Even If I Could
♫Papa Roach Lyrics
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That never stopped you from sleeping with this loaded gun
I'm sorry for everything I have done (everything I have done)
And now you're telling me
that I am the one that won't amount to no good
I'd never die for you, not even if I could
And I am the one that's always misunderstood
Die for you, you know I never would
Mommy's little monster,
wrapped inside a box
Can't forgive her,
she threw away the fucking key
I'll haunt her
for the rest of her life (for the rest of her life)
You're always telling me
that I am the one that won't amount to no good
I'd never die for you, not even if I could
And I am the one the one that's always misunderstood
I'd never die for you, even if I could
Die for you, you know I never would
You know that I can never forgive you
You wear it out
You break me down (you break me down)
You're always telling me
that I am the one that won't amount to no good
I'd never die for you, not even if I could
And I am the one the one that's always misunderstood
I'd never die for you, even if I could
Die for you, you know I never would
You know, you know I never would
You know, you know I never would
You know, you know I never would
You know, you know I never would
The lyrics of "Even If I Could" by Papa Roach delve into themes of personal struggles, resentment, and a refusal to sacrifice oneself for someone else. The singer acknowledges their own issues and flaws, emphasizing that everyone has their own problems. Despite this, it is implied that the person they are addressing has taken advantage of them, as symbolized by the metaphor of sleeping with a loaded gun. The singer expresses regret for their actions but also states that they will not let themselves be controlled or manipulated.
The song also touches upon the complex relationship between the singer and their mother. The line "Mommy's little monster, wrapped inside a box" suggests that the singer feels trapped and burdened by their mother's actions. They resent her for throwing away the key, symbolizing a lack of forgiveness or understanding between them. The singer vows to haunt their mother for the rest of her life, indicating a deep-seated resentment and desire for revenge.
Throughout the song, the singer asserts their individuality and refusal to conform to others' expectations. They reject the idea that they will never amount to anything good and declare that they would never die for the person they are addressing, no matter the circumstances. This displays a sense of self-preservation and a unwillingness to be controlled or manipulated.
Overall, "Even If I Could" explores themes of personal struggle, resentment, and the desire for independence and self-empowerment. It reflects a refusal to be defined by others' opinions and a determination to break free from toxic relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
I've got issues, so does everyone
I have personal problems and challenges in life, just like everyone else does.
That never stopped you from sleeping with this loaded gun
Despite my issues, you were not deterred from being involved with me, even though it could potentially be dangerous or harmful.
I'm sorry for everything I have done (everything I have done)
I genuinely apologize for all the actions and mistakes I have made in the past.
And now you're telling me that I am the one that won't amount to no good
Currently, you are expressing the belief that I will not achieve anything positive or successful.
I'd never die for you, not even if I could
Even if given the opportunity, I would never sacrifice my life for you.
And I am the one that's always misunderstood
I often find myself being constantly misinterpreted or not fully understood by others.
Die for you, you know I never would
Just to reiterate, I want to emphasize that I would never give up my life for you under any circumstances.
Mommy's little monster, wrapped inside a box
Metaphorically, referring to myself as a troubled individual who feels trapped or confined within their own struggles or emotions.
Can't forgive her, she threw away the fucking key
I am unable to forgive and let go of the pain caused by my mother, as she has irrevocably abandoned me or closed off any possibility of reconciliation.
I'll haunt her for the rest of her life (for the rest of her life)
Figuratively, I will continue to be a presence or reminder of the harm she inflicted upon me for the remainder of her existence.
You know that I can never forgive you
It is important for you to understand that I will never be able to grant you forgiveness for the hurt you have caused me.
You wear it out
Your actions and behavior consistently exhaust or deplete my emotional capacity.
You break me down (you break me down)
Your actions continuously result in breaking apart or destabilizing my emotional well-being and self-esteem.
You know, you know I never would
As I have previously mentioned, it should be clear by now that I would never be willing to sacrifice my life for you.
Lyrics © BMG RIGHTS MANAGEMENT US, LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JACOBY DAKOTA SHADDIX, JAMES MICHAEL, JERRY ALLAN JR. HORTON, TOBIN JOSEPH ESPERANCE
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Faruk Cobain
Lyrics
Shut your mouth cause I can see through the lies We’re only getting sicker from the secrets we hide Disaster is our master as we lie here burning in bed But something tells me I can not give up on you yet
I will not give up on you today
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
You always play the victim and you just can’t decide If the vicious way we loved each other fucked up our lives When we’re standing in the aftermath our emptiness is what’s left And if you really loved me will you love me till death?
I will love until the end
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
I’ve been a slave You’ve been a slave I’ve been a slave to the hatred in you - in me I see you’re just as broken as me
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
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Lyrics:
You're just as broken as me
Shut your mouth, cause I can see through the lies
We're only getting sicker
From the secrets we hide
Disaster is our master as
We lay here burning in bed
But something tells me
I cannot give up on you yet
I will not give up on you today
I will forgive and forget
Cause I know that it will set me free
But all that's left its the emptiness inside of me
You murdered my heart
Broke my trust and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me
You always play the victim
And you just can't decide
If the vicious way we love each other
Fucked up our lives
When we standing in the aftermath
Our emptiness is what's left
And if you really loved me
Will you love me to death?
I will love you until the end
I will forgive and forget
Cause I know that it will set me free
But all that's left its the emptiness inside of me
You murdered my heart
Broke my trust and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me!!!
I've been a slave
You've been a slave
I've been a slave to the
Hatred in you, in me
I see
You're just as broken as me
I will forgive and forget
Cause I know that it will set me free
And all that's left its the emptiness inside of me
You murdered my heart
Broke my trust and watch me fade away
Now I see, now I see
That you're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me
You're just as broken as me...
You're just as broken as me...
Brian Zellmer
They did it. No words for this song. They just freaking did it! LETS TAKE IT TO THE GRAMMYS!
Serhat Murat Asbit
@David Garcia 👏👏👏😉
Alexander Nunez
mikehermetic You must be deaf because they have gone through so many changes. 1999 Rap rock, 2000's mixture of rap rock and rock, 2014 hard rock/metal, & 2017 mixture of pop and rock into many songs. If you don't like them and think they suck then just stay away from them.
Austin_CourageUnderFire
+Kustom Hooligans jacoby was going through relationship stuff with his wife I believe and he wrote about it. that's why it sounds like it does. still a good album. this one kicks ass though too
Faruk Cobain
Lyrics
Shut your mouth cause I can see through the lies We’re only getting sicker from the secrets we hide Disaster is our master as we lie here burning in bed But something tells me I can not give up on you yet
I will not give up on you today
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
You always play the victim and you just can’t decide If the vicious way we loved each other fucked up our lives When we’re standing in the aftermath our emptiness is what’s left And if you really loved me will you love me till death?
I will love until the end
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
I’ve been a slave You’ve been a slave I’ve been a slave to the hatred in you - in me I see you’re just as broken as me
I will forgive and forget cause I know that it will set me free but all that's left is the emptiness inside of me You murdered heart broke my trust and watched me fade away Now I see - Now I see - That you're just as broken as me
Trini NEZ ZAVALA
Thanks man
Amy Greene
I can't say enough about this song!! This is amazing! 3 great songs off of F.E.A.R. I can see this being one of their best albums!! But then again I absolutely LOVE Papa Roach! They are my favorite group!
Anthony McFarland
Got a feeling that this is going to be a great album
Trini NEZ ZAVALA
Same feel that
Kayla Amber
Me too man