Fade
1. Sixth June Lyrics

The light fades out and instantly the notions went so far
As the light dims, my thoughts and aspirations drifted far away from me.

Want to life and fight against, but it can't stay as strong
I desire to live and fight through my struggles, but my strength can only last for so long.

Scars and stiches, that are fading broke the live belong
My scars and wounds are healing, but they shattered the life I once had.

We're all just enemy's I want me free, but now
We see each other as enemies, and I want to break free from this cycle, but I can't at the moment.

It was cold although the sun was always near, (Near near near)
Despite the sun shining bright, I still felt the coldness within me.

It was hard although the strength in me was here (Here here here)
Even though I had strength within me, it was still difficult to overcome my struggles.

And when everything behind me feels so far, I will never feel the love inside, I saw
As everything behind me seems distant, I feel like I will never experience true love ever again.

When I think about a time without a war I stay
I often think about a time when there is no conflict or struggle to keep myself sane.

Since beginning of the years when everything here changed
Ever since the beginning of time, everything around me has changed and evolved.

All the things we loved are only now so fucking strange
All the things we once loved and cherished now feel foreign and unfamiliar.

Cause we believed such blind and sank so far and deep
We were blind to our situation, and we fell deep into despair.

Once I said that I will leave this world behind, can I life my live with feelings I arrived
I once considered leaving this world, but now I wonder if I can truly live my life with genuine emotions.

When you thought yeah every dream will be so close
When you thought that every dream was within reach and attainable.

But reality is feeling fear of course
But in reality, fear often precedes the actualization of our dreams.

When you thought your live gets stuck you can't be free
When you feel like your life is at a standstill, you can't be truly free.

all the memories you've gotten you can't be
You can't truly move on and let go of your memories.

I fade out but everyone in harmony
I disappear from the world, but everyone is in a state of peace and unity.

Can I be the one I always wanna be?
Can I finally become the person I always aspired to be?

Exactly and all these words just ended here, It seems near, although I know the road is fear
All these words have led to this moment of finality, even though I'm aware that the journey ahead will be filled with fear and uncertainty.

Black and gray although I can see colourful, are these lights cause they faded out, I'm blue
Even though my world appears monotonous and gloomy, I can still see vivid colors, but they seem distant and faded, leaving me to feel sad and melancholic.

I fade out I fade out
I disappear, I disappear.

I have showed that I cried
I have demonstrated that I have shed tears and expressed my emotions.

And the fear always here when I'm just kinda doubt'ed
The fear within me is ever-present, especially when I'm unsure and hesitant about my decisions.

Words that snitches
Words that betray and reveal secrets.

Always fading broke the live belong
The constant fading of things and people around me shattered the idea of what my life should be.

And lost my world cause I just life the live I want
I lost my grip on reality because I chose to live the life that I want, without considering the consequences.