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レフティーモンスターP feat. Lily Lyrics

When we were growing up you always looked like you were having such fun
I envied your carefree nature while I was struggling with my own issues.

You always were and you always will be the taller and the prettier one
You have qualities that I feel inferior about.

People seem to love you
You have a magnetic personality that draws others towards you.

They gravitate towards you
People are naturally attracted to your positive energy.

That's why I started to hate you so much
I felt overlooked and overshadowed by your popularity.

And I just completely ignored you
I resorted to ignoring you as a coping mechanism for my own insecurity.

I don't know why I felt the need to keep it up for oh so long
I realize now that holding onto these negative feelings for so long was unnecessary and harmful.

It's all my fault I'm sorry you did absolutely nothing wrong
My actions were unreasonable and unjustified, and I take full responsibility for my behavior.

All the pain I've caused you
My behavior towards you has caused you emotional pain and distress.

The constant flow of all the tears
Your suffering was ongoing and persistent.

Believe me when I say that I cannot apologize enough
I am deeply regretful and remorseful for my past behavior, and wish to make amends.

When all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love
All you ever desired was my support and affection.

And if it's not too late
I hope that there is still a chance to repair our relationship.

Could you please find it deep within your heart
I ask that you consider forgiving me and moving forward together.

To try and go back go back to the start
I wish to turn back the clock and start anew with a clean slate.

I've been so evil with my constant invasions
My behavior towards you has been malicious and invasive.

But you made it so easy for me
Your passive response to my mistreatment made it easier for me to continue.

You always rise to the occasion
Despite my behavior, you consistently maintain your positive attitude and dignity.

I'll always pull you up on every stupid thing that you say
I have been overly critical and have belittled you in the past.

But I found it so entertaining
I took pleasure in making fun of you and bringing you down.

This is not just a song
These lyrics are a genuine expression of my feelings and desire to make amends.

I intend to put these words into action
I am committed to making an effort to change my behavior and treat you with kindness and respect.

I hope that it sums up the way that I feel to your satisfaction
I hope that these lyrics accurately convey my feelings and desire for reconciliation.

Go back to the start
I wish to go back to the beginning and start over with a clean slate.