back here. its 2am, its 2 years on, ive found myself. back here.
that oxegyn depletion is real now. it hums in the hall. and its here on earth, not in space, the radio is down. maybe forever..
that same friend, two years on, same friend, new sickness, new hurt, god we were kids and we're still supposed to be except we aren't. And the fact that im here with your family scares me, terrifies me, because to get close is to feel each other, and feeling each other means new forms of pain.
i have grown in good and terrible ways. i feel much more than i was, which is good. i feel too old for the face in the mirror, which isnt. I'll sob in this unfamiliar bed, until my end.
we had just met, those two years back. now i know all of you. your curves and the shape of your eyebrows and the scent you leave, the bones that hurt to lay on and the softness of your chest. which makes it all the more difficult. if it had been as it was, back then, it wouldnt be so horrid. was it in you then? was this creeping disease lying dormant in you all this time, some sleeping slow form of torture dealt to us by the universe? universe. space again. you are me. and i am who i am, for you. your space cadet.
All comments from YouTube:
@dbacks2023-
In 2015 I met a depressed older Vietnamese woman when I was taking programming classes downtown in Portland. We quickly became unlikely best friends, went all over the city together almost everyday and had a deep connection to each other. I remember listening to this album to and from the city on the train each day, I was only 17. She disappeared quietly from me and I never heard from her again. I don't know how to make sense of this whole memory of her but I hope one day I will
@numericalhorror185
The sound of an astronaut being left behind on a desolate planet, watching his rocket take off and blink into the stars out of sight
@spacadet.
My friend is, largely, stupid. And I love him for it. We have the most ridiculous sense of humor together. So, soo stupid.... But every now and then we have nice little talks. About feelings n stuff... this song makes me think of him. It makes me think of an astronaut, floating in space and watching the earth, as his oxygen depletes and the radio crackles. And this is the song that plays. Hey, to that special friend of mine, who this song reminds me of? Love you. A lot.
@aurboda
Hello,
@spacadet.
@@aurboda hello.
@patrickwright614
How can a song be so incredibly nostalgic if you've never heard it before?
@ellieki5319
this song is so deep. I can feel it going in my soul.
@marandapillars1516
me too. me too..
@uppishdonky6
I'm 14 and this is deep indeed
@Twinkyboy
@@uppishdonky6 im 8 and it still so deep ;"(
@dingus1115
@@Twinkyboy I’m in the womb
@aurboda
@@dingus1115 u went deeper than the song dude
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@heloisaossboll1576
i miss someone but i dont know who...someone i never met, i think so.
@bobrickleson2087
sounds like Alzheimers. By this time, over 2 years later, your brain has deteriorated into apple sauce and you no longer know your own name. Good night sweet Heloisa, we liked the same music and stuff.
@drbit7734
@@bobrickleson2087 Any update?
@ericfoster8411
64 bits of beautiful sad melancholy
@miraclemeditationz7168
just such a goat song... low-key my fav by them, always has been
@whoarewe7647
I love this song because of its beauty, but god damn it makes me so sad.
@videobid
With every gain comes an inevitable loss.
@ryanprice3492
i love the manta rays in both corners shits rad 🤘
@Ch3rryFairy
This song makes me feel so much. I'm laying in my room right now crying to this song with this weird light bulb flashing colors of red and blue. I cannot even begin to explain what this song makes me feel.
@junkdup13
This song makes me want to fix the world :}
@Meltt
Best strfkr deep cut
@Twoloverstwolips
love the album art
@spacadet.
back here. its 2am, its 2 years on, ive found myself. back here.
that oxegyn depletion is real now. it hums in the hall. and its here on earth, not in space, the radio is down. maybe forever..
that same friend, two years on, same friend, new sickness, new hurt, god we were kids and we're still supposed to be except we aren't. And the fact that im here with your family scares me, terrifies me, because to get close is to feel each other, and feeling each other means new forms of pain.
i have grown in good and terrible ways. i feel much more than i was, which is good. i feel too old for the face in the mirror, which isnt. I'll sob in this unfamiliar bed, until my end.
we had just met, those two years back. now i know all of you. your curves and the shape of your eyebrows and the scent you leave, the bones that hurt to lay on and the softness of your chest. which makes it all the more difficult. if it had been as it was, back then, it wouldnt be so horrid. was it in you then? was this creeping disease lying dormant in you all this time, some sleeping slow form of torture dealt to us by the universe? universe. space again. you are me. and i am who i am, for you. your space cadet.
@americasixx4409
los adoro strfkr 💚💜❤💙
@leslieadase545
This song reminds me of my ex. Fuck. But I still love this song
@nelsongarcia2023
miss you
@ronkb
This makes me think of Donnie Darko for some reason.
