflict between good and evil, and I must decide my own fate.

Shit is looking like it is evil getting the best of me
Evil seems to be overpowering and consuming me.

Bitches think I'm pleasant and really wantin' the sex with me
Women believe I am kind and desire to have sexual relations with me.

I'm promisin' you I'm losing it, you don't really want to mess with me
I guarantee you I am losing my sanity, and you don't want to engage with me.

Betta load up your drums
Prepare your firearms.

Load up your guns
Arm yourselves.

Everybody better get to runnin'
Everyone should start fleeing.

I'm a lyrical cynical rippin' ya pinnacle
I am a highly skilled and mocking rapper, tearing down your achievements.

Damage anybody when I see they really want it with me
I can harm anyone who dares to challenge me.

Techa-ninna told me nigga get money
Tech N9ne advised me to focus on acquiring wealth.

And never been dumby
And never be foolish.

Shit on a nigga when he comin' funny with me
I will humiliate and degrade anyone who tries to mock me.

Follow the beat follow your feet
Get lost in the rhythm and just keep moving.

Gimme the weed keys G's
Pass me the marijuana, car keys, and money.

And a quarter pound of bullets with a machete
And a large amount of bullets along with a machete.

Mister Reese known for getting it poppin'
I, Mister Reese, am famous for instigating chaos.

You niggas be droppin'
You guys easily crumble.

And when you do your albums be floppin'
And when you release albums, they fail.

When ever I spit it
Whenever I rap.

Man better yet when ever I drop it
Actually, whenever I release new music.

Your wifies gone cop it
Your wives will definitely buy it.

She even tell you nigga go cop it
She'll even encourage you to purchase it.

I'll fuck your life up like a disease
I will ruin your life like an incurable disease.

I'm hauntin' your dreams
I am plaguing your dreams.

With a fully auto choppa them beams
Using a fully automatic firearm with laser sights.

Mayne yadadamean
You know what I mean.

Ya life ain't shit but a dream
Your life is nothing but an illusion.

So just remember when your breathin' you don't want it with me
So always remember, when you're still alive, you don't want to confront me.

And you don't want it from me
And you definitely don't want anything from me.

See I'm believing that people are really angels and demons
I have the belief that people can be both good and evil.

Instead of human beings
Rather than being normal humans.

I'm havin' feelings of wanting to be the cause of you bleeding
I have an intense desire to make you bleed.

Causin' your family to be grieving now your soul is leaving
Resulting in your family's grief as you depart from this world.

Entered in my mind the raw holy words and religious battles
I have immersed myself in intense religious conflicts and divine texts.

Keep 'em mutilated like cannibal over serpent rattles
I enjoy keeping these texts in pieces and using them as tools for chaos.

I'm seeing shadows and bodies swingin' from gallows
I witness dark figures and corpses hanging from gallows.

As I'm sitting in a circle surrounded by seven candles
While sitting in a ritualistic circle, surrounded by seven candles.

My eyes rolls back, I speak in tongues, I bleed from gums
I experience possession, speaking in unknown languages, and blood seeping from my gums.

It's time to hit the streets with guns
I am ready to take to the streets armed with firearms.

I'm bustin' seventy shots laughin' as the people run
I fire seventy shots and find amusement in people's panic.

I plead to be free from these evil deeds I've done
I beg to be liberated from the evil actions I have committed.

Until the pain coincides with my violence and agony
I will continue to inflict pain to align with my violent and agonizing state.

Oh the humanity, why does he keep stabbing me
Oh, the cruelty! Why do I keep hurting myself?

But it's me that I'm stabbing, it's self-inflicted wounds
I am the one stabbing myself, causing self-inflicted wounds.

The Hitchcock of hip-hop, the end is comin' soon
I am the Hitchcock of hip-hop, and my career is nearing its end.