Out Of Control
Hoobastank Lyrics

I've done everything as you say
I've followed your instructions and done everything precisely how you wanted me to do it.

I followed your rules without question
I obeyed your guidelines without raising any doubts or objections.

I thought it would help me see things clearly
I believed that following your instructions would help me gain more clarity on things.

But instead of helping me to see
Contrary to my expectations, following your guidelines did not lead me to gaining a better understanding.

I look around and its like I'm blinded
I feel like I'm lost and helpless and cannot perceive anything with clarity.

I'm spinning out of control out of control
I feel like I'm losing my grip on things completely and my life is spiraling out of control.

(go)Where should go
I feel directionless and don't know where to go or what to do next.

(do)What should I do
I'm confused and uncertain about the course of action I should take.

I don't understand what you want from me
I'm unable to comprehend your expectations from me.

(go)Cuz I don't know (do) if I can trust you
I'm skeptical about whether I can trust you and your intentions.

Or the things you said to me
I'm also unsure about the veracity of the things you have told me so far.

I try to focus but everythings twisted
I'm trying hard to concentrate, but everything seems to be distorted and confusing.

And all along I thought you would be there (thought you would be there)
I had the assumption that you would be there to support and guide me through this.

So let me know I'm not alone
I need some assurance that I'm not the only one going through this ordeal.

But in fact that's exactly what I was
However, in reality, I am completely alone in this and cannot depend on anyone else for help.

Is it a mystery?
I'm clueless and unsure whether there is even a solution to this problem.