@evanhb49
Certainly been missing you Doughy eyes are innocence that leaves everybody so confused No one knows just how you survived Certainly been missing you Doughy eyes are innocence that leaves everybody so confused No one knows just how you survived
@aurboda
That's missing you, this is miss you
@aurboda
I love the change after 2:00, wish it were longer
@Lasagna_420
reminds me of my dad
@unicornthirteen8237
Miss you Justin Parsons, My Love
@unicornthirteen8237
Justin Parsons i will always love and miss you <3
@Bestchou
great song
@andrewle420
Right on.
@blakelyannarino8057
too many people are being deprived of this experience
@maxheubusch8221
This sounds better at 2x speed
@scottgallagher3886
i met this girl at one of your concerts we both showed up alone and talked the whole night it was in chicago a few years back this girl consistantly popped in and out of my life and i fell in love with her the feelings were never returned however she was the girl that lived on a mystery cloud i wrote a rap over this that id like to share
@RawrSaidMouse
My friends, You are now listening to music that has >> 0 << dislikes on YouTube. And It's not even a glitch. Be happy that you have found this. :) <3 :)
@pokopoyo7106
I miss her bros
@John-zm4xl
Bro, you dropped this 👑
@sTaTiiKeR
I love you Kathy
@twolegg106
listen to this song in reverse trust me
@katiliono
ooo, that hurt
@bobrickleson2087
stay strong Katillion....stay strongo.
@EMXTY4EVER
Jessalyn I miss you
@RaccoonTourBand
Aaaaaaaaaand it's gone.
@MrRENEXO
lonley astronaut
@oriondaplugtube8766
This song sad my ex girlfriend broke up with me and this song remained me of her a lot miss you aille why did you leave me
@jellyonthepancake4630
Lmao because you can't spell
@kylebrinkbrink
+Miles Bergman Damn lmao
@BZJ37
duster vibes
@RawrSaidMouse
You just want to watch the world burn..
@confused3995
I do
@chrisjenvizzuso9316
sadly enough i was thinking about the nature disappearing in america.... my little patch of woods that i grew up around just got cut down.... 4 months later they took a section of the cropfields and are making them a 300k per house complex expansion, as LOTS of America struggles with needing an affordable play to fucking live, i would love the studio apartment that cost 300 a month but only one exsists, all the old fucks have personal complexes, this world is broke
@RawrSaidMouse
Yeah I really need to stop pointing out how something has 0 dislikes as some .. annoying person has got to go and prove that point wrong.. .__.
@spacadet.
back here. its 2am, its 2 years on, ive found myself. back here.
that oxegyn depletion is real now. it hums in the hall. and its here on earth, not in space, the radio is down. maybe forever..
that same friend, two years on, same friend, new sickness, new hurt, god we were kids and we're still supposed to be except we aren't. And the fact that im here with your family scares me, terrifies me, because to get close is to feel each other, and feeling each other means new forms of pain.
i have grown in good and terrible ways. i feel much more than i was, which is good. i feel too old for the face in the mirror, which isnt. I'll sob in this unfamiliar bed, until my end.
we had just met, those two years back. now i know all of you. your curves and the shape of your eyebrows and the scent you leave, the bones that hurt to lay on and the softness of your chest. which makes it all the more difficult. if it had been as it was, back then, it wouldnt be so horrid. was it in you then? was this creeping disease lying dormant in you all this time, some sleeping slow form of torture dealt to us by the universe? universe. space again. you are me. and i am who i am, for you.
your space cadet.
@dbacks2023-
In 2015 I met a depressed older Vietnamese woman when I was taking programming classes downtown in Portland. We quickly became unlikely best friends, went all over the city together almost everyday and had a deep connection to each other. I remember listening to this album to and from the city on the train each day, I was only 17. She disappeared quietly from me and I never heard from her again. I don't know how to make sense of this whole memory of her but I hope one day I will
@numericalhorror185
The sound of an astronaut being left behind on a desolate planet, watching his rocket take off and blink into the stars out of sight
@spacadet.
My friend is, largely, stupid. And I love him for it. We have the most ridiculous sense of humor together. So, soo stupid....
But every now and then we have nice little talks. About feelings n stuff... this song makes me think of him.
It makes me think of an astronaut, floating in space and watching the earth, as his oxygen depletes and the radio crackles. And this is the song that plays.
Hey, to that special friend of mine, who this song reminds me of? Love you. A lot.
@aurboda
Hello,
@spacadet.
@@aurboda hello.
@patrickwright614
How can a song be so incredibly nostalgic if you've never heard it before?
@ellieki5319
this song is so deep. I can feel it going in my soul.
@marandapillars1516
me too. me too..
@uppishdonky6
I'm 14 and this is deep indeed
@Twinkyboy
@@uppishdonky6 im 8 and it still so deep ;"(