Help Me
Ȿoftheart Lyrics

I don't wanna write
I don't want to express my thoughts or feelings.

I don't wanna sing about it
I don't want to put my emotions into a song.

I don't wanna think about it
I don't want to dwell on my situation.

I don't want advice
I don't want someone to tell me what to do.

I don't wanna let em down
I don't want to disappoint anyone.

Just don't wanna be here
I don't want to be in this situation.

I don't even wanna try
I don't want to put in the effort to get through this.

Don't wanna be here no more
I want to escape my current situation.

If it's, so painful
If my situation is causing me so much pain.

Inside me just find hatred
I am filled with negative emotions.

Used to be, my angel
I used to have someone I looked up to or depended on.

Help me, I don't wanna break
I need someone to support me before I fall apart.

I just wanna escape
I want to run away from my problems.

What it's like in my head
My thoughts and feelings are overwhelming.

You just don't understand
No one seems to comprehend how I feel.

The feeling is so intense
My emotions are extremely strong.

That I can't even move
My emotions are paralyzing me.

Or get up out of my bed
I can't even bring myself to wake up in the morning.

And I spent, all this time on you
I invested a lot of my time and energy into someone or something.

And now that I know the truth
I have learned something that has changed my perspective.

I wish I had just left
I regret not walking away sooner.

Or can't you just tell me why
I want to understand the reasons behind what happened.

If you were so right
If you were supposed to be good for me.

If you were so good
If you were supposed to be right for me.

Why was it so bad?
Why did things turn out so poorly?

I know that it's not right
I am aware that my behavior or thoughts are unhealthy.

Lately I've been just like, fuck my life
Recently, I have been extremely unhappy or dissatisfied with my life.

I'm not myself if I'm not high
I use drugs or alcohol to cope with my problems.

I'm too young, I hope it's not my, time
I feel like my life is over before it even started.

So baby, leave me in my grave and let me suffer
I feel like I am already dead and want to be left alone in my misery.

'Cause I'm nothing to you clearly
I don't feel valued or appreciated by someone I care about.

Rather be [?]
I would rather be in a different situation or with a different person.

You're so petty
You are so small-minded and unimportant to me.

You're so toxic
You have a negative impact on my life or well-being.

Made my life a drama
You have caused problems and conflicts in my life.

I spent 4 years
I invested a significant amount of time and effort.

Just to, tear my heart up
Only to end up hurting me in the end.

Wake up in the moonlight
I am awake during the night and feeling isolated.

I take that back, 'cause I don't sleep
Correction to the previous line, I am actually not able to sleep.

Wish I could start a new life
I want to leave all my problems behind and start fresh.

Wish I could rid this pain from me
I wish I could get rid of my emotional pain.

Like fuck 'em all if they blame me
I don't care if people blame me for my problems.

I'mma be myself, let them hate me
I will be true to myself, even if it means others will dislike me.

Where my head at is dangerous
My thoughts and emotions are not stable and could lead me to harm.

I need help it's plain to see
I know I need assistance to deal with my problems.

Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
I need someone to rescue me from my current situation.