Be Free
●Papa Roach Lyrics

Woke up and I feel like shit
I feel terrible today

I don't remember last night, I'm getting sick of this
I am tired of waking up with no memory of what happened the night before

I hit the bottle when I got off stage
I drank alcohol after performing on stage

and got piss drunk stupid and went I in a rage
I got very drunk and became angry

I think I mighta got into a fight
I may have been in a physical altercation

Because my knuckles were bloody and I don't feel alright
My hands are injured and I do not feel well

I hit the bottom and I don't even care
I have reached rock bottom and no longer care about it

Some say I'm going to hell but I'm already there
Some people believe I am on a path to eternal suffering, but I am already in a state of torment

I want to be free from this ball and chain
I want to escape from a situation that holds me back or causes me pain

Be free from this life of pain
I want to live a life without suffering

and be free from this ball and chain
I want to be free from anything that is weighing me down

I want to be free from you
I want to break free from the person or thing causing my pain

Now I'm full of guilt and shame
I feel bad about my actions and am embarrassed

I can't point a finger cause there's no one to blame
I cannot blame anyone else for my mistakes

So I say I'll never do it again
I promise not to repeat my bad behavior

But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend
When I am alone and vulnerable, I turn to the thing or person causing my pain

I'm thinking I am starting to see
I am realizing something important

I have become everything I never wanted to be
I have become the type of person I always hoped to avoid becoming

I'm really getting sick of myself
I am disappointed in my own behavior

Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else
I do not recognize the person I have become

Sick and tired of being sick and tired
I am exhausted from feeling bad all the time

So sick and tired of being sick and tired
I am extremely tired and fed up

I want to be free from this ball and chain
I want to escape from a situation that holds me back or causes me pain

Be free from this life of pain
I want to live a life without suffering

and be free from this ball and chain
I want to be free from anything that is weighing me down

I want to be free from you
I want to break free from the person or thing causing my pain