This Time
050_Lil Love vs 4 Hands feat C Lyrics


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If I stay hurting
And confused all night
I'll just ask one thing
Hands toward the sky
Please change my mind

Cause all I see is a fog in front of me
Warps my vision
Confuses my mind
Losing track of the innocence
Flesh has poisoned my mind
Wash me
Clean my eyes
I no longer feel close to you
My lord
And savior

If I stay hurting
And confused all night
I'll just ask one thing
Hands toward the sky
Please change my mind

I feel as if I see things right
But worldly pleasure has ruined my sight
I want to take it back
All times I said this is the last time
You are the truth you are our light
We are not worthy

We're lying to ourselves
When we make exceptions
We're lying to ourselves
When we denounce him
This world has lied to us
And we believed
We believed we were better
We're to blind to see

If I stay hurting
And confused all night
I'll just ask one thing
Hands toward the sky
Please change my mind

This won't be the last time but this is my outcry
I will not stand for this
My patience is paper thin




I'll fall in front of you and I'll confess
But I know when I fall you'll catch me trying my best

Overall Meaning

The song "This Time" by 050_Lil Love vs 4 Hands feat C is a passionate plea for help and guidance from a higher power. The lyrics describe a person who is lost, confused, and hurting, and is desperately seeking clarity and direction. The repeated refrain of "If I stay hurting and confused all night, I'll just ask one thing, hands toward the sky, please change my mind" underscores the singer's earnestness and vulnerability.


The opening lines of the song "cause all I see is a fog in front of me, warps my vision, confuses my mind, losing track of the innocence, flesh has poisoned my mind" suggest that the singer is struggling with temptation and the corrupting influence of the material world. They urgently beseech their Lord and Savior to cleanse their eyes and bring them back into a state of closeness and connection.


As the song progresses, the singer reflects on their own shortcomings and failings, acknowledging that they have been led astray by worldly pleasures and have lost sight of the truth. The lines "we're lying to ourselves when we make exceptions, we're lying to ourselves when we denounce him" suggest a sense of guilt and shame for having strayed from their faith.


The final lines of the song "this won't be the last time but this is my outcry, I will not stand for this, my patience is paper thin, I'll fall in front of you and I'll confess, but I know when I fall, you'll catch me trying my best" suggest a resolve to keep trying, keep seeking, keep striving for redemption and reconciliation.


Line by Line Meaning

If I stay hurting
In case I continue to feel emotional pain


And confused all night
And remain uncertain throughout the night


I'll just ask one thing
I'll request for one thing only


Hands toward the sky
With my hands raised up high


Please change my mind
I beg of you to alter my perspective


Cause all I see is a fog in front of me
Because I am unable to see things clearly


Warps my vision
Distorts my perception


Confuses my mind
Muddles my thinking


Losing track of the innocence
Forfeiting my purity


Flesh has poisoned my mind
My physical desires have corrupted my thoughts


Wash me
Cleanse me


Clean my eyes
Purify my sight


I no longer feel close to you
I no longer sense your presence


My lord
God, my master


And savior
And my redeemer


I feel as if I see things right
I believe that I have a clear understanding of things


But worldly pleasure has ruined my sight
However, my lust for worldly things has obscured my vision


I want to take it back
I regret my actions and want to go back to the way things were


All times I said this is the last time
Every time I said that it would be the final time


You are the truth you are our light
You, God, are our guide and the source of truth


We are not worthy
We admit that we are not deserving


We're lying to ourselves
We are deceiving ourselves


When we make exceptions
When we justify our wrongdoings


When we denounce him
When we turn away from God


This world has lied to us
The world has fed us with falsehoods


And we believed
And we have bought into those lies


We believed we were better
We had the notion that we were superior


We're to blind to see
We are too ignorant to notice


This won't be the last time but this is my outcry
This will not be the final time I express my lamentation


I will not stand for this
I refuse to accept this situation


My patience is paper thin
I am running out of patience


I'll fall in front of you and I'll confess
I'll humble myself before you and admit my wrongs


But I know when I fall you'll catch me trying my best
But I am confident that even if I fail, you will still support me as long as I do my best




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Written by: Kade Rushing, William Smith

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